[choke_on_dreams]'s diary

572417 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-05-11
Written: (7012 days ago)

I could stay awake
just to hear you breathing
watch you smile while you are sleeping
while your far away and dreaming
I could spend my life
In this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment
Forever

Every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
cos i de miss you baby
and i dont wanna miss athing

cos even when i dream of you
the sweetest dream will never do
ide still miss you babe
and i dont wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
feeling your heart beating
And im wondering what your dreaming
wondering if its me your seeing
and then i kiss your eyes
and thank god we;re together
I just want to stay with you
In this moment for ever
for ever and ever

I dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
cos ide miss you baby
and I dont wanna miss athing

cos even when i dream of you
the sweetest dream will never do
ide still miss you babe
and i dont wanna miss a thing

I dont want to miss one smile
I dont want to miss one kiss
I just want to be with you
right here iwth you
just like this
I just want to hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
and just stay here in this moment
for the rest of time
yeah
YEAH!

I dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
cos i de miss you baby
and i dont wanna miss athing

cos even when i dream of you
the sweetest dream will never do
ide still miss you babe
and i dont wanna miss a thing

I dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
cos ide miss you baby
and i dont want to miss a thing
cos even when i dry my eyes
the sweetest dream will never do
cos ide still miss you baby
and i dont want to miss a thing
dont want to close my eyes
I dont want to fall asleep
I dont want to miss a thing

 <3 This Song I heart <3

571971 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-10
Written: (7013 days ago)

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well im inescapably bored.

So imma write to yew Souriya

Wow I havnt called you That in a long time.

Well let me tell you in full d e t a i l about my day.

because we all know you want to know.

I woke up at like 7:35 which is odd because ive been waking up at like 7:40 - 7:45 for the past two weeks or so.

Remembering the fact that I have to be out of the house by 7:55....a few minutes lost or gained could be crucial.

I had to eat that hideous herbal shit my mom gives me in the morning.

I swear, its repulsive....

well it Was. Thats the thing. Im getting used to it and its driving me insane.

Im almost starting to like it

So i rushed to the bus stop. actually, i cruised over. because im cool and like. mmm.

hahha on the bus Im like

Me: okay emma, Kate, im going to talk to you today :D im not going to listen to any music, just talking :D
Emma: You forgot your headphones didnt you
Me: yewp.

hehehe....but we didnt actually talk much.

Fucker

Emma wrote me an Appreciation letter about the whole "steven" thing.

I dont think she realised how much it actually ment to me.

I wasnt asking for her appreciation.

I was just being a friend.

xdxdxdxdxdxdxdxdxdxd

Ashleigh bought me a twirl today. I lent her mah lunch pass so i could get some quality time with the German teacher.

She likes me.

I told you that all german people like me.

mmmmmmmmmmmmm I hurt my tongue.

We're watching the crucible in english and studying the play.

omg i love it

Its h e a r t b r e a k i n g.

Abigaile: I never knew what pretense Salem was, I never knew the lying lessons I was taught by all these Christian women and their covenanted men! And now you bid me tear the light out of my eyes? I will not, I cannot! You loved me, John Proctor, and whatever sin it is, you love me yet!

Abigale: You loved me then and you love me now

Elizabeth: I do not judge you. The magistrate that sits in your heart judges you

John: Because it is my name! Because I cannot have another in my life! Because I lie and sign myself to lies! Because I am not worth the dust on the feet of them that hang! How may I live without my name? I have given you my soul; leave me my name!

A man may think God sleeps, but God sees everything, I know it now. I beg you, sir, I beg you—see her what she is . . . She thinks to dance with me on my wife’s grave! And well she might, for I thought of her softly. God help me, I lusted, and there is a promise in such sweat. But it is a whore’s vengeance . .

571936 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-10
Written: (7013 days ago)

[O.M.F.F.F.F.F.G]

dear santa,

please buy me the entire contents of this store

http://www2.victoriassecret.com/?cm_mmc=aa-_-sp05p4-_-swm-_-12400

lots of love and kisses....

mally

571934 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-10
Written: (7013 days ago)

I WONT DIE IZZY. ILL JUST TRY NOT TO SWOLLOW MY PHONE. AGAIN

571921 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-10
Written: (7013 days ago)

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I woke up

And the next thing I know

Im alive

I blink

And suddenly

Im dead

again

571894 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-10
Written: (7013 days ago)

[It feels so good to be loved......]

571890 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-10
Written: (7013 days ago)

Ian: *explains how he did like 4 1/2 pages for drama homework"

Me: oh dewd, thats totally bleeding man

Ian: most of it is just a stage plan though

Me: HAH CHEATER

Ian: shup!

571790 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-10
Written: (7013 days ago)

me and Mally were on the phone*

Izzy: Mally, have you put the phone in your mouth again?
*silence*
... You have, haven't you?
Mally: *tries to say something*
*fails*
Izzy: I'm sorry, Mally, I can't hear you because you have a phone in your mouth.

~*~

Mally: Did you call me?
Izzy: No Mally, I'm talking to you telepathically.

~*~

Mally: Are you talking to me now?
Izzy: No Mally, I'm talking to abrick.

~*~

Mally: And Rosalind's boyfriend's sister, no. Wait. Boyfriend's girlfriend. No. Sister's boyfriend... Uhh... Girlfriend's boyfriend... No. No. Brother's girlfriend...
Izzy: Rosalind's brother's ex-girlfriend?
*silence*

~*~

Mally: I didn't realise what I was saying until I realised what I was saying it.

~*~

Mally: *ganster black woman voice* You talking to me?
Izzy: No
Mally: Is it 'cos I'm black?
Izzy: ...Yers.

571741 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-10
Written: (7013 days ago)

[Me talking about rosies brothers ex girlfriend.....]

me:rosalinds boyfreinds sister... boyfriends girlfriend... sisters boyfriend... girlfriends boyfriend.. brothers girlfriend.
Izzy: *pause* *laughs ass off* Rosalinds brothers ex girlfriend?
me: YES finally.

571565 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-10
Written: (7013 days ago)

Sign on Cigarette pack:

Nobody likes a quitter

571136 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-09
Written: (7014 days ago)

too tired to talk.

nicks back

yes

571135 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-09
Written: (7014 days ago)

[me and vag going through math questions]

me: omg you are going to FAIL
vag: hey if im going to fail what the hell are your chances

571006 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-05-07
Written: (7016 days ago)

Cruisin' on down Main Street
You're relaxed and feelin' good
Next thing that you know you're seein'
Octopus in the neighborhood!

Surfin' on a sound wave
Swingin' through the stars
Take a left at your intestine
Take your second right past Mars.

On THE MAGIC SCHOOL BUS
Navigate a nostril
Climb on THE MAGIC SCHOOL BUS
Spank a plankton, too
On our Magic School Bus
Raft a river of lava
On THE MAGIC SCHOOL BUS
Such a fine thing to do!

So strap your bones right to the seat
Come on in and don't be shy —
Just to make your day complete
You might get baked into a pie

On THE MAGIC SCHOOL BUS...
Step inside — it's a wilder ride!
Come on — ride on THE MAGIC SCHOOL BUS!

OMG I FUCKING LOVED THIS SHOW

570914 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-05-07
Written: (7016 days ago)

Just as a poet needs inspiration to write a masterpiece

         I need you ...

   Just as an artist needs a subject for his work of art,

         I need you ...

   Just as a teacher needs a pupil to mold into greatness,

        I need you ...

   Just as a composer needs a theme to create a timeless   melody,

        I need you ...

nick..... I love you

570891 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-05-07
Written: (7016 days ago)

[The imperfect girl........]

570874 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-05-07
Written: (7016 days ago)

today imma go to some beauty place and my mom and i are getting some sort of FACIAL!
m a g i c a l.

I feel like I want to rent out a movie tonight. mmm.

Im feeling this sudden strong interest in politics

I had a funny dream last night.

I was with some people. I dont even think I know them. And i was smoking weed....out of some windows that magically appeared in my rewm.

I was having a hard time pulling....

I had a whole box full of joints just waiting for me.

Anyway....Nobody else was having any.

I wasnt even feeling the .e f f e c t. until i took a huge drag

and allowed it to like stay in my lungs.

it felt good

--------------END OF TEH DREAM----------------

570862 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-05-07
Written: (7016 days ago)

OoOoOoOoOoO
[NICHOLAS IS COMING BACK TOMORROW]
OoOoOoOoOoO

570671 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-05-06
Written: (7017 days ago)

When you started going through puberty, which of the following developments happened first?
Rapid growth of penis 10.9%
Rapid growth of testicles/scrotum 6.5%
Appearance of pubic hair 69.6%
I haven't started puberty yet 0.6%
I can't remember 12.3%

Which of the following did you experience first?
Orgasm by masturbating, but I didn't ejaculate 45.7%
Ejaculation by masturbating 37.1%
Nocturnal emission ("wet dream") 13.6%
Spontaneous ejaculation (e.g., while making out with a girl) 2.3%
Orgasm through sexual intercourse 0.6%
I have neither orgasmed nor ejaculated yet 0.6%

On the average, about how often do you have a nocturnal emission ("wet dream")?
Twice or more a week 2.0%
Once a week 3.3%
Once every two weeks 4.9%
Once a month or less — but I do get them occasionally 40.5%
I've never had a nocturnal emission 49.2%

On the average, about how many times per week do you masturbate to orgasm?
21 or more times per week (at least 3x per day) 6.8%
14-20 times per week 17.5%
10-13 times per week 16.1%
7-9 times per week 25.5%
4-6 times per week 22.2%
2-3 times per week 9.9%
once or less per week 2.0%

570533 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-05-06
Written: (7017 days ago)

ugghh lol im not having a very good day. I dislike being a girl at this time of Teh month.......
If your thinking that things couldnt get w o r s e your just probably lakcing suffient imagination.

Well im planning on getting quite alot of homework actually Completeted this weekend. Its difficult though when ive always thought that :

"Its only homework if its due tomorrow"

My concert is on sunday.
mmm...

bush implied that the only reason to have a nuclear arsenal would be to take over the world.. irronic, isn't it?

570531 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-05-06
Written: (7017 days ago)

hmmm if my calculations are correct. ([I spent a long time working on this.....])

slinky + escalator = endless supply of fun

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