ugh... *slams head into table repeatedly*

Ugh! I'm so sick... my brain aches, and I got stiffness in muh bones, damn season changes, kicked my ass... Feels like I got hit by a truck, and then it backed over me a few times, then the driver realised that he was running over a person and then shot me to ease the pain, only I survived, and he drove away... *Crushes Skull to ease headache* I need a hug...

I was in a really good mood the other night, I mean a REALLY good mood. The kind of good mood I get into only once every couple months, I felt good enough to draw, and draw a lot I did. Why? Well, because I had a dream that morning, not an exciting, or even "exciting" dream XD, but a dream where I wasn't doing anything at all. I was cuddled up with Aubrey on some random couch in a house I've never been in, but I didn't care, we weren't talking, at least I don't think we were, but it was one of those dreams where it's so vivid you can feel it, I remember I had Aubrey's scent in my nose, not overpowering, but just enough to make it feel real, just enough to make me happy. It was, as all good things are, short lived, and the alarm clock went off and I had to start my 12 hour school day. That night, I started drawing, and almost didn't want to stop, I just kept thinking about her, and the stuff, what little there is, that we've done together... :( But when I thought of these things, I almost dreampt them, so I feel them too, like the first movie we saw together, "Disturbia", where toward the end of the movie, I remember her clinging to me as someone jumped out of nowhere, and at Branden's grad party, where almost the whole night we were cuddled up together. I don't know, I just kinda felt good, but terrable at the same time, because neither of us have time for one another, between school, and work for me, and for her, school, work, and homework. I just wish I could set apart at least one day of the week, just a few hours, that we could spend together, at least just to enjoy the comany of one another... I don't know... SMARFIN GIRTLE HEIMER!

yesterday i went to saginaw to visit john and james at svsu and i ended up getting my ears pierced, though i'm not quite sure why i did it, oh welli had my birthstone put in, it makes me look kinda girly, not gonna lie

so today steve's dog attacked me for no reason... i was getting some meatloaf and he tried to attack my leg, so i grabbed his collar and threw him to the floor and held him there until i thought he was cooled down... he wasn't... so he jumped up and bit down on my calv and wouldn't let go... i'm still not sure how i got him off, but i did, and now there is thius huge bite mark that goes into my leg, it's pretty gross looking

okay so i went to traverse city today and we stopped at a panda express for dinner, which was fantastic btw, other than the fact that steve didn't know what a cali4nia roll was so when he got his meal we dowsed it in sweet and sour sauce, not our best idea, but while i was there i saw someone who looked kinda like tiffany, and the cook looked like a former teacher Mr. perialas... whom is also my uncle in a distant way... what a day

so basically i feel like crap, i think Aubrey's angry with me, cause i am teh sux at driving, it makes my stomach hurt... but i think on a brighter note that it's a good thing, because it makes me realize that stupid mistakes make stupid people, and i am not an imbicile, i love her way to much to put her, or anyone else's life for that matter in danger on purpose, so thanks for being mad at me i guess, but it still kind of makes me sick to my stomach to think about it. *rolls back over in bed to sulk*

i am going home tomorrow, to do a lot of working, for my fantastic vacation at AC is now over... good day, and screw you Canada

So if you were an STI which would you be?

Hokii so, here is de earth, i know what yer thinking, that's a pretty kick ass earth.

    Dear Diary, today i woke up, that must mean today is going to be a wonderful day, then again i have been fooled before, like the time that man said he had candy in his car, when i got in the vehicle we just drove to a shack in the woods and when he realized that i wasn't gay(i kicked him in the balls) he promptly drove me to get ice cream and live with him, I know rezide in the back seat of a rusted out camero.
           Love,
          Kenneth A LaJoice