bored.
so very very bored.
inescapebly bored
so i figured. Ide talk to you :) because im so nice and caring and considerate and all that....=)
you know what i was thinking? That i would love to do? Just be in a really
please leave your requests on my guestbook or just messge me :) ill get back to you :P
You know Einstein wore snowshoes everywhere for a while because he was concerned by the lack of solidity of the universe. If we are made of matter, and matter is made of molecules, and molecules of atoms, just loosly bouncing around, and an atom is made up of only .1% anything, held together by only the teensiest bit of gravity in the first place: then what prevents the .1% of yourself from passing right through the 99.9% nothing of everything else?
Life is just what happens while your planning for greater things...
think about it
my mom says im 'anti social' because I went to listen to a song in my room. OOPS i might have shut the door aswell
please god, forgive me
she says to me 'why are you so antisocial'.
and im like
'im not antisocial society is anti me'. (which i thought was quite clever.)
but thats [beside the point]. I am anything BUT anti social. I hate being alone. I love to communicate, and be around people.
thats just me
you were wrong
you read this.....and your life will change...
see ?
you must have felt something.
mom pissed of at me. again
no idea
oh well.
I am hungry.
theres no food in my system.
im going to be right back :)
toodles
[two minutes later in a galaxy far far away]
weee. I have
souriyawhat shall we talk about today? Too early in the morning to have actually done anything interesting, but im juts in a writing mood.
you would be nothing with out the people around you
isnt wreid taht you can raed tihs eevn tuohgh the wrods are all mxied up? its bcaeuse the hauman eye isz triaend to olny look at the frsit and lsat ltrets of a wrod..kndia lkie buaeuty.. poelep olny look at the outside..
msn
in english
lots of love
but when you cry, you cry alone
we dont have to be rebelious....
alotta time and effortinto...
just like that
there isnt any point.
that gets me through are my friendsespecially ones on msn. I just talk to them and i feel
dooropen.
this is from my beautiful [indigo boy].
1. Who are you?
Umm... probably your boyfriend
Yep
Met a few months ago (not very long ago eh), on the internet.. on elftown
To say the least :)
More than once
Mallygirl, because it sound s cute an affectionate :D:D:D
HOT
Oh wow, another girl messaging me on elftown, how novel.
hell NO. you're the BEST. nobody can compare.
the color purple :)
myself :) im willing to give myself up for you...
i'd say pretty well.. I want to know more about you though
Never in person :(
Nope
Probably not
you're wonderful. you're funny, you're smart, supportive, clever, intuitive, you are adept at problem solving and getting along with others (oops, it turned into a report card :P)
10 out of 10
Go for a long walk in the most beautiful place i could think of. Then i'd have my way with you :P
more than that.
We are :)
so there i was morphing into the new me ....
but then the new me slept in.
late
shit happens
I decided.
that i need to change.....lik
Not because people are telling me to. but because i want to
I realised.....
[From izzy.....]
1. Who are you? Im IZZY!!!
2. Are we friends? Actually... We're lesbian lovers...
3. When and how did we meet? Year 7. Rosie and Hatty introduced me to you.
4. Do you have a crush on me? Omg. So much.
5. Would you kiss me? Been there, done that... Actually got the t shirt.
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. Dollface. Because all my special people are called Dollface.
7. Describe me in one word. Fantabulistic
8. What was your first impression? Small. XD
9. Do you still think that way about me now? Yes.... But you have a seriously big personality. It scares me. o.o
10. What reminds you of me? Weed, Booze... Photos... Victorian Fayres... Photos photos photos... EVERYTHING!
11. If you could give me anything what would it be? My undying love.
12. How well do you know me? Better than anyone
13. When's the last time you saw me? Thursday. At school. Now it's SATURDAY! =O Im gonna miss you soo much this week. ;.;
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? Yes. A lot of things.
15. Are you going to put this on your house and see what I say about you? Hm. Possibly.
16. What do you think of my personality? Radiant
17. What do you think of my looks? Drop dead gorgeous
18. If we met, what would we do...? Hug?
19. would you say that we were very good friends..? Yes
20. Could we ever be anything more than friends? Omg. We so already are.
OKAY, so this is a special entry about izzy.
because....
souriya seemed pleased to see me. So i just had to write a new entry.
Yesterday, i went shopping YAY. nothing beats shopping. :)
I got.....
- pink and black legwarmers([weee])
- earings ([very very pretty])
-School bag ([ i do actually need one. my old one is totally fucked])
-A really pretty bra. ([its baby pink with red hearts on it. its my SPECIAL lucky bra :):) me = very happy])
-underwear ([oh my. Now this is beauty my mom got very pissed off thought because i have an underwear fetish and i HAVE to buy new underwear everytime i go out. its my passion lol. yeah, so yeah...])
-Red top ([oh my. just amazing.])
-hair dye ([RED hair dye :) ^_^])
uh. i think thats it. but somehow i managed to spend
So, todays my 'day off' right?
So obviously i am sleeping in....
I get a call saying my brother is not feeling well so i gotta go pick him up
UGGGGG lol.
talk about the presures of society
its disgusting
So there are the 'populars' that seem to inhabit our school.
*eeerrrrruuuugi know, i know
They dress the same
They talk the same
They walk the same
They think the same
They look the same
They have the same bags
the same shoes
THEIR FECKING CLONES I TELL YOU...
whats worse is they think they have the right to judge you
But nobody and i mean nobody has the right to make a judgement on YOU. Apart from you. Right? Sure, you shouldnt be an asshole
You should know when and where to stop
. But No one BUT you can tell you how to Be :)
[^^ just a little something for you ^^]
LAST DAY
of school :) one whole [entire week of freedom]
Weeeeeeee. lol. I know i know i am a retard
anyways. [ i never got my lemon cheesecake].
BUT i was reading [good housewife] (one of my dearest moms uber cool magazines) gosh it was amusing
To say the least.....
Articles like :
[honey, i shrunk my but]
[now you can eat ALL the pies] (which is now my msn name
and
[why are you ALWAYS HUNGRY]
Really, i think these women have problems. Im happy about the size of my ass
, and i like eating my pies
and I dont care if im hungry or not.
See, souriya
and I
are [HAPPY PEOPLE I TELL YOU].
We have EVERY RIGHT to be aswell..
I'm with my friends as the moan about how their
[hips are too big]
[teeth are screwed up]
[too fat]
[too thin]
[the sound like a man]
[voice is too high]
[their eyes are too dark]
[eyes are too bright]
[hair is greesy]
[hair is too soft to be tied up]
[their ass is HUGE]
[they have no ass]
[no money]
[too much money, dont know what to buy]
and shit yes <SHIT> like that.....
Why cant people just be happy with what they got ?
Im not saying [by any means] that I am the most beautiful, most amazing , happiest person on this plant.
[im far from it actually]....
but you see the difference is, that, I'm happy with myself.
[sureeee i could be better] but no bodies perfect
Everybody knows that right? But yet we still strive for bloody perfection
its non existant
Know what you can get, what you want to get, and go GET IT. But dont ever regret who you are. Because who you are is everything
and your are [always somethingto somebody]....
you just may not know it yet....
I dont want to be everything for everybody, i just want to be something</b> to somebody
I just hope there is somebody out there :) ([psst: for me])
<pre> good day </pre>
:) really...it was [isnt that great ? wooop wooop]...
Well you know lessons were as interesting as they can get (not much - i know but still).
I swear. wednesdays kick <pre> ass</pre>
Ofcourse, nothing compares to fridays or Saturdays , but we're talking about school here.
I have DRAMA first [two perdiods] which is just
[previously on todays show....]
hehehe. Good evenin' [Souriya]....
Hmm well today what an eventfull day.
g.o.n.e.
there for them
i guess thats stupid of me right ? and selfish. I THINK so especially because [im always like 'uug i hate talking about myself'] but then all i feel like doing is talk about whats going on withme
why should i stop?
No wonder i have friends Goddammit
pissing me off?
see i told you the name would come into use somewhere even if souriya doesnt decide to have a sex change) ok thats just retarded lets just call him Chris
so less retarded huh?
SOURIYA
um hey
preeeetty fast
REALLYI woke up this morning to raring to get on with the day it was wonderfull :D and from that second on wards everything went so fast. Eveything was good. WOW. see souriya is not one of those depressing diarys.
and so she should
so souriya, what shall we talk about today?
good day myBeautiful souriya
so its not very good
that sucks right?
not good. definatly not good
may the angels be watching you