[choke_on_dreams]'s diary
dear diary,
Sup.
What I’ve known
Never shined through in what I’ve shown
Never be
Never see
Won’t see what might have been
This Is Nick. The Picture In Which, I, The Girlfriend, Took So SkillFully With My...Skills. Isnt that right Poop?
Beauty Is The Eye Of the Beholder...This IS The Beauty. Behold
You guys- look. its my very own pretty and beautiful Nick. [indigo boy]. ([psst: look at his shrine]) I love you
Nicholas...so much that words cant even begin to describe =)
I love you with
all that I am, and all that i can be
youve showed me what its Really like to be so
utterly and totallyin <3 Love <3
I love you so much that
[you will never know]You mean everything to me, and I hope you'll always be my special Retard. remember...
[everyone on you is hot] :)[Hawtotowata]
[We're T3h Ninja Sex Gawd/Gawdess]
december 11th 2004 and counting till forever.
I Miss Mah Nicholas Lots and Lots and Lots.
I love you Very Much You Horny Bastard
.Im not Perfect. x. Just forgiven .x
me: ooh gosh your reading voice is so hawt *moans for a few minutes*
nick: SHUT UP YOU HORNY BASTARD
omgosh Like. I
T.o.t.a.l.l.y. got out of my history essay.
Again.
yessss
Go Malleh!
Today was a pretty shitty day.
Didnt do much...
Didnt do anything actually.
I went into teh town with teh Izzy
She told me some um.
ahem.
I n t e r e s t i n g
news.
Well its all news to me.
I never know anything.
Im always last to know about most things.
Prime example: two maths exams. Next week.
Did mally know?
No ofcourse not.
Has mally revised?
naah!
And im actually f.r.e.a.k.i.n.
I need to get good grades.
Yes I am a geek.
a nerd
But im happy with that.
Im teh coolest geek around.
gonna revise LOTS this weekend.
I know it.
Everyones like "[Nahhhh mally, yeah rightio!]"
What the fuck do they know?
I can do it!
Its about Self um controll.
Obediance!
Hellz yeah!
I can do that.
Okay you know what?
Anyway I must go.
Shes making me get of the computer.
Five page history essay? Nope.
Nick called me miss. Stuccy last night because I was stuck in the bed and I couldnt go on the computer for him.
He can be so pushy.
And Whiney
Hehe.
I love him
nick: I was just looking at the elftown world map. To see how far we are from eachother. We're not that far. Only maybe 1/5 of the globe away from eachother.
omg. He is teh cutest. And hes right.
It was as transparant as your [s.m.i.l.e...]
And as plastic as your [T-e-a-r-s ]
I need to be loved just like EVERYBODY ELSE
[.S"E"xxx"A"Y.]
56 times over
Can be a motherfucker.
Llanfairpwllgwyngyllgogerychwyrndrobwllllantysiliogogogoch
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A.n.o.t.h.e.r. . .s.t.u.p.i.d.(ish). .d.a.y..
Mah lessons were Fucking boring. I dislike Tuesdays with [p"a"s"s"i"o"n].
Declan made me a bracelet.
But it was too small.
So its like a ring.
.�� How odd ��.
My history teacher is a wanker who hasnt reached puberty yet and pees his panties.
Yes. Panties.
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-14
Written: (7103 days ago)
oh my god I just realised what Eminem means!
I mean, I knew his name was Marshal Mathers and not "[E"M"I"N"E"M"]" but like I never assosiated that to actually mean "M and M".
and "M and M" to mean Marshal Mathers.
Did any body else know this?
1:38am
Mornin'