[choke_on_dreams]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

for or against…
:x: long distant relationships: for for for for for for for for for
:x: killing people: against against against
:x: teenage smoking: ummmmm cigerettes are kinda gross.
:x: driving drunk: against against against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: for for for
:x: soap operas:FOR FOR FOR

do you think you are…
:x: pretty: Sometimes i feel pretty :$
:x: funny: FUCK
:x: hot: naw
:x: friendly: yess
:x: ugly: sometimes
:x: loveable: yesss pleasee
:x: caring: yeeeh
:x: dorky:OMG TEH BIGGEST DORK AROUND
:x: cocky: nah not really
:x: girly: like no other
:x: boyish: hehe somtimes
:x: smart: nah
:x: pimp: yeah. i work it like no other
:x: angel: yes sir
:x: gangster: WORD!
:x: god: yes


593624  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

Do you need some space?

Is that it?
593568  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

guy: how are you
me: im very well thank you, and yourself?
guy: well now i have chronic depression

        *pause*
guy: Im depressed.
me: K. You Know what. People who prance around, publisising the fact that they are "Depressed" are not undergoing "Depression". You see, When you are Depressed, you dont want people to know. Its not something to be proud of by any means. Its not something you really want to tell the world. I dont know though, Ive never been depressed. Ive felt sad sometimes, sure, but sadness is just another emotion, Just like feeling happy. Depression is way deeper than that. And you need to realise that. Its so fucking stupid, its like little "goth" kids running around, slitting their wrists, asking for razors during class etc. fucking low if you ask me. Dont worry, Im not saying you slit your wrists. If you do, thank god. Well done. But dude, you have no idea what its really like. Im not saying I do, but I know what its not. But anyway, I hope you get out of your "Depression" soon.

[Later on.........]
guy: I can only reveal my feelings to my "true" friends. everybody else just thinks im "happy"
me: oh jesus christ, would you just listen to yourself.

593562  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

Its okay to cry
593558  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

Being naked is the least of my worries

593557  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

I love being naked

593479  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

Build bridges
Not walls
593476  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

Walking back to School after lunch I realised that:::


...Its not who you are that holds you back.

Its who you think your not

593475  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

Its not who you are that holds you back.

Its who you think your not

593473  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

Maturity has more to do with understanding.

Accepting what you cannot change.
Knowing what you can change.
Changing it

Its about how much you’ve learnt from experiences that have left you feeling different emotions.

How to handle those kind of emotions.


Rather than the number of birthdays you’ve celebrated

593358  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

Tom:Bitch
Me: Whore
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Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (7109 days ago)

[OMG. I can dew t3h SPL!TS!]

592838  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (7110 days ago)

I Discovered a new...discovery while talking to nicholas. Its called :

COVALENT BONDING IN LETTERS


Its like you share the last letters of a word like covalent bonding.

Like for example:

"I was justying mah shoe laces."


etc.
592836  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (7110 days ago)

I had an amaxingly satisfying ([hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm])
phone conversation with nicholicholaso.

for those who are stupid:

amazingly is a mixture of like....

AMAZING

and

MAXIUMUM

fuckheads

592828  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (7110 days ago)

[I LOVE NICK SO MUCH HE MAKES ME FEEL FUZZY AND WARM...EVERYWHERE]


[On teh phonsey]


*ring ring - nick calls mally - ring ring*
*Mally picks up*
*silence for about 7 seconds*
*both burst into laughter*



me:You are SUPPOSED to say HELLO so that i could have surprised you and phone kissed you.
nick: oh im sorry sweetie *laughs*
me: yah :( can we do it again please?
nick: yes we most certainly can :) ring ring...*pause* ring ring...*pause* RING RING, *whispers* mally! pick UP.
me: OH SORRY. click. uh..
*silence*
nick: MALLY!
me: WHAT i PICKED UP OKAY!
nick: oh okay. click.
me: MWHA! ([thats a phone kiss])
nick: MWHA
me: hi sweetie
nick: hi pretty
592741  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (7110 days ago)

Acting kinda loco
Im just another local
kid on the street
getting paid for my vocals










Time for some action
Just a fraction of friction
I got the clerence
to run the interference
592620  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (7110 days ago)

Its only cool if You want it to be.
Its only fun if you want it to be.
Its only long if you make it.
It only hurts if you let it.
It only gets out of controll if you let it.
Its only good if you say it is.
Its only bad if you make it.
Its All about you
592614  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (7110 days ago)




.S.a.d. . .D.a.y.






[...I dont want to talk about it...]





592612  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (7110 days ago)

[Me and teh vag talking at lunch]


Me: Oh theres this really really beautiful song I heart...
*pause*
Vag:...who...
Me: Its by westlife.
*pause*
*stare at eachother*
*erupt into laughter*
Me: seriously
592549  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-07
Written: (7110 days ago)

[With teh vag on teh msn]


Vag: Are you going to Joe's party?
me: No
Vag: oh yea. your not drinking rite?
Me: right. Heads down thumbs up ra ra ra
Vag: lol.



I dont know. just something about it, gives me the giggles.
592103  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-06-06
Written: (7111 days ago)


You seem to spend your whole life w a I t I n g for that Second c h a n c e .

Just something to make it okay.

There always seems to be a reason to make you feel

Not good [E”n”o”u”g”h]


Its just hard at the End of the day.

Its So easy to get Distracted as the

memories [s-e-e-p] through your veins.


They feel so

e.m.p.t.y.

Just so

w.e.i.g.h.t.l.e.s.s.

and

h.o.l.l.o.w.

But I Hope you find some

[Peace within y0u]


…May you find some [.c-.-o-.-m-.-f-.-o-.-r-.-t.] here…

Its so t I r I n g following the Straight [LiNe…]

With the v.u.l.t.u.r.e.s. feeding at you back.

May you make up for all that you feel that you

[+-L-a-c-k-+]


But in this
[..S.w.e.e.t.+.M.a.d.d.n.e.s.s..]

May you find yourself in the Arms of

[--.Y.o.u.r.+.A.n.g.e.l.--]

May you
:::.F.l.y. . .a.w.a.y. . .F.r.o.m. . .H.e.r.e.:::

And when you are
Pulled up from your [+.w.r.e.c.k.a.g.e.+]


:::.Of your silent p a I n.:::

I hope You find some

[.p.e.a.c.e. . .w.i.t.h.i.n. . .y.o.u.]





:::In the arms of your [:::+a+n+g+e+l+:::]

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