You gotta be strong. I may not be with you. But you have to hold on

[come stop your crying it will be alright
Just take my hand
hold it tight
I will protect you from all around you
I will be here dont you cry
for one so small
you seem so strong
my arms will hold you keep you safe and warm
this bond between us
cant be broken
I will be here dont you cry]

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[Why cant they understand
The way we feel
They just dont trust
What they cant explain
I know were differnt
But deep inside uus
We re not that differnt at all]

[Pocahontas.......]

You think I'm an ignorant savage
And you've been so many places
I guess it must be so
But still I cannot see
If the savage one is me
Now can there be so much that you don't know?
You don't know ...

You think you own whatever land you land on
The Earth is just a dead thing you can claim
But I know every rock and tree and creature
Has a life, has a spirit, has a name

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Have you ever heard the wolf cry to the blue corn moon
Or asked the grinning bobcat why he grinned?
Can you sing with all the voices of the mountains?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?
Can you paint with all the colors of the wind?

Come run the hidden pine trails of the forest
Come taste the sunsweet berries of the Earth
Come roll in all the riches all around you
And for once, never wonder what they're worth

The rainstorm and the river are my brothers
The heron and the otter are my friends
And we are all connected to each other
In a circle, in a hoop that never ends

How high will the sycamore grow?
If you cut it down, then you'll never know
And you'll never hear the wolf cry to the blue corn moon

For whether we are white or copper skinned
We need to sing with all the voices of the mountains
We need to paint with all the colors of the wind

You can own the Earth and still
All you'll own is Earth until
You can paint with all the colors of the wind

 look at the stars
look how they shine for you
everything you do
yeah they were all yellow

i came along
i wrote a song for you
and all the things you do
and it was called yellow

so then i took my turn
oh all the things ive done
and it was all yellow

your skin
oh yeah your skin and bones
turn in to something beautiful
do you know 
you know i love you so
you know i love you so

I swam across
i jumped across for you
oh all the things you do
cos you were all yellow

i drew a line
i drew a line for you
oh all the things you do
and it was all yellow

your skin
oh yeah your skin and bones
turn in to something beautiful
do you know
for you i bleed myself dry
for you i bleed myself dry

well there isnt much to do now....

probably leaving for back home in some time....

it will be about shit one moment

*five hours later* ish...

im back....

hmmm mom and dada just went to a shop

brother watching tv downstairs

bored

im listening to bare nessesities ( balu the bear : <i>teh jungle book</i> <i>bitches).....</i>

Im really appreicating disney at teh moment

Im really missing nicholas at teh moment...

ouch

owwww.

Nicholas I miss yew

Im at my godparents house.

When my brother was smaller...

He called my god mother "dada"

And my god father “Papa”…

Kinda grew on me (I was only like 4)…

So im at Dada and papa’s house right now….

I was just down stairs with my mom and dada talking…

Our conversations are great:

dada: you need to get a man.
me: lmfao. “I need a man” haha
Dada: we’re gonna get you a man who is six foot five inches. *laughs at herself – mom laughs too*
me: umm
Dada: so that in future generations your kids might be almost average height.
me: *pouts* lol
Dada: hahaha it has to be two extreams of like 3 foot and six foot five
me: oh. My. Gawd. I am NOT three foot *Gasp*
dada: hahaha
me: dada do you know how tall 3 foot is. Or how tall it really isn’t?
dada: *laughing*
me: its like *thinks* I cant even work it out. Oh wait its like 90 cm.
*laughs* That’s not even a meter.
dada: and?
me: AND OMG. GOODBYE.
dada: I should buy you a step stool for your wedding….
me: ill be FINE THANKS.
mom: *decides to come into the conversation. Maybe she’s gonna help me out* yeah I was watching this show of cosmetic surgery. The things they can do! *wrong*
me: MOM what are you saying!?
mom: its amazing like, whatever you need they can do for you.
dada: yeah you know what we need to do. We need to break off her legs (great) and put some metal stilts in them and then put the other half on top.
me: *horrified*
mom: yeah they do that too ([suddenly mom’s the expert on cosmetic surgery])
dada: yeah seriously you should
mom: yes * a moment of silence like they are really thinking about it*
*even more silence*
me: WHAT?...NO you crazy women. Your not gonna do anything to my body. NO METAL BARS . NOTHING. Whats wrong with being small ANYWAY.
dada: nothing at all!
me: then what …:S
mom: mm yeah maybe you don’t need surgery
me: I cannot believe we are having this conversation.

lewk I can write in italics

that must mean that i am really super cool

i also have too much time on my hands

yesterday was teh best day ever.

Anybody know anything about shopping for guys?

msg me please

Answer the questions!!
What would you do if I?





1) I committed suicide:
2) I said I liked you:
3) I kissed you:
4) I lived next door to you:
5) I started smoking:
6) I stole something:
7) I was hospitalized:
8) I ran away from home:
9) I got into a fight and you weren't there:





What do you think about my:








1) Personality:
2) Eyes:
3) Face:
4) Hair:
5) Body:
6) Mannerisms:


from teh vag

1) seriously cry
2) 
3)..hell yer
4)...neva b bored
5)...erm...havent u done tht kinda
6)....erm...pass
7)...cry n neva leave the hospital bed till u were betta
8) find u
9) i wud run 2 whereva u were

Personality - ace n unique
eyes---so cool
face----perfection
hair----ammonia...hehe
body -- damn fine

just checking

just checking

just checking

Just something to imagine

And you run

And you Scream

OMFG HAHAHAHAHA OMG HAHA LMFAO LOL LOL LOL HAA IM GOING TO FAINT AND DIE AND UGHGGG LOOK AT THE FLOWER CHILDREN. OKAY OMG. HAIR. GINGNER. HMMM. YOU FEMINIST. FUCK YOU

ugh fucking dad

My conversation with Ben...Jenner....oh gosh

My conversation with Ben...Jenner....oh gosh