[choke_on_dreams]'s diary
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7087 days ago)
am i oringal
am i the only one
am i sexual
am i everything you need
you better wrong your body now
<3 backstreetboys are so hardxc0re
Never knew I could feel like this
Like Ive never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more than this
Listen to my heart
Can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you Everything,
Seasons may change
Winter to Spring
But I love You
Until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my
Dying Day
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my lfie doesnt seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And theres no mountain too high
No river to wide
Sing out this song
and ill be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
and Stars may collide
But I love you
I love you
Until the end
Until the end of time
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you
Until my dying
Day
Oh come what may
Come what may
I will love you
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you
until my
Dying
Day.
SUP3RN1NT3ND0N
In a quiz thing I complete for nicholas
I was just reading through the answers
and realised how stupid I am:
Look at this:::
24. [Have you ever seen me cry?:] No, I don’t really want to see you hurt and cry, but I want to be the one you cry to :) yes I know I contradicted myself but, like, I don’t want to see you hurting, but I want to be the person you can cry to. Okay now I just repeated myself.
Really Now...
Whats the difference
Well paper one was not as bad as I expected.
I still failed - dont get me wrong.
But it was okay-failing.
Paper two
Oh
my
God.
[m0th3rfuck3r]
It was whorobul
I didnt know Anything at all.
But its okay beacuse people seem to have found that one hard too.
So I feel Reasured to know that :
stupidity comes in large groups of people
Rather than that large group consisting of me and me only. Which is usually the case.
I have good School news Too!.
Im like, Top in the [.C.]lass for:
[.B.]iology.
[.P.]hysics.
[.C.]hemistry.
omfglykewoah - right ?
Well that made me pretty happy.
Nick said he was proud of me.
That made me Happier
I </3 Math. I </3 Numbers. I </3 Questions. I </3 Exams. I </3 Tomorrows. I </3 Exams Tomorrows. I </3 Math/number Questions In The Exam Tomorrows.
okay
So this is just ohsofuckingper
I Just came to a revelation
I dont know Jack Shit.
Whoopdefuckingdoo.
Hello. What?
I think Im going to Cry
nick:Myspacebarhas
me: *lots and lots of spaces*
My space bar has A.D.D.
Even when he's being [ s i l l y ]
Or making fun of me
beacuse
I said he would be "sleep dehydrated"
As apposed to
[x Sleep deprevation x]
(I tried)
Because he has to work crazy hours at work.
Meaning that he will have to be
Temporarily Nocturnal.
Hes my hero.
Whether he Sleeps or not.
.I.Love.You.But.You.Broke.Me .
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-28
Written: (7088 days ago)
Smoked some Weed at lunch
with teh izzy.
She was so sweet:
me: *Talking about Stu* Do you still love him?
izzy: Malavika, your asking me if I still love the guy who ripped out my heart and cheated on me with my best friend while I was in france for one week and then...
me: Izzy. Do you love him?
izzy: *silence* *looks down*...yes.
me: *hug*
And then later::
Izzy: *holds my hand and runs up to katie* Hi we are stuncked sunked, stone stunned...
*pause*
mally and izzy: STONED!
[I'll never make you Cry]
<3 the backstreet boys are back BITCHES <3
[.Lyk.OmFg.Mah.Wh0re.Is.Teh.SEx.]
[♥♥♥CASSANDRA♥♥♥]
your just jealous cos we have crazy sex.
Its just the small things Nicholas does
That makes me // [xxxS0 hAppeHxxxx]//
For ::: example :::
Hes at work currently
But he sent me a msg
From his phone...
saying:::
[I love you baby :) mwah]Things going ay okay.
