Masks
I can`t believe it has happened again
That I`ve once again been fooled
I`m not sure if I will survive this time
Look at what you`ve done to me
I was happy untill now
Now there`s only a shadow of me
I don`t exist anymore
Its someone else making jokes
Its not really me thats laughing
Its only the mask I wear
That prevents me from killing myself
I will pretend like I`m not hurt by you,
But on the inside, I`m already dead
You killed me and my will to move on.
But I still can`t hate you...even if I tried
Not to feel anything , thats my only wish
I`m afraid theres only one way left
But untill then, I`ll wear my mask
And fake my happy smile

  My promise

I told you I`d love you always
And for always I`ll keep loving you
Even tough you broke my heart
I`ve finally forgiven you
Even tough I would never want to try again
Even tough I don`t want to be with you
Even tough I would never want you back
You`ll have a place in my heart
Because I promised you
And if you would know me for real
You would know I keep my promises
Always
I kept my promise to you.

All fear
she has come .
Her eyes can freeze you to the bone.
Don`t try to run cause she will get you.
All fear
She has come
Her voice will nail you to the ground.
Don`t cry I will protect you
All fear
She has come
Her Revenge can let you shiffer
Don`t hide cause she will find you.
All fear
She has come
She will make you Wish you`ll die allone.
Don`t be affraid I tell you

Its only the Icequeen
She will go away..
and we will be together
She has come to take revenge on you
but I won`t let her.
Don`t be mad
She will go away
Like a bad dream that faints in the morning
I`m here

I do not love you like the first flower in the spring.
I do not love you like the singing birds.
I do not love you like an distand star far away.
I love you like I love dark things.
In shadows...secretly but strong.

Why?

Why won`t you talk to him? what has he done
Why are you ignoring him? what did he do wrong?
Since when is it wrong to love?
Since when is it forbidden to feel?
Since when did the world turn around you?
Why did you speek of love, while everybody knows you never loved him.
Why is it You who`s hurt..while he`s the one who has the right to be.
So tell me miss, why do you hate him..he`s done nothing wrong.
All he did was getting over you and only because it did not took very long...you hate him for it.
Why are you crying fake tears, You are not fooling anyone
Why do you say he`s a jerk..you were the one who`s been lieing all allong.
Why do you keep messing up our lifes..get your own
Why do I even care about your feelings? Why can`t I just let you be?
Maybe its because I love him..and I know he loves me.
So mind your own cases ,and leave mine alone.
You don`t have the right to hate us
So why miss Ice queen? Why?

When I open my eyes, before the sun has awakened
Everything sleepes..its all silence...but not my dancing heart.
Its not affraid of dancing anymore
All because of you.
Before I knew you ..I did not live
I was dead and my heart remained in silence...it was too hurt to dance.
I could only feel hate.
But you, you learned me how to love again..how silly it was to loath.
How wonderfull life can be when you love someone
How wonderfull life can be when someones loves you.
How to always look at the bright side of things.
How to smile and mean it.
You make me smile..and thats just one of the million things I love about you.
I love you and finally I can really say it..I love you..

  Thank you

Thank you for making me stronger.
Thank you for all the lies.
Thank you for making me think that love would last longer.
Thank you for leaving me to die.
Thank you for releasing me ,
from the iron chains you call love
It took me so long to find all the pieces of my heart.
4 months it took me to get my heart back.
Thank you for breaking it.
Because now I can love again.
And this time, it will be someone worth my love.
So.... thank you.

   The Ice queen.

I used to like you..but now I don`t know anymore..
I used to talk to you..but now theres only silence
I used to laugh with you...but now there are only tears.
And when I look at you...I do not see you anymore.
All I see is hate.
All I see is the Ice Queen.

When you look at me , my heart is frozen solid.
Cause youre eyes are filled with Ice.
And when I stand next to you, I can only feel coldness.
You used to be my best friend.
And now you call me youre enemy
All because of the Ice Queen inside you.

Choosing

I`m confused
cause I have to make a choise
And it will always be the wrong one.
But I will choose
And if I would die this very moment,
I would not feel.
I do not fear death anymore
Cause the choise I have to make
will cost more pain then death will ever do.
And whatever I choose..it will be the wrong one.
But I shall make a choice...and live my life without
a smile.