[choke_on_dreams]'s diary
An email martyn wrote me last May -
Thanks for the e mail mally
im replyin cos u asked me 2 , im like that u c cos im nice (stole that bit form ur email)
Life will get more exciting (i hope) if not the ill just have to drive my kart down the street n if u get really bored then ill let u have ago aswell. lol Good job ive got insurance
School is borin the hell out of me aswell. Apart from at breaks for obvious reasons. O on the subject of break thanks for holding the door for me n getting my chair. I will do it for u n hatty n ros 2 moz, I feel like i shud repay the favour.
Ok im really tired now. I cant get to sleep either. Putting on some music does it for me, lol it actually bores me to sleep.
Hope u have a good sleep. I ned it (my beauty sleep that is)
Night
Martyn
xx
Hmmm Things have changed *sigh*
Just one moment
You dont know what you do to me
Maluuuu i love youuuuu.! [Im at the cottage now so i prolly cant get your msgs but im just letting you know i love you hehe] Dooooobeeeedooo im coming home for youuu! Xxx :)
.People. .are. .going. .to. .talk. .so. .why. .not. .give. .them. .something. .to. .talk. .about.
dad: you have no respect for other people
bro: I do I just have no respect for you
dad: you behave like an animal
bro: dad your fat
lmfao.
My dad and my brother actually get on really well, they like joke around all the time.
mmm.
me: Now you either meain, the rasmus, rancid or the ramones lol.
kiran: oh lol ramones.
me: lmfao. rasmones.
Hi
Im bored
I know I should be revising
And really, Ive tried but
its fucking difficult
If i dont have any notes
or any books
to help me
Its like
wtf
I cant even do anything
THIS is SO frustrating
What do I do
Oh my god I
am
gifted
and
talented
To find yourself.
You have to lose yourself first.
Similar to ;
You dont know what youve got
until its gone.
Sometimes you gotta hit rock bottom
before you can start climbing back up.
me: It is organised. you just have to be able to see the organisation.
.But its nothing We cant Handle.
[ .Nothing can stop us now. ]
.Because Its entirly up to you and me.
[ This ]
Is
[ My ]
Super
[ Big ]
Hello
[ To ]
Chris
Is
[ My ]
Super
[ Big ]
Hello
[ To ]
Chris
Me: Im going to fail
Chris: No your not
Me: You dont understand, I actually am. lol.
Chris: ur not, if god had wanted angels to fail he'd have made some-one else one not u. As it stands he made u one so ur not
I <3 archie comics. I <3 Astrix and Oblix
Well the ice skating was
a complete waste of time
It was like walking
On plastic
painted white
You couldnt even fall
.x.Artificial Soul.x.
Construct me a body Fuel me with coal Fabricate some movement The artificial soul Inject the emotions Let flow through steal veins Pierce me and inject me So I can now feel your pain Engineer me a brain Build me a heart Ill fail to be complete A monster set apart Transform me to human Remove the microchips Now watch me bleed from My stainless steel lips Peirce me with tears Plastic hollow eyes Click play on the remote So I am destined to die Now insert in some feelings Perhaps a soul instead Release me into society But I am already dead
Watch me bleed
From My
.S.t.a.i.n.l.e.s.s. .S.t.e.e.l. .L.i.p.s.
>Going Ice skating today at my brothers school
>So its going to be- excuse my french - shit.
>But its been so long since i got on teh ice
>Ill do anything :)
>Oh yes. Im pr0
>Hmm what else am I doing today?
>Oh yah. Revising.
>How could I Forget.
>Actually, pretty easily, since Ive forgotten my BOOKS.
>They are lost.
>Omg not good
>Im also going to sheffield later ons todays :)
>But like, most importantly (possibly tied with my revision- nah more importantly is correct) imma spend lots and lots of time with teh boyfriend.
>He needs it. I think.
iz: I think we should get a glue bag
me: where do you buy them from?
iz: well you see mally, you get a bag, and you get some glue, and you put the glue in the bag and you have a glue bag!
me: oh. Is it guarenteed to be effective?
iz: Well...If you have some glue in a bag, the chances are mally, that you do have a glue bag!