As everybody else...
Today was a much Better day.
Spoke to mah nicholas.
Everything is ay-okay.
Infact things are really good.
Im so happy.
I love him So
very very much.
Means Everything to me.
He is everything.
Teh day started of sorta odd.
Kinda S a d
Following on from last night.
But now things are better than ever
Nicholas,
believe me when I say this,
Nothing Can stop us now...
I promise you that
Im fading fast....
I got a msg :
"So you like guys but it says "suck my strap-on" how does that work."
lmfao.
X
.x.x.x.
.Im in a:
.s u b d u e d.
.and.
.s a d.
.m o o d.
Sometimes Life is just cruel.
Everyone is downstairs watching the last part of meet the fockers.
Im not the the mewd.
People are just pissing me off right now. The human race suck.
Oh why am I so bitter.
ugh I feel bitter.
Im maybe hanging out with Ben dawson tomorrow. hopefully :)
.He. .has. .Weed.
But Ionnu.
I
NEED
SPACE
Mah plans for teh week of holidays :D
- Movies with teh Matthew Barton.
- uh...Ryan HUNT wanted tew meet up so yah :)
- omgosh ryan breeze was like "do you want to hang out", and im like sure, whatever. he said he wants to get pissed but, uh, anti alcohol thing, remember. oh well we can just hang out. this is ryan breeze we're talking about. oh man.
- BEEEEENNNNNN
.Im in a:
.s u b d u e d.
.and.
.s a d.
.m o o d.
Sometimes Life is just cruel.
Everyone is downstairs watching the last part of meet the fockers.
Im not the the mewd.
...bad news...
I dont feel like writing about it :S Even this is a diary, I know, but ugh.
Im holding you so gently......
x.I was never good enough.x
.I never will be good enough for you. .I never will be who you want me to be. .I never will be able to make you proud of me. .But I love you. x .Im sorry. x