[choke_on_dreams]'s diary

582225 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-05-25
Written: (7124 days ago)

ugh

Im going now. Goodnight

582214 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-24
Written: (7124 days ago)

Its almost one.

582183 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-24
Written: (7124 days ago)

 

We will not strike a blow – 
but we will receive them. 
And through our pain we will make them see their injustice 
And it will hurt
As all fighting hurts
But we cannot lose. 
We cannot.  
Because they may torture my body 
They may break my bones
They may even kill me
But then...
They will then have my dead body 











-x- Gandhi -x-

582168 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-24
Written: (7124 days ago)

MR.BIRGHTSIDE:

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Choking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside

(repeat all)

<3 The killers <3 - Mr Brightside

582158 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-24
Written: (7124 days ago)

Ow. So I ate a sandwich upstairs. And omg I forgot to take the plate down.

Shoot me

Its been like a couple of hours and im in my room doing homeowrk.

My mom comes up and is like "Take your plate down"

"Uh mom Im doing homework, ill take it down in a second"

"Take it down now"

"Are you upstairs?"

"Yes"

"Will you please just take it downw for me"

"No" *walks away*

and im like "mom your upstairs"

I also said "Why do you have to be so goddamn difficult. that is so immature mother"

ugh.

581974 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-24
Written: (7124 days ago)

sup.

Yeah. I just got back from teh peeyano lessons yo. :):):)

I had a really good conversation at lunch with Kit. We talked about books :)

I made a few intelligent comments on literature.

I couldnt tell who was more impressed

Kit Or I

LoL

Re was b0ring.

I was lonered the whole time.

"Proud owner of a Vagina"

581799 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-05-24
Written: (7124 days ago)

x.Kiss me.x +I'm contagious+

581326 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

"Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel shamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver."
~ Jack Handy

581322 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

[OMG SO FUNNEH]

We've all been there but don't like to admit it. We've all kicked back in our cubicles and suddenly felt something brewing down below. As much as we try to convince ourselves otherwise, the WORK POOP is inevitable.

For those who hate pooping at work, following is the Survival Guide for taking a dump at work.

CROP DUSTING When farting, you walk briskly around the office so the smell is not in your area and everyone else gets a whiff but doesn't know where it came from. Be careful when you do this. Do not stop until the full fart has been expelled. Walk an extra 30 feet to make sure the smell has left your pants.

FLY BY The act of scouting out a bathroom before pooping. Walk in and check for other poopers. If there are others in the bathroom, leave and come back again. Be careful not to become a FREQUENT FLYER. People may become suspicious if they catch you constantly going into the bathroom.

ESCAPEE A fart that slips out while taking a leak at the urinal or forcing a poop in a stall. This is usually accompanied by a sudden wave of embarrassment. If you release an escapee, do not acknowledge it. Pretend it did not happen. If you are standing next to the farter in the urinal, pretend you did not hear it. No one likes an escapee. It is uncomfortable for all involved. Making a joke or laughing makes both parties feel uneasy.

JAILBREAK When forcing a poop, several farts slip out at a machine gun pace. This is usually a side effect of diarrhea or a hangover. If this should happen, do not panic. Remain in the stall until everyone has left the bathroom to spare everyone the awkwardness of what just occurred.

COURTESY FLUSH The act of flushing the toilet the instant the poop hits the water. This reduces the amount of air time the poop has to stink up the bathroom. This can help you avoid being caught doing the WALK OF SHAME.

WALK OF SHAME Walking from the stall, to the sink, to the door after you have just stunk up the bathroom. This can be a very uncomfortable moment if someone walks in and busts you. As with farts, it is best to pretend that the smell does not exist. Can be avoided with the use of the COURTESY FLUSH.

OUT OF THE CLOSET POOPER A colleague who poops at work and is damn proud of it. You will often see an Out Of The Closet Pooper enter the bathroom with a newspaper or magazine under his or her arm. Always look around the office for the Out Of The Closet Pooper before entering the bathroom.

THE POOPING FRIENDS NETWORK (P.F.N) A group of co-workers who band together to ensure emergency pooping goes off without incident. This group can help you to monitor the whereabouts of Out Of The Closet Poopers, and identify SAFE HAVENS.

SAFE HAVENS A seldom used bathroom somewhere in the building where you can least expect visitors. Try floors that are predominantly of the opposite sex. This will reduce the odds of a pooper of your sex entering the bathroom.

TURD BURGLAR Someone who does not realize that you are in the stall and tries to force the door open. This is one of the most shocking and vulnerable moments that can occur when taking a poop at work. If this occurs, remain in the stall until the Turd Burglar leaves. This way you will avoid all uncomfortable eye contact.

CAMO-COUGH A phony cough that alerts all new entrants into the bathroom that you are in a stall. This can be used to cover-up a WATERMELON, or to alert potential Turd Burglars. Very effective when used in conjunction with an ASTAIRE.

ASTAIRE A subtle toe-tap that is used to alert potential Turd Burglars that you are occupying a stall. This will remove all doubt that the stall is occupied. If you hear an Astaire, leave the bathroom immediately so the pooper can poop in peace.

WATERMELON A poop that creates a loud splash when hitting the toilet water. This is also an embarrassing incident. If you feel a Watermelon coming on, create a diversion. See CAMO-COUGH.

HAVANA OMELET A case of diarrhea that creates a series of loud splashes in the toilet water. Often accompanied by an Escapee. Try using a Camo-Cough with an Astaire.

UNCLE TED A bathroom user who seems to linger around forever. Could spend extended lengths of time in front of the mirror or sitting on the pot. An Uncle Ted makes it difficult to relax while on the crapper, as you should always wait to poop when the bathroom is empty. This benefits you as well as the other bathroom attendees.

581321 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a retard.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you can logically converse with members of the opposite sex without spitting.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you have mystical Kung Fu powers, resulting in you getting your ass kicked.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to roll over in the morning and see something really scary.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is the leading cause of inexplicable rug burns on the forehead/knees.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may create the illusion that you are tougher, smarter, faster and better looking than most people.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe you are invisible.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to think people are laughing WITH you.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause a disturbance in the time-space continuum, whereby gaps of time may seem to literally disappear.

WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause pregnancy.

581317 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

::::::::::IAN::::::::

Cover your stump before you hump

Before You Attack Her, Wrap Your Whacker.

Don't Be Silly, Protect Your Willy.

When In Doubt, Shroud Your Spout.

Don't Be A Loner, Cover Your Boner.

You Can't Go Wrong If You Shield Your Dong.

If You're Not Goin To Sack It, Go Home And Whack It.

If You Think She's Spunky Cover Your Monkey.

If You Slip Between Her Thighs, Be Sure To Condomize.

It Will Be Sweeter If You Wrap Your Peter.

She Won't Get Sick If You Wrap Your Dick.

If You Go Into Heat, Package Your Meat.

While Your Undressing Venus, Dress Up Your Penis.

When You Take Off Her Pants And Blouse, Slip Up
Your Trouser Mouse.

Especially In December, Gift Wrap Your Member.

Never, Never Deck Her With An Unwrapped Pecker.

Dont Be A Fool, Vulcanize Your Tool.

The Right Selection Will Protect Your Erection.

Wrap It In Foil Before Checking Her Oil.

No Glove, No Love!

A Crank With Armor Will Never Harm Her.

581314 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

Rules about dieting

1/ If you eat something, and no one sees you eat it, it has no calories. your okay.

2/ If you drink pop with a chocolate bar (aka-twirl) all the calories in the chocolate are cancelled out by the pop. So really, your okay.

3/ If your eating with someone else, calories dont count, just make sure they eat a little more than you.

4/ Foods used for medicinal purposes never count. For example: Hot chocolate (you may have a sore throat), Brandy (apparantly when you have a hang over, the best thing to do is have a little bit more alcohol), toast (yeah it just doesnt count) and some Sara Lee Cheesecake (this is cheesecake we're talking about.)

4/ If you make the people around you look fat, you look thinner.

5/ Movie related foods, such as Milk Duds, buttered popcorn, Junior Mints, Red Hots, and Tootsie Rolls, do not have additional calories because they are part of the entire entertainment package and not part of your's personal fuel.

6/ Cooky pieces contain no calories. The process of breaking causes calorie leakage.

7/ Things licked off of knives and spoons have no calories if you are in the process of preparing something. Example: peanut butter on a knife making a sandwich, and ice cream on a spoon making a sundae. So therefore, scooping fatty substances out from a bole of haagen das, (however you spell it) and eating it from a utensil (or a finger) does not count.

8/ Foods that have the same color have the same number of calories. Examples are spinach and pistachio ice cream, and mushrooms and white chocolate. NOTE: Chocolate is a universal color and may be substituted for any other food color.

.yay.

581310 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

I was carefully observing my brother sorting out his laundery and his clothes. It was quite interesting. He was putting them into piles. They were like all worn and filthy. I said "what are you doing? how are you sorting them out, they are all like, dirty"

and he said:

You need two piles:

-Dirty

-Dirty but wearable.

so I said "uh. okay. what do you do with the just dirty ones"

"I keep them at the back of the drawers until they become dirty but wearable"

I dont understand him.

haha. Its funny though, my mom forces him to be clean. It kills him.

581309 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

So anyway. Who actually reads this motherfucker?

msg me :)

Ide like to start a fanclub.

A tribute to my dairies undenyable coolness.

581306 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

1. Mistakes make you who you are.

2. Perfection is customizable.

3. Nobody really cares.

4. Everybody cares.

5. Everybody Judges you

6. But you Dont have to listen to them.

7. Disappointment in oneself only stems from the knowledge that we CAN do better

8. Every day you achieve some thing more.

9. Dont look back in anger. Dont look back in regrets.

10. The world will not stop for you.

11. Love is precious.

581303 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

Love

What a missused word.

Used to Freely.

Its not just a word.

Its an emotion you share with that special person.

Not just anybody.

Why dont you understand that.

It hurts.

581300 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

I just ate milk and cookies....

I feel sick :S

I was watching "celebraties uncensored"

Which just means I have no life ; therefore spend my time living vicariously through celebraties. As I mentioned previously.

Tomorrow is going to be unbelievably boring. Ian, David, Vag and Harriet are like on "Study leave" before their german exams.

So thats R.E AND HISOTRY.

So that sucks.

Hehehe, oh well I have mark lmfao.

AND MATT.

for serious.

I dont know How im going to cope without jumping on Ian a couple of times tomorrow. It will be just too difficult.

581280 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

I was c u r l i n g my hair.

But it got too time consuming.

And boring.

So I stopped.

Now I have poofy fucked up, not curly, not straight, not wavy, hair.

581279 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

James thought it was funny that I was in the Drugs squad, however Smoked weed.

Ironic

But fuck you anyway. You will get over it.

581226 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

Matt really really hurt my elbow today. I was just standing there, talking to Somebody when he came and grabbed be from behind (brutally) and like swung me around by my elbows.

It hurt oh so much .

He offered to lick it better.

I am a subcultural Goth

Haha.

If I knew what that meant, Im sure it would be less funny.

Luckily. I dont. So its pretty fucking funny.

I played Bay blades With Dec, Joe and Tom and [Vaggggg] today- at lunch.

Joe got anialated.

He got killed By Declans beast.

581219 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (7125 days ago)

[Oh My God. Im going To Die Next Monday.]

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