[choke_on_dreams]'s diary
OMFG I JUST PIERCED MY NOSE. MORE LATER. OMG OMG OMG
[*have u ever*]
[pictured ur crush naked:] Yesssss. Ofcourse. Undoubtedly. All the time.
[actually seen them naked:] Hehe yes :)
[been in luv:] I am in love.
[said i luv u and ment it:] Yes to my beautiful Nicholas.
[cried when someone died:] Yeah :$
[lied:] I have but I try not to. Im not good at it at all. ask anybody. You have to just ask me the same questions twice and I can promise you that on the second time. Ill be honest.
[kicked someone in the nuts:] Accidently Im sure I must have at some point in my life.
[stolen something:] Yeah :S
[smoked:] Yes I have goowaah
[drank:] Yewp.
[done drugs:] Yes sir :S
[cheated on someone:] Cheating is fucking low and stupid. So thats a no.
[fallen for a best guy friend:]Nick is mah one of my best guy friends ;) hehe. But like, If you mean as in someone whos just. ugh I dont know what you mean. NO havnt.
[rejected someone:] mmm yeah :S
[been cheated on:] Nope :) Nevar
[done something u regret:] all the goddamn time But I try not to regret anything.
[food:] Lots
[fruite:] Strawberrys, Grapes, Green apples.
[peircings:] Mah ears. so far.
[longest relationship:] well so far we're onto our 7th montho ;)
[first love:] Nicholas. First and only and last.
[what do u do when ur grounded:] I sit in my room and sulk. Im a looser. I dont really rebell, its too much effort lol :P
[things that i love:] Nicholas. everything
Oh oh oh oh OH You wear Black You are so Gawth
An email martyn wrote me last May -
Thanks for the e mail mally
im replyin cos u asked me 2 , im like that u c cos im nice (stole that bit form ur email)
Life will get more exciting (i hope) if not the ill just have to drive my kart down the street n if u get really bored then ill let u have ago aswell. lol Good job ive got insurance
School is borin the hell out of me aswell. Apart from at breaks for obvious reasons. O on the subject of break thanks for holding the door for me n getting my chair. I will do it for u n hatty n ros 2 moz, I feel like i shud repay the favour.
Ok im really tired now. I cant get to sleep either. Putting on some music does it for me, lol it actually bores me to sleep.
Hope u have a good sleep. I ned it (my beauty sleep that is)
Night
Martyn
xx
Hmmm Things have changed *sigh*
Just one moment
You dont know what you do to me
Maluuuu i love youuuuu.! [Im at the cottage now so i prolly cant get your msgs but im just letting you know i love you hehe] Dooooobeeeedooo im coming home for youuu! Xxx :)
.People. .are. .going. .to. .talk. .so. .why. .not. .give. .them. .something. .to. .talk. .about.
dad: you have no respect for other people
bro: I do I just have no respect for you
dad: you behave like an animal
bro: dad your fat
lmfao.
My dad and my brother actually get on really well, they like joke around all the time.
mmm.
me: Now you either meain, the rasmus, rancid or the ramones lol.
kiran: oh lol ramones.
me: lmfao. rasmones.
Hi
Im bored
I know I should be revising
And really, Ive tried but
its fucking difficult
If i dont have any notes
or any books
to help me
Its like
wtf
I cant even do anything
THIS is SO frustrating
What do I do
Oh my god I
am
gifted
and
talented
To find yourself.
You have to lose yourself first.
Similar to ;
You dont know what youve got
until its gone.
Sometimes you gotta hit rock bottom
before you can start climbing back up.
me: It is organised. you just have to be able to see the organisation.
.But its nothing We cant Handle.
[ .Nothing can stop us now. ]
.Because Its entirly up to you and me.
[ This ]
Is
[ My ]
Super
[ Big ]
Hello
[ To ]
Chris
Is
[ My ]
Super
[ Big ]
Hello
[ To ]
Chris
Me: Im going to fail
Chris: No your not
Me: You dont understand, I actually am. lol.
Chris: ur not, if god had wanted angels to fail he'd have made some-one else one not u. As it stands he made u one so ur not
I <3 archie comics. I <3 Astrix and Oblix
Well the ice skating was
a complete waste of time
It was like walking
On plastic
painted white
You couldnt even fall