Brother: Yeah we met this guy on the street who's from your school. he says he knows you...
Me: Me? he knows me?
Brother: Well yeah thats what he said.
Me: Is he in my year?
Brother: No he's in year 8
Me: And he knows me?! haha im so goddamn popular.
Brother: *stare* anyway. yeah he says he knows you
Me: Whats his name
Brothrer: I dunu :S
Me: You didnt ask him?
Brother: no i told you we just met him on the street.
Me: okay well what did he look like?
Brother: well, he had this ...face
Me: *stare* He had a face? Helpfull. Thanks brother.
Ian: *totally seriously* Yeah i always found girl knickers to be quite uncomfertable.
*stare*
Good song
Gangsters Paradise – Coolio
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realise there's not much left
Cause I've been brassing and laughing so long that
Even my mamma thinks that my mind is gone
But I ain’t never crossed a man that didn't deserve it
Me be treated like a punk, you know that's unheard of
You better watch how you talking, and where you walking
Or you and your homies might be lined in chalk
I really hate to trip but I gotta lope
As they croak I see myself in the pistol smoke ... fool
I'm the kinda G that little homies want to be like
On my knees in the night, saying prayers in the street light
They been spending most their lives living in the gangsta's paradise
We keep spending most our lives living in the gangsta's paradise
Look at the situation, they got me facing
I can't live a normal life, I was raised by the strip
So I gotta be down with the hood team
Too much television watching got me chasing dreams
I'm a educated fool with money on my mind
Got my 10 in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I'm a loped out gangsta set trippin banger
And my homies is down so don’t arouse my anger ... fool
Death ain’t nothing but a heartbeat away
I'm living life do or die, what can I say
I'm 23 now but will I live to see 24
The way things is going I don't know
Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me.
They been spending most their lives living in the gangsta's paradise
We keep spending most our lives living in the gangsta's paradise
Power and the money, money and the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybody's running, but half of them ain’t looking
What's going on in the kitchen, but I don't know what's cooking
They say I've got to learn but nobody's here to teach me
If they can't understand it, how can they reach me
I guess they can't
I guess they won't
I guess they front
That's why I know my life is out of luck ... fool
They been spending most their lives living in the gangsta's paradise
We keep spending most our lives living in the gangsta's paradise
Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me.
Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me.
James:
Come back to have another go at me?
Me:
actually yeah i do have some things to say. Firstly I dont appreciate you telling anybody to die. Especially my fucking friends. Its pretty fucking low.
James:
oh well
James:
anything elsE?
Me:
No not really , ill let you reflect on that.
James:
reflect on what
Me:
haha. goodbye asshole.
Kay this is a special entry in tribute of...
Love Love is not about lovingthe perfect person. Its about loving the imprerfect person perfectly. Its not about what he/she has to offer to you. Everything they can give you. Its about what you will accept. And what you will give in return. Love is about understanding. Love their body Love their mind Love their dreams Love their thoughts Love their smile Love their tears Just love them for who they are and nobody else beacuse thats all they can be. Respect them. Love is about...
omg funny day...
After school I met this boy. Well guy. whatever. it was male. And he was like 16 years old I think
His name Is Eric
Cutest thing... By my little brother. For homework he was asked to write a few diary enteries describing his saddest day evar.
Before you read. Do Take note that all of this happened in a series of 3 consequtive days.
Just for you David.
David: Malllllly….Do you have your R.E book?
Mally: No I don’t…. I forgot it
David: hm okay. Mallllly do you have your Spanish Books?
Mally: No I don’t
*Silence*
david: Malllly? Do you have your bag?
Mally: Probably not
.Xx -+Sweet Dreams+- xX. x...May The Angels Be Watching You While You Sleep...x x...Think Of Me Because I Will Be Thinking Of You...x x...I love you...x
Kay. The time is 12:30 people and i really cant be bothered staying up tonight. Im not tired i just. i dont know. i cant even explain. this just seems so pointless.
didnt get much work done today. not much at all.
Chris helped me with history. Ive done as much as I can. so thats okay.
English is in for friday so I can do that on thursday Night.
Gotta really thinka bout media though.
hmmph.
But anyway.
Called Nicholas today.
XD
He is So beautiful.
Vag called today
:O Im so popular.
I like totally didnt speak to phill much today. only a little. he gave me a hug :P haha. but that was it. I think he feels neglected.
vAG AND Matt are going out. WHICH I AM HAPPY FOR. i just feel like i have to be less close with Matt, i mean, its only fair.I love them both. And like, i think we need to back off a little anyways.
I think.
Tomorow is Tuesday.
Ugh.
History english maths science spanish Re.
Ugh.
History NO
English NO
Maths NO
Science NO
Spanish NOOOO
Re. OKAY. :0
ugh my birthday in....
oh my gawd. This is hawtness at its finest. At its hawtest. Im marrying this man. *aaaah* *ooooh* *aaah* I love you Nicholas.
fucking school
Exams in one week.
We are supposed to be having revision time.
Instead of countless essays and questions and coursework to do for homework.
I cant do all of this.
I Cant do like 17 pages of history questions, ([yes . I did say 17)
I cant do approxamatley 9 pages of Media coursework from scratch.
I cant do three questioned pages of maths standard deviation.
I cant do English coursework
I cant do Drama prep
I cant do Revision for ALL my fucking subjects
All in one week
Most of them are due for sometime soon, like tomorow onwards.
I know what i can do.
I know what i cant do.
I cant do that.
fucking school
Im really starting to freak out now. I need to do good in these motherfucking exams.
I have my reasons.
I cant fail this. OMG. how am i gonna do this. kay so like i have all my subjects to revise. and in all my subjects, i have lots of mini topics to revise. We havnt had ONE revision list, of what we actually need to know. All i know is when the exam starts.
what the fuck am i gonna do guys? I cant fucking revise for fucking Everything and fucking get my fucking shit in for the fucking deadlines. And i know no matter how many times i say "fucking" its not gonna fucking help me. Fuck.
I dont know any of this. its gonna be a long night.
English coursework
The fictional character of scrooge has been composed by Dickens to contain all the evils and corruption of the society that he grew up in. There is a clear contrast between scrooge at the beginning of the novel and at the end. He begins as an outright villain, very bitter and cold, and progresses into the ‘saviour of Christmas’. As this era was during the industrial revolution, there was a sudden rise in the population, and a class divide. There were not only the upper and lower class, but there was then a middle class because wealth and status was becoming a major issue in the times. By creating the stimulating the storyline, Dickens ventures into the different attitudes of the stereotypical snobbish and rich, and places all of these attributes into one character – scrooge. He challenges the idea of discrimination against the poor by taking scrooge through a journey of self-discovery
Much of Dickens troubled and difficult childhood is reflected in his works, his father was imprisoned and he was forced to work in a factory with a poor rate of pay and extremely poor working conditions. I think that as dickens was a lower class member, he observed the attitudes of the rich towards them and experienced the discrimination
At the beginning of the novel readers realise the isolated relationship that scrooge had with his business partner Marley. Dickens emphasises the solitude in this relationship by saying ‘Scrooge was his sole executioner, his sole friend, his sole mourner’ which suggests the loneliness in their relationship. Scrooge seemed to be the only person for Marley and Marley seemed to be the only ‘sole’ friend for Scrooge. After Marley’s death, Scrooge didn’t paint out his name on the building of their work place, as the price of the paint was too expensive. I think this is showing Scrooges hidden insecurities, as well as his stingy and cruel approach to money. Although he claims to not have changed it due to it being a waste of money, I think he wants to keep Marley’s name there for comfort, as he seemed to be a very dear friend to him. Readers can see there is a different side to Scrooge, which slowly begins to shine through after the visits from the ghosts.
Scrooge is portrayed as an extremely vindictive, bitter and merciless man. His attitude towards his employee Bob Cratchit is one of the main storylines, which unwinds throughout the story. Scrooge seems very firm and strict when dealing with matters at work. His approach to his workers is of a very unfriendly manor. He does not permit leave of work for Christmas, which was greatly valued by Cratchit. His nephew plays a widely contrasting character that sometimes I feel that Scrooge finds difficult to deal with. After the visit from the ghost of the Christmas past, I think the reader begins to realise that Scrooge is most afraid of his nephew because it reminds him of himself as a child. His nephew however, despite Scrooge’s constant bitterness maintains a constant happy atmosphere and refuses to talk bad of his uncle. Scrooge’s attitude towards the charity workers that visit during his work hours is very dismissive and inconsiderate.
Pathetic Fallacy is used throughout the novel to build up a cold and sinister atmosphere through Dickens’s description of the streets and offices where the story is set. We get an idea that it is ‘cold, bleak biting weather: foggy withal’ and that the candles are ‘flaring’ in the office windows like ‘ruddy smears upon the palpable brown air’. The use of figurative language and personificatio
As scrooge begins to experience each one of the spirits, the readers are slowly revealed the inner Scrooge that seemed repressed in this vindictive man. At first when the ghost of Jacob Marley visits, Scrooges attitude towards this seems very carefree although we can see he is threatened by the presence of the ghost. His opinions about ghosts and such is very limited when Marley says “You don’t believe in me do you” Scrooge replies “No, I don’t”. His direct approach instantly shows that he is not phased by this yet is questioning himself and his senses. He uses his intellect to reason with the ghost, how ever it is fairly evident that he was trying to distract his own attention and terror. He is told by Marley that ‘charity, mercy, forbearance and benevolence’ should have been his buissness. Jacob says that you need to be good on earth or be forever doomed to walk the earth. This connects with the social themes o f the novel, of both financial and spiritual generosity. The coming of Marley;s ghost is more about financial generosity as he is warning Scrooge that if he is not in the good he will be doomed to forever remain on earth, neve
r happy.
The ghost of the Christmas past arrives and Scrooge witnesses Old Fezziwig and the happiness he gave to his employees. I think this made him realise that he had a responsibility to do to the same. He also comes to terms with the fact that he had sacrificed love for money, which he regrets. I think the visiting of this ghost, triggers of many memories from the past that Scrooge has cast aside in his greed and lust for money. I realises what a loss he had made yet is still to highly strung with pride to admit it.
The ghost of the Christmas Present holds the vision of Cratchit family. He realises he is partially responsible for their well being. He begins to express some concern for Tiny Tim.
After visiting Fred’s party he begins to ponder about the value of family and having fun. I think Scrooge masterbates too much. He needs a girlfriend and he needs one now. I think He needs to die soon.
fuck this
Its So cute.
I call my friend Tom ----"man"
And he Calls me ---- "Laydee"
its like Hey man
Hey ladyee
Its kewl because i sound very good saying man.
He sounds stupid.
But i still love him :O
Cya man
now lets take a glimpse into teh mind of mally... "--------------------------- -------------- -------------- ----" And there you have it ladies and gentlemen. That was the glimpse into the Mind of mally. Thanks. come again...
In a man eyes Love will last until he dies In truth's eyes Love will last one lies In god's eyes Love will last until love dies In my eyes Love will never lie Love will never say goodbye Becase in my eyes Love will never die
Some Books Worth Your Sight
Amnesia - Andrew Neiderman Fire bringer - David Clement Davies Princess Diaries - Meg Cabot Sickened - Julia Gregory One child - Torey Hayden The da vinci code - Dan Brown The kiss - Danielle Steel The house on hope street - Danielle Steel Sense and sensability - Jane Austin The killers cousin - Nancy Werlin Northern lights -Phillip Pullman All the shopaholic series - Sophie Kinsella Holy cow - Sarah Macdonald The gathering light - Jennifer Donnelly Tom sawyer - Mark Twain Little women - Louisa M. Alcott The secret garden - Frances Hodgson Burnett The series of unfortunate events - Lemony snicket Legally Blonde (the actual novel :O) - Amanda Brown
Some Movies worth your sight
Gone with the wind - Written by Margret Mitchell. Directed By Victor Flemming.
Army of the Twelve MonkeysDirected By Terry Gilliam
ThirteenDirected By Nikki Reed Gotta be one of the best
HalloweenCome on guys. This is Halloween we're talking about.
You've got mail<i>I cant help it
Rush hour 1 and twoWhat is it good for..absolutle
Speed (number one)YESSS
The matrixThe legend
The ringScary but meh
The exorsistWell come on...
The shinningyewwp heres Jonny
American Pielmao
Freaky Fridayomg im sucha girl. but still. I LOVED IT SO MUCH
The cinderella storyhaha. meh. i liked it.
The giftbeautiful
Scent of a womenokay people. you need to see this
Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragonwhat can i say
Anything with subtitlesIf i can read it - i'll watch it
Miss congenialityoh yes. girl power
Legally Blonde..uh huh
sawhmm nothing too great but still
more latertoodles
Impossible = Im Possible