[Sobori]'s diary

492491  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-02-10
Written: (7225 days ago)

  My promise

I told you I`d love you always
And for always I`ll keep loving you
Even tough you broke my heart
I`ve finally forgiven you
Even tough I would never want to try again
Even tough I don`t want to be with you
Even tough I would never want you back
You`ll have a place in my heart
Because I promised you
And if you would know me for real
You would know I keep my promises
Always
I kept my promise to you.

476100  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-01-19
Written: (7247 days ago)




All fear
she has come .
Her eyes can freeze you to the bone.
Don`t try to run cause she will get you.
All fear
She has come
Her voice will nail you to the ground.
Don`t cry I will protect you
All fear
She has come
Her Revenge can let you shiffer
Don`t hide cause she will find you.
All fear
She has come
She will make you Wish you`ll die allone.
Don`t be affraid I tell you

Its only the Icequeen
She will go away..
and we will be together
She has come to take revenge on you
but I won`t let her.
Don`t be mad
She will go away
Like a bad dream that faints in the morning
I`m here

476080  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-01-19
Written: (7247 days ago)

I do not love you like the first flower in the spring.
I do not love you like the singing birds.
I do not love you like an distand star far away.
I love you like I love dark things.
In shadows...secretly but strong.


455238  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-12-25
Written: (7272 days ago)

Why?

Why won`t you talk to him? what has he done
Why are you ignoring him? what did he do wrong?
Since when is it wrong to love?
Since when is it forbidden to feel?
Since when did the world turn around you?
Why did you speek of love, while everybody knows you never loved him.
Why is it You who`s hurt..while he`s the one who has the right to be.
So tell me miss, why do you hate him..he`s done nothing wrong.
All he did was getting over you and only because it did not took very long...you hate him for it.
Why are you crying fake tears, You are not fooling anyone
Why do you say he`s a jerk..you were the one who`s been lieing all allong.
Why do you keep messing up our lifes..get your own
Why do I even care about your feelings? Why can`t I just let you be?
Maybe its because I love him..and I know he loves me.
So mind your own cases ,and leave mine alone.
You don`t have the right to hate us
So why miss Ice queen? Why?

455141  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2004-12-25
Written: (7273 days ago)

When I open my eyes, before the sun has awakened
Everything sleepes..its all silence...but not my dancing heart.
Its not affraid of dancing anymore
All because of you.
Before I knew you ..I did not live
I was dead and my heart remained in silence...it was too hurt to dance.
I could only feel hate.
But you, you learned me how to love again..how silly it was to loath.
How wonderfull life can be when you love someone
How wonderfull life can be when someones loves you.
How to always look at the bright side of things.
How to smile and mean it.
You make me smile..and thats just one of the million things I love about you.
I love you and finally I can really say it..I love you..

412752  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2004-11-14
Written: (7313 days ago)

  Thank you

Thank you for making me stronger.
Thank you for all the lies.
Thank you for making me think that love would last longer.
Thank you for leaving me to die.
Thank you for releasing me ,
from the iron chains you call love
It took me so long to find all the pieces of my heart.
4 months it took me to get my heart back.
Thank you for breaking it.
Because now I can love again.
And this time, it will be someone worth my love.
So.... thank you.


412733  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2004-11-14
Written: (7313 days ago)

   The Ice queen.

I used to like you..but now I don`t know anymore..
I used to talk to you..but now theres only silence
I used to laugh with you...but now there are only tears.
And when I look at you...I do not see you anymore.
All I see is hate.
All I see is the Ice Queen.

When you look at me , my heart is frozen solid.
Cause youre eyes are filled with Ice.
And when I stand next to you, I can only feel coldness.
You used to be my best friend.
And now you call me youre enemy
All because of the Ice Queen inside you.

408610  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2004-11-10
Written: (7317 days ago)

Choosing

I`m confused
cause I have to make a choise
And it will always be the wrong one.
But I will choose
And if I would die this very moment,
I would not feel.
I do not fear death anymore
Cause the choise I have to make
will cost more pain then death will ever do.
And whatever I choose..it will be the wrong one.
But I shall make a choice...and live my life without
a smile.

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