listening to jeff Buckley : halleluja.
amazing song
i cant
gone])...or if i should just go for it and stop worrying all the time about what could happen?? hrrrmph.
everything]) on amazing msn msger...BUT im also kinda going to a party (james brabs).
actually wait. maybe noti have my piano grade exams which i feel totally unprepared for. Then i have my Chemistry test which i am undoubtedly going to
becky is my bitch.
*hugs souriya*
I think
souriyaneeds some diary love.
diary
things seem alot better...
almost
sickenyou?....
my foot hurts
*shrugs*
and I still love you nick
Isnt is so Amazing.
You just walk down a street and you see a couple together. just standing there. just see the way the girls holding onto him, like she never wants him to let her go and hes looking into her eyes like shes the most beautiful person ever.
And the thing is. SHE IS.
And they wont Ever let go.
You can tell so much from their eyes.
Sometimes you can say it the best when you dont say anything At all.
When you can say So much just by looking at the person you know that you love
I think think you realise that he's all you ever need.
And he is.
he saves you
he makes you beautiful
so your the bitch that told the bitch that im a bitch well listen bitch it takes a bitch to know a bitch to call a bitch a bitch.
bitch
Dear dorothy
hate Oz.
Took the bloody Shoes
find your
ownway home.
LoL. i read some where that one out of every four people is mentally unstable.
Take a look at
three of your closest friends
i guess your the one eh?
omg.
I just asked my mom why cats drink from the toilet.
SHE said its because 'the waters colder'.
and im like
HOW DOES MY MOM KNOW THAT?'
LIFE IS STRANGE. or its just my family
my good friend kermit the frog:
Have you realised. that whereever you go, there you are
This diary is going to be used for my philosophical rambellings
enjoy
has anyone else noticed that i write my diary entrys weirdly? With all the diffent
fontsand
To laugh is to risk appearing a fool.
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental.
To reach out for another is to risk involvement.
To expose feelings is to risk [.rejection.]
To place your dreams before the crowd is to risk ridicule.
To love is to risk not being loved in return.
To go forward in the face of overwhelming odds is to risk failure.
But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing does nothing, has nothing, is nothing.
He may avoid [suffering and sorrow], but he cannot learn, feel, change, grow or
love.
freedom.
very very true^^
nothing to say.
but ill try. just for you
Well things are good right now. reeeaaallllyyy good. I dont know why, but you know when you just feel happy.
^^thats the feeling^^
Well we're having a party thing right now. But their all my moms and dads friends. bah. humbug. They're all down stairs getting drunk
mwhahahahaha. The computer shall be mine. for eternity.
or whenever.I just WISH. there was somebody to talk to me :( *Cries*.
my purrrfect guy....
[Hair Color:] Dark brown and black, i prefer the whole dark look...but when you think about it, it doesnt matter at all.
[Eye Color:] dark hair and light eyes. wow. but dark eyes are just as pretty
[Height: ]not very tall because i aint tall, but taller than me nonetheless
[Six Pack:] lol well i wouldnt complain
[Long or Short Hair:] Long...
[Glasses or contacts:] I dont mind, both can look cute. Whatever he wears, i cant make him change :S
[Piercings:] oh most definatly
[Scars: ]nah, but if he does, hey, i wont freak out, you cant change something like that
[Buff or Skinny:] in between. I not bothered. Just not too scrawny lol.
[Funny or Serious:] He's gotta make me laugh. But i guess he has to be serious when he needs to be.
[Party or Stay at home:] Both, it doesnt matter aslong as your with that person right?
[Should he know how to cook:] just a chinease take out would be fine. XD
[Should he have a best friend: ] sure why not?
[Should he have a lot of girl friends:] sure
[Outgoing or Shy:] Inbetween, not too shy and not too loud. I love loners. I love the quiet guy at parties, i love the guy who sits at the back of the bus with noone sitting aorund him. I just wanna hug those people. Just stand there and hug them...xXx
[Sarcastic or Sincere:] Sarcastic to the extent that he makes me laugh, but not to hurt me...he should know when to stop being a jackass and be sincere
[Should he watch chick flicks:] If he wants to...:S
[Would he smoke: ] prefrably no
[Would he drink:] sure! its his choice but , he shouldnt be an alcoholic.
[Would he swear:] Hell yeah
[Would he play with your hair:] aww that would be cute.
[One or more girls at a time: ]just the one...meeee.
[Bad Boy or Good Boy:] Both when he wants to be
[Would he kiss you on the first date:] Yeah, but only if the moment was right. not just because....
[Where would you go to dinner: ]Anywhere, aslong as we were with eachother :P
[Would he bring you flowers: ]doesnt really matter.But if he bought a twirl that would be a whole new ball game. :P im joking guys...
[Would he lay under the stars with you:] aw yeah....
[Would he write poetry about you:] if he was like that, i wouldnt say no. It would be very sweet.
[Would he call you hunny or baby:] Yeah, but not just for the sake of it, it would have to be a name that ment something to us.
[Would he hang out with your friends:] I wouldnt force him to, he should hang out with whoever he wants. but he should respect my friends......X
[Would you hang out with his friends:] ofcourse....!l
[Would he walk you to the door at the end of the date:] yeah...
[Would he hold your hand:] Yes
[Would he play sports:] sure...
[Would he sing:] whatever he wants...
[Would he play an instrument:] no need, but my dream guy would play the guitar or the drums..lol
[Would he keep his room clean:] naaah...
[Would he paint, draw or sculpt:] yeah i guess ide love a creative guy, its not just about drawing painting and sculpting though....
[Would he write his own music:] it would be very creative...
[Would he use the word "dude":] sure
[Would he use the word "tight'':] well if its how he speaks i cant change that
[Would he watch the sunrise or sunset with you:] yeah *aww*
[What kind of vehicule would he drive:] anything....
[How old would he be:] older than me. like 3/4 years?
[does that resemble your current boyfriend]: oh god, my ''current boyfriend' kicks the shit out the guy up there ^^
all dressed up and nowhere to go
I don’t ask you understand me,
Because I barley understand myself,
But I ask of you to accept me,
Accept me as me,
nothing
moreand nothing
less,
I ask you to give me space
falling,
that’s all I can be,
never compare
nothing comapares
I feel kinda queesy
I dont know why, maybe its because i havnt had breakfast or something
bah. humbug lol.