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Thought This Was Interesting...lol

((Type Your Name With Your:))




Thumbs Together: kayla



Nose: kiaykia



Elbow: kayla ((dont know how I managed that! lol))



Tongue: kayla ((lol ewwww))



Chin: ,mzyhl,za



Foot: jkiajkhfayl



Eyes closed and one finger: kayla ((whoo!))



Back of your hand: oioawulzs



Palm: .ksayhlas



Mouse: klayl;ka



Wrist: kashyulas



Big Toe: kijaodiu ((weird...))



Forehead: kalghui ((haha..wow))

welllllll things didnt work out like I'd hope with Jeremy..I guess I just gotta wait for a good guy to actually come to me next time..I cant handle this shit anymore!! I'M FUCKING TIRED OF IT!!

Love Much,
Kayla

I found out kc comes back soon...or he already is back...I hate him...I fucking hate him...what he did to me...what he TRIED to do to me...still makes me sad...I cant believe he tried to do that shit...yes Im sure you loved me FUCKIN PERVERT enough about him I fuckin hate him

william should call me...like...now...I need to talk to hiiiiiiim and Im scared to call him...I will always be scared to call him...I dunno why...it was funny after school we saw him and Tessas like "wow I thought he would be ugly...after all you DID like my brother" then I yelled to william "dude tessa thinks your fuckin hot" he just laughed...I wish I could talk to him more...wtf is wrong with me lol

Arg..Tyler sucks..He's leaving in march..probably before my birthday too..

we may not hang out a lot like we used to but he made a BIG difference in my life and he was there when no one else was........................and I mean NO ONE

He was one of the first people I told when my mom died..and I only knew him for a few weeks..Im glad I met him..we became good friends really quickly..things change..especially when youve gone through what I have..Kayla <3 Tyler!!!!!

last night/early this morning was kinda fun..I had a lot of "ninja fights" so I have bruises everywhere..I had little kids jump me haha it was funny..then I got into fist fights with a 17 year old guy and a 19 year old guy and got my ass KICKED still fun though..but now I'm in pain..soooo much pain..lol and i think one of them sprained my ankle..it hurts really bad..but I doubt it lol..I didnt get to do my "mission" which kinda sucks..but I didnt wanna kiss him anyways..no..I lied..lol I do! of course I do..but thats ok..since our sisters are best friends we're kinda stuck with eachother for awhile hehehe..I think thats funny..

Man..when I logged in earlier..I looked at the "Last Logins" and ALL of them had "Dark" before their names..I'm thinkin time to change my name..because..Im not all that dark of a person lol in a way..yeah sure I am..but if everyone thinks their dark too..I mean..how dark can I be?..enough babbling..Im sure Im the only one who speaks "Kayla" here..

Love Much,
Dark Romances

Wow I havent written in here for awhile.....haha like 5 days..... but anyways...a certain friend is annoying me...so Im ignoring her...JOSH CALLED ME OMG IM SOOOOO GLAD HES ALIVE!!! WHOOO...he told me that if he wasnt gay...because Im just so damn awesome...that he would marry me...lol yay? I think...but anyways I was supposed to call him back yesterday but I forgot...cuz I dont ever call people...so hopefully he calls me today...lol and I need to change my answering machine message to give out my cell phone number...but I dont like my voice lol I guess Im in a pretty good mood today whooo

Love Much,
Dark Romances

First Christmas Without My Mom.. I'm So Sad.. R.I.P

I'm not looking forward to christmas...I miss my mom...it isnt the same...I can barely live without her...I dont even feel HALF alive anymore...Ive lost all spirit...spirit for everything...god this sucks...I guess I just wanna feel loved...and Im not getting that from anyone at the moment...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I just wanna scream...god I wish I could scream...this is bullshit

Love Much,
Dark Romances

Hmm...Kadie Kadie Kadie..I never thought no one would read my diary..I dont really care..thats why i put it in here...you dont see me going as detailed as you though now do you? hmm yeah didnt think so...every single fucking time I fuckin hear you or read what you write and its something about me...you ALWAYS personally attack me for no reason...thats why I dont hug you..thats why I dont talk to you as much...I dont know why you do it...and I cant really stand it anymore...I hug shaunice because shes still there for me even if she is mainly my sisters friend...but theres no trust between you and me anymore...first you say you dont wanna tell me cuz I'll give you a pity party which is such bullshit...and then you dont even bother to tell me shit that happened at school which really made me realize how much you dont trust me...I just cant handle you anymore...its hard being friends...but Im working on it...and Im trying...oh well...sigh

Love Much,
Dark Romances

Guys Suck They Lie..Lying Bastards..But I Won't Go Into That lol

I Need Some Serious Help...I Can't Do This Alone Anymore




Always So...Alone

10 Questions. Pick A Band/Singer And Answer Only Using That Band/Singer's Song Titles.

Chosen Band/Singer: Red Hot Chilli Peppers

1. Are You A Male Or A Female: Someone
2. Describe Yourself: Naked In The Rain
3. How Do Some People Feel About You: Nobody's Weird Like Me
4. How Do You Feel About Yourself: Stranded
5. Describe Your Family: Warped
6. Where Would You Rather Be: Road Trippin
7. Describe What You Want To Be: Out Of Range
8. Describe How You Live: Parellel Universe
9. Describe How You Love: Love Rollercoaster
10. Describe What You Hate: My Friends

This Was Fun..And It Worked Out Pretty Well Too..Luckily They Have A Lot Of Songs To Choose From

Love Much,
Dark Romances

I hate diary's..The only reason why I write in mine is because I know no one's gonna read this shit lol plus with all that has happened there has only been very few there for me..stupid people

Love Much,
Dark Romances

My New Questionaire

((09 Things You're Looking Forward To))
1-Happiness
2-Seeing Tonia Again
3-Closure With..err..Things..Yeah..Things
4-Leaving The Country
5-Getting A Boyfriend
6-Having Kids..We'll Give That A Few Years Though..haha
7-Weekends
8-The Military Ball
9-Eventually Getting Married..I Guess.....

((08 Things You Wear Daily))
1-A Bra
2-Black Eyeliner
3-My Braceletes
4-My Necklaces
5-My Rings ((lol Jewelry Yay))
6-Nail Polish ((Almost Daily Anyway))
7-Silver Eyeshadow
8-A Shirt..((I Would Say Pants..But Thats Not Entirely True))

((07 Things That Annoy You))
1-How I Don't Know What He's Thinking
2-People That Say One Thing But Mean Another
3-My Family..They Don't Understand The Pain..Even Though Their Going Through It As Well
4-Getting Into Trouble
5-People That Assume Things About Me/What I'm Thinking
6-When I Forget My Locker Combination
7-When I Don't Get To See Friends I Haven't Seen In Forever

((06 Things You Touch Every Day))
1-My Computer
2-The Toaster
3-My Doorknob
4-My Phone
5-My Cell Phone
6-The Couch

((05 Things You Do Every Day))
1-Take A Shower
2-Chat Online
3-Talk On The Phone
4-Miss The Good Old Days
5-Drink Atleast 2 Soda's

((04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With))
1-Tonia!
2-Chris!
3-Amie!
4-uhh..Sadly..This May Sound Sick But My Mom Of Course! I Miss My Mommy.........

((03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over))
1-Bio-Dome MMmmMM Pauly...
2-Nightmare Before Christmas
3-So Many Others!...

((02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment))
1-Bother-Corey Taylor
2-This Is The New Shit-Marilyn Manson

((01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With))
1-Hopefully Myself..I'll Find Her Someday

Love Much,
Dark Romances

I should've just given him a hug! I should've! ahh why didnt I! omg Im stupid..............I will on monday though...oh yes...I will...or I will continue to make him jealous by hugging other guys...hey I dont go up to them...THEY come up to me...and it just usually happens to be in front of Chris...lol he...he...he...

Love Much,
Dark Romances

Chris Chris Chris..Please For The Sake Of My Sanity Make Up Your Mind

Sticks And Stones May Break My Bones, But Whips and Chains Excite Me, So Throw Me Down And Tie Me Up, To Show How Much You Like Me

Loneliness..

Ok I Deleted My Poll Due To Nader Lost...Go figure Huh?...But I Will Continue To Live On With The "Don't Be A Hater Vote For Nader" Legacy...Oh Yes...I Will...

I Am...BoBoBoB...I Am Married To The Johnny MC (( [starryM] She's My Bestest Buddy And She's Sexy! Ohh Yeah lol ; ) ))...She Rocks...I Live In Her Closet...I Like To Stalk People...It's Funny...I LOVE SPOONS! Forks Are Evil Thanks To That Week Of Being Randomly Attacked By Them And Of Course That Was The Birth Of "The Best Story Ever" And Eventually "The Second Best Story Ever" Anyways Guys Are Gay Because Their Shallow...I Like To Write...Bad Things Happen...That's So Swervy