[dawn bolly]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2006-05-02
Written: (6782 days ago)

A feeling inside in the back of my head
Like a song you still know from so long ago
And I wouldn't change a thing
Like a car driving by triggers something in my mind
Am I retrieving my direction or just charging forward blind
Am I everything that you wanted me to be
Have I lost that condition, a connection I couldn't see
Til the end like a friend stands by you again
And I wouldn't change a thing
Toe to toe, friend or foe, its all that I know
And I wouldn't change a thing
As the years pass us by, will I still make the grade
Can I really offer anything, and will my soul be saved
Can you cleanse me of...drive out the swine
Am I only falling farther, can you keep me safe from harm
The memories you build in the house on a hill
Would you really change a thing
Corrected mistakes in a world full of hate
Never changes anything

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Written about Monday 2006-02-06
Written: (6867 days ago)

some times i feel shit about it but i dont care i need to see u missing u is killing me killing me painfull
i cant take it anymore so i say i like u mutch more than u think i do.. jill I LOVE U!!!!!![<3]

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Written about Tuesday 2006-01-03
Written: (6901 days ago)

Ahh, fuck it. Who am I shittin'?

I'm a pitiful site
And I ain't all that bright
I'm definitly not chisled from stone
I'm a cheat and a liar
No women's desire
I'll probably die cold and alone

But just give me a chance
Cause deep down inside
I swear I got a big heart of gold
I'm a monoganous man
No more one night stands


dropkick murphys :)

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Written about Sunday 2005-12-25
Written: (6910 days ago)
Next in thread: 721533

lalala happy xmas!!

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Written about Monday 2005-12-12
Written: (6923 days ago)

2 days agow it whas a nice day BUT FUCKING COLLLLLLLLLLD

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Written about Friday 2005-11-04
Written: (6961 days ago)

i got this clot that says that i can't do a thing,
and it kills me that what i love i can't do.
my mind is torn,
my life is smashed up.
and i know it's right and i feel it's time to kill...
i'm in panic because i can't breathe...
i have this feeling in my gut to the point of nausea and i feel so,
so fucking empty.

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Written about Friday 2005-11-04
Written: (6961 days ago)

yea i know
i pissed away a lot of dough

what a waste of time
i spent every dime
not planning for a sound financial future

invested in the good times
you gotta learn to diversify
livin' large on the west side

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Written about Friday 2005-11-04
Written: (6961 days ago)

Her name is Noël
I have a dream about her
She rings my bell
I got gym class in half an hour
Oh how she rocks in Keds and tube socks
But she doesn't know who I am
And she doesn't give a damn about me

Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah, I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me
Ooohoo hoo hooooooo

Her boyfriend's a dick
He brings a gun to school and he'd simply kick my ass if he knew the truth
He lives on my block
He drives and I rock
But he doesn't know who I am
And he doesn't give a damn about me

Cause I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Yeah, I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby
Listen to Iron Maiden baby with me
Ooohoo hoo hooooooo

Oh yeah, dirtbag
No, she doesn't know what she's missing
Oh yeah, dirtbag
No, she doesn't know what she's missing

Man I feel like mold
It's prom night and I am lonely
Lo and behold, she's walking over to me
This must be fake
My lip starts to shake
How does she know who I am
And why does she give a damn about

I've got two tickets to Iron Maiden baby
Come with me Friday, don't say maybe
I'm just a teenage dirtbag baby like you
Ooohoo hoo hooooooo

Oh yeah, dirtbag
No, she doesn't know what she's missing.
Oh yeah, dirtbag
No, she doesn't know what she's missing.

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Written about Monday 2005-10-10
Written: (6986 days ago)

i know i know   some things  ofcours you know some stupid things

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Written about Monday 2005-09-26
Written: (7000 days ago)
Next in thread: 672151, 687826

hey diary i got nothing to say now    only one the


FUCK MR.BUSH

HE IS A ASSFUCKER A FREAKING BUTTKISSER 

A STUPID DUCK IN THE DESSERD

A DRUNK PEACE OF SHIT

JUST A FUCKING MR.POOP

oke sorry    i'm just a anti bush thingie

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Written about Wednesday 2005-09-07
Written: (7019 days ago)

Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go
it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, for photographs your boyfriend took.
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the scond floor?
I'm not okay. I'm not, okay. I'm not okay, you wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay) I told you time and time again you sing the words (I'm not okay),
but don't know what it means to be a joke and look another line without a hook.
I held you close as we both shook.
For the last time, take a good hard look.
I'm not okay. I'm not, okay. I'm not okay, you wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took.
You said you read me like a book, well the pages all are torn and frayed out.
I'm okay, I'm o-kay.
I' m okay now (I'm okay now).
But you really didn't listen to me because I'm telling you the truth,
I mean this I'm okay- trust me.
I'm not okay. I'm not okay.
Well, I'm not okay, I'm not o' fucking kay.
I'm not okay. I'm not okay (okay)

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Written about Wednesday 2005-09-07
Written: (7019 days ago)

If I ever leave this world alive
I`ll thank for the things you did in my life
If I ever leave this world alive
I`ll come back and sit beside your feet tonight
Where ever I`m you`ll always be
More than just a memory
If I ever leave this world alive

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Written about Wednesday 2005-09-07
Written: (7019 days ago)

ello dairy



Sun is shining on my head, but it's a rainy day
I'm just walking around and I got nothing to say
I feel so weird but I'm not even drunk
Everybody looks great, everybody but

Nobody knows what's inside my head
Inside my head, you're all dead!
Nobody knows what's inside my head
Inside my head, I wish you were dead!

All these kids act cool, they call me a nerd
But it's my lucky day, today I can't get hurt
They spit me in my face, yeah, the joke is on me
Please, do it again, I don't mind because

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Written about Sunday 2005-04-24
Written: (7155 days ago)
Next in thread: 560524, 658231

noem mij maar leelijk dom of teklijn zo ben ik geboren en zo zal ik zijn mijn hooft in de lucht borst vet vooruit ik ben wie ik ben en daar kom ik voor vooruit want ik ben een mens ik ben geen freak  ik leef en ik adem dus ik ben UNIEK !!!! iedereen moet mooi zin dan maakt mij ziek    van iedermens is er maar een dus ik ben uniek ik bewoon wie ik ben   het valt niet altijd mee als isk sterf dan wil ik zeggen i did it my way

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Written about Sunday 2005-04-24
Written: (7155 days ago)
Next in thread: 560432

noem mij maar leelijk dom of teklijn zo ben ik geboren en zo zal ik zijn mijn hooft in de lucht borst vet vooruit ik ben wie ik ben en daar kom ik voor vooruit want ik ben een mens ik ben geen freak  ik leef en ik adem dus ik ben UNIEK !!!! iedereen moet mooi zin dan maakt mij ziek    van iedermens is er maar een dus ik ben uniek ik bewoon wie ik ben   het valt niet altijd mee als isk sterf dan wil ik zeggen i did it my way

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Written about Friday 2005-01-28
Written: (7241 days ago)


I am a man who walks alone
And when I'm walking a dark road
At night or strolling through the park

When the light begins to change
I sometimes feel a little strange
A little anxious when it's dark.

Fear of the dark,fear of the dark
I have constant fear thas something's always near
Fear of the dark,fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someone's always there

Have you run your fingers down the wall
And have you felt your neck skin crawl
When you're searching for the light ?
Sometimes when you're scared to take a look
At the corner of the room
You've sensed that something's watching you.

Have you ever been alone at night
Throuh your heard footsteps behind
And turned around and no-one's there ?
And as you quicken up your pace
You find it hard to look again
Because you're sure there's someone there

Watching horror films the night before
Debating witches and folklore
The unknown troubles on your mind
Maybe your mind is playing tricks
You sense,and suddenly eyes fix
On dancing shadows from behind.

Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a constant fear that something's always near
Fear of the dark, fear of the dark
I have a phobia that someone's always there.

When I'm walking a dark road
I am a man who walks alone

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Written about Thursday 2005-01-20
Written: (7249 days ago)

dag voor me verjaardag nou niks dus gewoon eene teering zooi

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Written about Monday 2005-01-10
Written: (7259 days ago)

IF I EVER LEAVE THIS WORLD ALIVE


BUT IT WILL NEVER COME SO FAR


ILL CRY TO MY LAST TEARS


WIV FEAR IN MY HEAD


ILL DIE


SO I NEVER LEAVE THIS WORLD ALLIVE

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Written about Saturday 2004-11-13
Written: (7317 days ago)

maand laater

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Written about Friday 2004-10-29
Written: (7332 days ago)

niet zo veel

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