[choke_on_dreams]'s diary
.x.Artificial Soul.x.
Construct me a body Fuel me with coal Fabricate some movement The artificial soul Inject the emotions Let flow through steal veins Pierce me and inject me So I can now feel your pain Engineer me a brain Build me a heart Ill fail to be complete A monster set apart Transform me to human Remove the microchips Now watch me bleed from My stainless steel lips Peirce me with tears Plastic hollow eyes Click play on the remote So I am destined to die Now insert in some feelings Perhaps a soul instead Release me into society But I am already dead
Watch me bleed
From My
.S.t.a.i.n.l.e.s.s. .S.t.e.e.l. .L.i.p.s.
>Going Ice skating today at my brothers school
>So its going to be- excuse my french - shit.
>But its been so long since i got on teh ice
>Ill do anything :)
>Oh yes. Im pr0
>Hmm what else am I doing today?
>Oh yah. Revising.
>How could I Forget.
>Actually, pretty easily, since Ive forgotten my BOOKS.
>They are lost.
>Omg not good
>Im also going to sheffield later ons todays :)
>But like, most importantly (possibly tied with my revision- nah more importantly is correct) imma spend lots and lots of time with teh boyfriend.
>He needs it. I think.
iz: I think we should get a glue bag
me: where do you buy them from?
iz: well you see mally, you get a bag, and you get some glue, and you put the glue in the bag and you have a glue bag!
me: oh. Is it guarenteed to be effective?
iz: Well...If you have some glue in a bag, the chances are mally, that you do have a glue bag!
So yeah
Like
Hi
So like
Yeah
Im feeling morbidly depressed right now.
Is that normal?
Healthy?
Hay Mals
I wonder what people would do if i changed all of a sudden
Meh.
Yeah. So
Hows life in Mallyland?
Is all good?
Are you coming to mine tomorrow?
(saturday)
Its the evening
nobody does revision in the evening.
Please?
We can leave hatty and rosie in teh house and go smoke.
Ya?
heehee
im waering converse
trainers
for
school
how chic am I?
Im such teh rebelle
*grin*
you know
I fell asleep in Turleys lesson yesterday
Maybe I will again
I hope so
It was a really good sleep
Im going to make my make up
so kewl
tomorrow
With lashings of purpil mascara ([yes she spelt it like that]) and eyeliner.
My hands smell of smoke.
ew.
you really should read my LJ
Omg!
Read it in history!
Ew
Turleys making us write things now.
I cant ignore him
Well
I could
but itd be more noticeable
and hede spaz out
Like the funny little clive he is
Luff you
xxx.Iz.xxx
Izzy: Ok mally, serious time now....
Sandwich or chi-
Mally: Izzy, would you like a cigarette?
Izzy: Yes, but that's entirely not the point
Seriously now. Sandwich or chips?
mwuhahaha.
For those who are wondering, I did catch Mah boyfriend Stealing mah journal. He was in the closet as mentioned.
Dont worry
I made sure I got my own back.
Look at his sexalicious house.
[indigo boy]
OH and one other thing, all the weird things on my house and image description etc is beacuse of him.
XD
Written about Thursday 2005-06-16
Written: (7100 days ago)
>I stole my gf's diary, and I'm sitting in the closet writing in it.
>I am at a loss though as I am not sure what to put.
>I hope she doesn't catch me O_o
>Mally is teh best wife ever ;)
>
>..:Nicholas
dear diary,
Sup.
What I’ve known
Never shined through in what I’ve shown
Never be
Never see
Won’t see what might have been
This Is Nick. The Picture In Which, I, The Girlfriend, Took So SkillFully With My...Skills. Isnt that right Poop?
Beauty Is The Eye Of the Beholder...This IS The Beauty. Behold
You guys- look. its my very own pretty and beautiful Nick. [indigo boy]. ([psst: look at his shrine]) I love you
Nicholas...so much that words cant even begin to describe =)
I love you with
all that I am, and all that i can be
youve showed me what its Really like to be so
utterly and totallyin <3 Love <3
I love you so much that
[you will never know]You mean everything to me, and I hope you'll always be my special Retard. remember...
[everyone on you is hot] :)[Hawtotowata]
[We're T3h Ninja Sex Gawd/Gawdess]
december 11th 2004 and counting till forever.
I Miss Mah Nicholas Lots and Lots and Lots.
I love you Very Much You Horny Bastard
.Im not Perfect. x. Just forgiven .x
me: ooh gosh your reading voice is so hawt *moans for a few minutes*
nick: SHUT UP YOU HORNY BASTARD
omgosh Like. I
T.o.t.a.l.l.y. got out of my history essay.
Again.
yessss
Go Malleh!
Today was a pretty shitty day.
Didnt do much...
Didnt do anything actually.
I went into teh town with teh Izzy
She told me some um.
ahem.
I n t e r e s t i n g
news.
Well its all news to me.
I never know anything.
Im always last to know about most things.
Prime example: two maths exams. Next week.
Did mally know?
No ofcourse not.
Has mally revised?
naah!
And im actually f.r.e.a.k.i.n.
I need to get good grades.
Yes I am a geek.
a nerd
But im happy with that.
Im teh coolest geek around.
gonna revise LOTS this weekend.
I know it.
Everyones like "[Nahhhh mally, yeah rightio!]"
What the fuck do they know?
I can do it!
Its about Self um controll.
Obediance!
Hellz yeah!
I can do that.
Okay you know what?
Anyway I must go.
Shes making me get of the computer.
Five page history essay? Nope.
Nick called me miss. Stuccy last night because I was stuck in the bed and I couldnt go on the computer for him.
He can be so pushy.
And Whiney
Hehe.
I love him
nick: I was just looking at the elftown world map. To see how far we are from eachother. We're not that far. Only maybe 1/5 of the globe away from eachother.
omg. He is teh cutest. And hes right.
It was as transparant as your [s.m.i.l.e...]
And as plastic as your [T-e-a-r-s ]
I need to be loved just like EVERYBODY ELSE