[choke_on_dreams]'s diary

531992 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-03-25
Written: (7060 days ago)

Got my eyebrows plucked threaded and waxed

It felt like fucking...

eww

I dont want to talk about it

.

My face feels like its melting.

oh well. I feel a little prettier.

I came home and Slept And i just woke up some time ago.

muy stomach feels like its going to cannabalise itself.

Listening to jeff bluckley. XDXDXDXDXD.

hmmm eating youghurt. Kinda lumpy though.

Kinda Gross.

FUCK fucking, eew FUCK. im pissed off. OKay chriss KEEPS talking to me and my fucking puter is crashing so i say to him

["I cant talk now im really sorry my puter is crashing ill talk to you when itsokay"]

or

["Im really really busy !! im sorry ill talk to you some time, byebye xx"]

but he keeps fucking talking to me

and my entire puter is just fucking dying. WHY CANT HE UNDERSTAND.

I KNOW IM BEING A MEAN BITCH but i dont know

what else to do

he just doesnt listen

He keeps sending me pointless msgs like

["hey im back. not tht you noticed. okay let me talk to myself. hi chris, how are you, oh im fine thanks, and you?...."]

and it goes on and on and onnnnnn

you did this to me

haha faker

531986 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-03-25
Written: (7060 days ago)

Got my eyebrows plucked threaded and waxed

It felt like fucking...

eww

I dont want to talk about it

531237 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-24
Written: (7060 days ago)

Our cleaners came over today.

anyway i dropped my cheerios all over the mopped floor.

>.<

dont worry i cleaned it

Felt kinda bad though.

Mom actually hasnt lectured me today.

*dies*

okay maybe a little one. But its little [I can so handle that].

bertie called today. izzy called today. vag called today.

im so fucking popular

HahahahaH.

no

Im joking.

David keeps asking me to forgive him. to be honest I hate staying mad at people. It takes up too much energy.

I will never understand why he did what he did.

But theres no use hating him for it.

Im not going to get anything out of it.

Maybe the satisfaction of punching his Face in. But thats only a "short term high".

 gotta put things into perspective

I woke up today to the joyous ringing of my phone.

It fucking scared the shit out of me.

I didnt know what was going on.

Reminds me of the time when i slept in for school and i get a phone call from vag.

vag: MALLY
me: um who I..what?
vag: WHERE ARE YOU!!
me: I..I..dont know?
vag: you dont know?
me: um I
vag: no listen, why arnt you at school?
me: I..dont..dont know?
vag: are you coming to school?
me: i dont know :S
vag: what are you doing?
me: I I I dont know?
vag: omg youre hopeles...

As you can see it took some time before i gotta hold of things.

531236 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-24
Written: (7060 days ago)

bored out of my fucking mind

I spoke to chris today. im trying.

best conversation with nick EVAR

bored out of my fucking mind

531173 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-24
Written: (7061 days ago)

I have the right to remain silent

But I choose to speak

531127 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-24
Written: (7061 days ago)

WoW

I cant be bothered writing in this thing today.

meh

maybe later.

Love from mally

xXxXxXxXx

531125 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-24
Written: (7061 days ago)

bad day

529980 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-23
Written: (7062 days ago)

Im going out soon.

Moms not here to take me!

ewwwwww

she was supposed to be here half an hour ago.

oh well.

Punctuality doesnt run in the family.

hmm. I just called james and told him i maybe a little late

OH SHES HERE

Toodles

529395 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-22
Written: (7063 days ago)

Ewwww.

Thats just gross

529130 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-22
Written: (7063 days ago)

Hmm
I just realised that exams are sooner than I expected

hmmm
fuck

528395 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-21
Written: (7064 days ago)

Nick I love you

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you
I love you

I know you're reading this now, smiling to yourself. And that smile just got bigger because I know exactly what you're doing. You're probably moving in closer towards the computer screen, and reading it through again and again, just to savour each word :P
if Im online you're gonna msg me....

and tell me you love me

hehehehehe

Youre gonna Sit back in youre chair, and smile that Amazing smile of yours. The smile that you always smile when I tell you I love you. And You'll Sigh softly and look at the computer screen one more time.

Then you'll probably read it through once more...

just because...

Nick I love you

528391 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-21
Written: (7064 days ago)

Take me as I am

528102 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-21
Written: (7064 days ago)

Brother: Hi
me: *Stares blankly*
brother: you've turned evil again havnt you?

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mom: righty mateys....
me: ew mom dont talk like that
mom: whaaat!
me: that is SO not cool
mom: if one of your friends mom's talked like that, you would say they were 'cool'...
me:no
mom: you WOULD TOO
me: okay fine, but you sound stoooopid
mom: why!
me: you're trrrrying too hard
mom: sooo...youre saying you like me the way i AM
me: *Stares blankly* no im saying youre weird
mom: hahahaha
me: hahahaha

^_^ one of our conversations todaysees

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[we're walking back from david loyds and my moms says:]

mom: I want a thong
me: Whaaaat??!?!?!?!?!??!?!
mom: hmm yeah, im going to buy one., just to see what it feels like
me: mom, please dont.
mom: why not!
me: because, thats morally wrong. you're,my mother. youre OLLLLD
mom: im not THAT old. anyway why cant old people where thongs
me: *Cringes* ewwww *Shudders*
mom: well you always wear them
me: and youre point IS?
mom: I want to try one. buy one for me
me: hahahah there imma buy you the one saying "sexy sixty" on the front.
mom: ewww MALL
me: *laughing* haha mom, please NO
mom: no im being serious
me: I KNOW THAT. that's why its freaking me out
mom: why is it freaking you out so much
me: eeww images
mom: i actually have a small bum
me: mom STOP
mom: no really, Im only a size...
me: MOM
mom: Im going to start wearing really sexy nightwear...like you
me: NOOO
mom: like that little see through pink thing you have
me: mom please no
mom: I like the feel of satan against my skin
me: great but please doooooooont
mom: why NOT
me: YOU'RE MY MOM. YOU CANT BE SEXY.
mom: I WANT TO BE SEXY. IF YOU CAN THEN WHY CANT I
me: IM NOT, WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
mom: fine ill buy it myself
me: FINE
mom: FINE
me: can i choose the colour pleaseeeeeeee? *Smiles innocently*

*hugs*

YAY

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528100 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-03-21
Written: (7064 days ago)

I can tell by your eyes that you've probably been crying forever
and the stars in the sky mean nothing to you, they're a mirror

I dont want to talk about it.

525350 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-17
Written: (7067 days ago)

I cried to him.

He didnt have to say anything.

Just knowing that he was there.

It meant so much to me

I love him with all that i am

And all that i can be

He's everything ive ever wanted

and more

Words cannot express how i feel about him

But i dont need words

Because i know that, every time i see him

and everytime i hear his voice

I feel it.

I hope he feels it too.

I hope he realises how i much i love him.

Words dont compare to that.

I love him so much

525030 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-03-17
Written: (7068 days ago)

David: *Trying to appologise* mally, come here, mally, come here, come here mally
mally: ew im not CUMING anywhere NEAR YOU

524098 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-16
Written: (7069 days ago)

I hate thursdays.

523961 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-16
Written: (7069 days ago)

I got into bed at 3:30.

I woke up with the biggest buzz of e n e r g y.

I hate david.

Actually

hate is a strong word

I dont hate him.

i dislike him with a passion

ben raped me again today. I told him "this has got to stop". Ew.

MATT IS BEING NORMAL

about FUCKING time

got away with lack of science homework, again. I told youhe loved me.

james is pissing me off.

Im feeling confident right now. uh oh.

I Cannot do my media.

Drama was interesting. :P

Had a beautiful talk to sam (samantha) about stuff. very good.

Aerobics was better than usual

I beat the ques at lunch. I EVEN GOT A DOUGHNUT

Highlight of my day

523934 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-16
Written: (7069 days ago)

mally: i love it when my moms out, because it means i can run around the house in my panties and bra and noone will ever know
rosie: mally you know your typing alloud right?

[im rummaging through the kiitchen for food]
mom: what are you doing?
mally: im curing world hunger. starting with me

523042 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7070 days ago)

[lol me feeling really uh, sexual haaaahahah]
mally: his voice is SO hawt. I could just listen to him for hours and hours. its like, I dont CARE how he looks , hes HOT, so im just fucking lucky, I dont care what hes like, i just want to have sex with his voice.

[mally points at guy walking down to izzy]
mally: hey izzy, you know him over there? hes not hot, and i dont have a crush on him in the slightest, but i keep wanting to stare at him.
izzy: yeah hes cute, me too...lets stare

*Stares*

[rosie and mall]
mally: wanna see me naked?
rosie: No thank you
mally: its okay

523037 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7070 days ago)

mally: wanna see me naked?
rosie: No thank you
mally: its okay

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