Well, everyday my friend gets louder about proclaiming his love to this girl well with every day I feel dumpier and dumpier I think my loneliness is getting to me I just feel so lifeless...

Well today I just realized the whole entire time I was with Scud0987 I hid the deep gash on my heart and was serious about it. I may not have looked it but with out the pain on my heart I realized I couldnt smile but Where is the gash that makes me smile I dont know but I have to find it.

Well today I went to find out about driving school. Well, I got there with all the paper work I needed and I suddenly get told since I'm 18 I cant go I have to go to the secretary of state and get a Instructors License and get someone over 18 to teach me. And then he replies then you can hire me. No, I dont want the fuck to hire you, you could of fucking told me this on the phone when we talked so no fucking way. I was so pissed(And still am) at him.

I just joined yesterday this s my first blog I would like to say hi. I'm me I would like to be friends with many of you.