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matt: :O:O:O:O:O
me: hi :O
matt: hi
me: :O
matt: FUCK i was going to ask you something but i forgot.
me: oh yah i hate when that happens. its so annoying
matt: it probably wasnt important anyway. I think it was about threesomes.
me: in which case it IS important matthew.
Let me tell you a story. It doesnt have a beginning. It doesnt have an ending. Nothing really happens inbetween. Story of my life. And they all lived happily never after. Where does that leave you My friend? You are the story. Create it.
:::Just something really rewarding:::
->>> Being able to speak another language.
->>> Being able to have a conversation with somebody in another country speaking another language.
-Actually understanding them
-and knowing what to say back
->>> Being able to watch foreign films. No subtitles. And understand them.
->>> Being able to understand and humour jokes in another language.
->>> To think in another language.
->>> English subtitles on a foreign film!
->>>Languages Is a Bitch but its so rewarding :D
[E.s.c.a.p.e. . .o.n.e. . .l.a.s.t. . .t.i.m.e]for or against…
:x: long distant relationships: for for for for for for for for for
:x: killing people: against against against
:x: teenage smoking: ummmmm cigerettes are kinda gross.
:x: driving drunk: against against against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships: for for for
:x: soap operas:FOR FOR FOR
do you think you are…
:x: pretty: Sometimes i feel pretty :$
:x: funny: FUCK
:x: hot: naw
:x: friendly: yess
:x: ugly: sometimes
:x: loveable: yesss pleasee
:x: caring: yeeeh
:x: dorky:OMG TEH BIGGEST DORK AROUND
:x: cocky: nah not really
:x: girly: like no other
:x: boyish: hehe somtimes
:x: smart: nah
:x: pimp: yeah. i work it like no other
:x: angel: yes sir
:x: gangster: WORD!
:x: god: yes
guy: how are you
me: im very well thank you, and yourself?
guy: well now i have chronic depression
*pause*
guy: Im depressed.
me: K. You Know what. People who prance around, publisising the fact that they are "Depressed" are not undergoing "Depression". You see, When you are Depressed, you dont want people to know. Its not something to be proud of by any means. Its not something you really want to tell the world. I dont know though, Ive never been depressed. Ive felt sad sometimes, sure, but sadness is just another emotion, Just like feeling happy. Depression is way deeper than that. And you need to realise that. Its so fucking stupid, its like little "goth" kids running around, slitting their wrists, asking for razors during class etc. fucking low if you ask me. Dont worry, Im not saying you slit your wrists. If you do, thank god. Well done. But dude, you have no idea what its really like. Im not saying I do, but I know what its not. But anyway, I hope you get out of your "Depression" soon.
[Later on.........]
guy: I can only reveal my feelings to my "true" friends. everybody else just thinks im "happy"
me: oh jesus christ, would you just listen to yourself.
Being naked is the least of my worries
I love being naked
Walking back to School after lunch I realised that:::
...Its not who you are that holds you back.
Its who you think your not
Its not who you are that holds you back.
Its who you think your not
Maturity has more to do with understanding.
Accepting what you cannot change.
Knowing what you can change.
Changing it
Its about how much you’ve learnt from experiences that have left you feeling different emotions.
How to handle those kind of emotions.
Rather than the number of birthdays you’ve celebrated