Today was a much Better day.
Spoke to mah nicholas.
Everything is ay-okay.
Infact things are really good.
Im so happy.
I love him So
very very much.
Means Everything to me.
He is everything.

Teh day started of sorta odd.
Kinda S a d
Following on from last night.
But now things are better than ever


Nicholas,
believe me when I say this,

Nothing Can stop us now...

I promise you that

I got a msg :

"So you like guys but it says "suck my strap-on" how does that work."




lmfao.

.Im in a:

.s u b d u e d.

.and.

.s a d.

.m o o d.

Sometimes Life is just cruel.

Everyone is downstairs watching the last part of meet the fockers.

Im not the the mewd.


People are just pissing me off right now. The human race suck.

Oh why am I so bitter.

ugh I feel bitter.

Im maybe hanging out with Ben dawson tomorrow. hopefully :)

.He. .has. .Weed.

But Ionnu.






















I










NEED

















SPACE










Mah plans for teh week of holidays :D

- Movies with teh Matthew Barton.




- uh...Ryan HUNT wanted tew meet up so yah :)




- omgosh ryan breeze was like "do you want to hang out", and im like sure, whatever. he said he wants to get pissed but, uh, anti alcohol thing, remember. oh well we can just hang out. this is ryan breeze we're talking about. oh man.





- BEEEEENNNNNN

.Im in a:

.s u b d u e d.

.and.

.s a d.

.m o o d.

Sometimes Life is just cruel.

Everyone is downstairs watching the last part of meet the fockers.

Im not the the mewd.

...bad news...

I dont feel like writing about it :S Even this is a diary, I know, but ugh.


Im holding you so gently......

x.I was never good enough.x

.I never will be good enough for you.

.I never will be who you want me to be.

.I never will be able to make you proud of me.

.But I love you.

x .Im sorry. x

Hello friend.

How are you?

Well Im bored out of my fucking mind. Thanks for asking.

Im at a family friends house (We're here quite alot)

Its fucking insane, they live approxamatly thirty seconds away from us (by foot) and my mom insists I come because its rude if I dont. Which I can understand.

But I mean, the kids are like 4 or something, and all they do is run around the house screaming. And the "adults" just talk about the most stupid things.

I cant even try to socialise.

But you know, apart from that. Things are great.

Its a beautiful day outside today. Everybodies out and like, acting like in the american movies :D hehehe.


I went to watch monster in law with mah mama and her friend (Who is actually really seriously pissing me off. oh my god I am so frik-ken pissed)

Ohmygod. I am so frik-ken pissed. is So my new uh, whatdyacall it. slogan? Catchfrase? uh....My mascot. My special line. MINE.

It was so funny, people are getting so frik-ken pissed off at me, because I keep saying that. oh well, they'll live.


I feel like buying a dress.

A frock.

I dont know.

Something big and poofy.











.Marry me.