[choke_on_dreams]'s diary

531127 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-24
Written: (7061 days ago)

WoW

I cant be bothered writing in this thing today.

meh

maybe later.

Love from mally

xXxXxXxXx

531125 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-24
Written: (7061 days ago)

bad day

529980 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-23
Written: (7062 days ago)

Im going out soon.

Moms not here to take me!

ewwwwww

she was supposed to be here half an hour ago.

oh well.

Punctuality doesnt run in the family.

hmm. I just called james and told him i maybe a little late

OH SHES HERE

Toodles

529395 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-22
Written: (7063 days ago)

Ewwww.

Thats just gross

529130 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-22
Written: (7063 days ago)

Hmm
I just realised that exams are sooner than I expected

hmmm
fuck

528395 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-21
Written: (7064 days ago)

Nick I love you

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

I know you're reading this now, smiling to yourself. And that smile just got bigger because I know exactly what you're doing. You're probably moving in closer towards the computer screen, and reading it through again and again, just to savour each word :P
if Im online you're gonna msg me....

and tell me you love me

hehehehehe

Youre gonna Sit back in youre chair, and smile that Amazing smile of yours. The smile that you always smile when I tell you I love you. And You'll Sigh softly and look at the computer screen one more time.

Then you'll probably read it through once more...

just because...

Nick I love you

528391 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-21
Written: (7064 days ago)

Take me as I am

528102 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-21
Written: (7064 days ago)

Brother: Hi
me: *Stares blankly*
brother: you've turned evil again havnt you?

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mom: righty mateys....
me: ew mom dont talk like that
mom: whaaat!
me: that is SO not cool
mom: if one of your friends mom's talked like that, you would say they were 'cool'...
me:no
mom: you WOULD TOO
me: okay fine, but you sound stoooopid
mom: why!
me: you're trrrrying too hard
mom: sooo...youre saying you like me the way i AM
me: *Stares blankly* no im saying youre weird
mom: hahahaha
me: hahahaha

^_^ one of our conversations todaysees

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[we're walking back from david loyds and my moms says:]

mom: I want a thong
me: Whaaaat??!?!?!?!?!??!?!
mom: hmm yeah, im going to buy one., just to see what it feels like
me: mom, please dont.
mom: why not!
me: because, thats morally wrong. you're,my mother. youre OLLLLD
mom: im not THAT old. anyway why cant old people where thongs
me: *Cringes* ewwww *Shudders*
mom: well you always wear them
me: and youre point IS?
mom: I want to try one. buy one for me
me: hahahah there imma buy you the one saying "sexy sixty" on the front.
mom: ewww MALL
me: *laughing* haha mom, please NO
mom: no im being serious
me: I KNOW THAT. that's why its freaking me out
mom: why is it freaking you out so much
me: eeww images
mom: i actually have a small bum
me: mom STOP
mom: no really, Im only a size...
me: MOM
mom: Im going to start wearing really sexy nightwear...like you
me: NOOO
mom: like that little see through pink thing you have
me: mom please no
mom: I like the feel of satan against my skin
me: great but please doooooooont
mom: why NOT
me: YOU'RE MY MOM. YOU CANT BE SEXY.
mom: I WANT TO BE SEXY. IF YOU CAN THEN WHY CANT I
me: IM NOT, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
mom: fine ill buy it myself
me: FINE
mom: FINE
me: can i choose the colour pleaseeeeeeee? *Smiles innocently*

*hugs*

YAY

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528100 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-21
Written: (7064 days ago)

I can tell by your eyes that you've probably been crying forever
and the stars in the sky mean nothing to you, they're a mirror

I dont want to talk about it.

525350 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-17
Written: (7067 days ago)

I cried to him.

He didnt have to say anything.

Just knowing that he was there.

It meant so much to me

I love him with all that i am

And all that i can be

He's everything ive ever wanted

and more

Words cannot express how i feel about him

But i dont need words

Because i know that, every time i see him

and everytime i hear his voice

I feel it.

I hope he feels it too.

I hope he realises how i much i love him.

Words dont compare to that.

I love him so much

525030 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-17
Written: (7068 days ago)

David: *Trying to appologise* mally, come here, mally, come here, come here mally
mally: ew im not CUMING anywhere NEAR YOU

524098 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-16
Written: (7069 days ago)

I hate thursdays.

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Written about Wednesday 2005-03-16
Written: (7069 days ago)

I got into bed at 3:30.

I woke up with the biggest buzz of e n e r g y.

I hate david.

Actually

hate is a strong word

I dont hate him.

i dislike him with a passion

ben raped me again today. I told him "this has got to stop". Ew.

MATT IS BEING NORMAL

about FUCKING time

got away with lack of science homework, again. I told youhe loved me.

james is pissing me off.

Im feeling confident right now. uh oh.

I Cannot do my media.

Drama was interesting. :P

Had a beautiful talk to sam (samantha) about stuff. very good.

Aerobics was better than usual

I beat the ques at lunch. I EVEN GOT A DOUGHNUT

Highlight of my day

523934 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-16
Written: (7069 days ago)

mally: i love it when my moms out, because it means i can run around the house in my panties and bra and noone will ever know
rosie: mally you know your typing alloud right?

[im rummaging through the kiitchen for food]
mom: what are you doing?
mally: im curing world hunger. starting with me

523042 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7070 days ago)

[lol me feeling really uh, sexual haaaahahah]
mally: his voice is SO hawt. I could just listen to him for hours and hours. its like, I dont CARE how he looks , hes HOT, so im just fucking lucky, I dont care what hes like, i just want to have sex with his voice.

[mally points at guy walking down to izzy]
mally: hey izzy, you know him over there? hes not hot, and i dont have a crush on him in the slightest, but i keep wanting to stare at him.
izzy: yeah hes cute, me too...lets stare

*Stares*

[rosie and mall]
mally: wanna see me naked?
rosie: No thank you
mally: its okay

523037 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7070 days ago)

mally: wanna see me naked?
rosie: No thank you
mally: its okay

522785 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7070 days ago)

david major is a fucking asshole with a small penis

HOW COULD HE DO THAT.

i wrote a note to my friend.

It had

THE MOST

personal things in it. Everything.

sex
guys and boyfriends
everrrrrything

I wrote it.

And just as i was leaving.

DAVID TOOK IT FROM ME

I was searching for it.

He didnt say anything.

I just prayed i had misplaced it in my bag or something

I get home. And he starts quoting me.

I almost died

.

He says, he took it, and was going to return it but didnt get a chance to read it...

SO HE DECIDED TO TAKE IT HOME

I cant express in words How i feel.

I think ill just beat the Shit out of him tomorow.

 hes gonna wish hes never been born

.

HE DIDNT HAVE ANY FUCKING RIGHT TO TAKE IN THE FIRST PLACE.

HE DIDNT HAVE ANY FUCKING RIGHT TO KEEP IT TILL HE FINISHED IT

HE DIDNT HAVE ANY FUCKING RIGHT TO SMOTHER MY FACE IN IT.

IM NEVER FORGIVING YOU

 im just going to hurt you really badly

522353 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7070 days ago)

wow

Im feeling this Strage sensation.

I think Im sleepy.

What is wrong with me

Just finished my history. Well 5/6 questions.

spanish can be done tomorow thank you very much.

nobody cares about R.S (religious studies) and our teacher is nice.

NO SCIENCE TEST because of some beautiful maths assembly thingymagicy.

NO MATHS LESSON ^^ same reason ^^

NICK LOVES ME

 everything is good

better than good

Its

1:16

and im actually feeling tired.

I get to wear nice underwear tomorow.

Belly button is SO BEING PEIRCED soon.

"mundane" is such an awsome word.

Cyber sex: Bird's do it, Bee's do it, Now people with PC's Do it.....

history's just been printed out

the lack of ink actually sufficed...this time.

thank god or its a detention for me.

simply spending one english lesson not talking to Tom, made him realise how much he actually missess me.

I got him Eating outta my hand.

Mwhwhahaha.

one more lesson will do it :).

Joe and I can SING.

English teacher: "something thats hard *Thrusts hand up* is also...."

*laughs*

mally: *whispers* erect? (she didnt hear me but she saw us all laughing)

teacher: deary ME........

BED TIME PEOPLE

nighty nighty

Im SO in love

522316 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7070 days ago)

Dont look back in anger

522206 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-14
Written: (7071 days ago)

Where have all the bastards gone

522021 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-14
Written: (7071 days ago)

I decided to be productive with souriya and actually

inform you of my day

instead of um, doing, whatever it is that i do.

So Everything was okay.....

 but then i woke up

.

hehehehe. Nah, i got up and I checked the

Giant digital clock

beside me for the time. those that know me will know that i have a certain amount of difficulty reading the time in the mornings. Yes
I know its weird.

 fuck you

.

It was 7:33 however.

I just remember thinking "[hmm. seven? three? no, three seven, now What does that mean?]".

the numbers just would NOT register.

Till like three minutes later when the radio came on.

So anyway. i was late for the bus But ah well.

School was OKAY.

as okay as it can possibly get.

phil scared the shit ouutta me atleast 12 times By spontainiously Attacking me from behind. ewwweee.

YAY no Science test.

Xx.GO ME.xX

today went relativly fast.

choyi and I spoke and discussed the joys of "the tampon".

 so all in all it was a rather productive day

Ive eater:

+one twirl
+one twix
+one big fat BUN

and they say im being unhealthy heh.

Nah. Ill Excersise I feel like being

fat

anyway.

I need to save up for my belly anyway. I totally found a £5 note in my purse. So NOW i have.......

FIFTEEN POUNDS

My mom will prolly give me like more if im going "shopping". But Ill just go get a hole in my stomach instead.

Its

 thirty five pounds

I THINK I CAN MANAGE IT. .

My glands are so swollen I have huge balls in my mouth (as i announced in english).

phill scared the shit out of me. I thought I Swollowed them or something.

*~*Mally and izzy's biyatch*~*

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