[choke_on_dreams]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7086 days ago)

From that cloud, number nine
Danger starts the sharp incline
And such sad regrets
Ohh as those starry skies
As they swiftly fall
-Portishead: All Mine

612283  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7086 days ago)

We enjoy the warmth
Because we know the cold

We appreciate The light
Because we've been living in the dark

We can experiance Joy
Because we have known sadness

612282  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7086 days ago)

+I want my Kids to love me As much as I hated my father+
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Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7086 days ago)

It's a pity It's a crying shame
He pulled you down again
How painful it must be
To bruise so easily
Inside
It's a pity it's a downright crime
It happens all the time
You wanna stay little daddy's girl
You wanna hide from the viscous world...
Outside
Don't cry you know the tears will do no good
So dry your eyes
Your daddy he's the iron man
Battle ship wrecked on dry land
Your mamma she's a bitter bride
She'll never be satisfied
You know, and that's not right
But don't cry
You know the tears will do no good
So dry your eyes
They told you life is hard
Misery from the start, it's dull
It's slow, it's painful
But I tell you life is sweet
In spite of the misery
There's so much more, be grateful
Well, who do you believe
Who will you listen to, who will it be
Because it's high time that you decide
In your own mind
I've tried to comfort you
I tried to tell you to be patient
That they are blind and they can't see
Fortune gonna come one day
It all gonna fade away
Your daddy the war machine
And your momma the long and suffering
Prisoner of what she can not see
For they told you life is hard
Misery from the start, it's dull,
It's slow, it's painful
But I tell you life is sweet
In spite of the misery
There's so much more, be grateful
So who will you believe
Who will you listen to
Who will it be
Because it's high time that you decide
It's time to make up your own
Your own state of mind
They told you life is long
Be thankful when it's done
Don't ask for more, be grateful
But I tell you life is short
Be thankful, because before you know it
It will be over
Because life is sweet
Life is all so very short
Life is sweet
And life is all so very short
Life is sweet
Life is sweet


<333333333333

612179  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7086 days ago)

I got spunk
612140  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7087 days ago)
Next in thread: 612156

am i oringal
am i the only one
am i sexual
am i everything you need
you better wrong your body now

<3 backstreetboys are so hardxc0re

612135  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7087 days ago)

Never knew I could feel like this
Like Ive never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more than this
Listen to my heart
Can you hear it sing
Telling me to give you Everything,

Seasons may change
Winter to Spring
But I love You
Until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my
Dying Day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my lfie doesnt seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And theres no mountain too high
No river to wide
Sing out this song
and ill be there by your side

Storm clouds may gather
and Stars may collide
But I love you
I love you
Until the end
Until the end of time

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you
Until my dying
Day

Oh come what may
Come what may
I will love you
I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Come what may
Come what may
I will love you
until my
Dying
Day.



612133  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7087 days ago)

:::LALALA. IM MAKING NICHOLAS A SUPRISE. I CANT TELL YOU ABOUT IT BECAUSE HE READS THIS BEASTY MOFO. SO YEAH. LATER:::
612123  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7087 days ago)


SUP3RN1NT3ND0N64G4M3CUB3PS2<333

612101  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7087 days ago)

.Lmfao.
In a quiz thing I complete for nicholas
I was just reading through the answers
and realised how stupid I am:
Look at this:::
24. [Have you ever seen me cry?:] No, I don’t really want to see you hurt and cry, but I want to be the one you cry to :) yes I know I contradicted myself but, like, I don’t want to see you hurting, but I want to be the person you can cry to. Okay now I just repeated myself.
612069  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7087 days ago)

Really Now...


Whats the difference

612063  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-06-30
Written: (7087 days ago)

muahahaha


-The maths exam-


gooowaaaahhh


Well paper one was not as bad as I expected.

I still failed - dont get me wrong.

But it was okay-failing.

Paper two

Oh
my
God.

[m0th3rfuck3r]



It was whorobul

I didnt know Anything at all.

But its okay beacuse people seem to have found that one hard too.

So I feel Reasured to know that :

stupidity comes in large groups of people


Rather than that large group consisting of me and me only. Which is usually the case.

I have good School news Too!.

Im like, Top in the [.C.]lass for:

[.B.]iology.
[.P.]hysics.
[.C.]hemistry.

omfglykewoah - right ?


.RIGHT.


Well that made me pretty happy.

Nick said he was proud of me.

That made me Happier
610818  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-29
Written: (7088 days ago)

Oh Fuck this.














Goodnight
610798  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-28
Written: (7088 days ago)

I </3 Math.
I </3 Numbers.
I </3 Questions.
I </3 Exams.
I </3 Tomorrows.
I </3 Exams Tomorrows.
I </3 Math/number Questions In The Exam Tomorrows.
610778  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-28
Written: (7088 days ago)

okay
So this is just ohsofuckingperfect.
I Just came to a revelation
I dont know Jack Shit.

Whoopdefuckingdoo.


---Write the number 1.6 as a rational number in the form a/b, where a and b are whole numbers---



Hello. What?


































I think Im going to Cry
610686  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-28
Written: (7088 days ago)

nick:Myspacebarhasdownsyndrome.
me: *lots and lots of spaces*





 





















My space bar has A.D.D.

















Omg I miss him. :(:(:(
Even when he's being [ s i l l y ]
Or making fun of me
beacuse
I said he would be "sleep dehydrated"
As apposed to
[x Sleep deprevation x]
(I tried)
Because he has to work crazy hours at work.
Meaning that he will have to be
Temporarily Nocturnal.
Hes my hero.
Whether he Sleeps or not.
610545  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-28
Written: (7088 days ago)

+++ Im Too Sexy For My Maths Exam +++
610413  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-28
Written: (7088 days ago)

.I.Love.You.But.You.Broke.Me.
610410  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-28
Written: (7088 days ago)
Next in thread: 611546

:::Funday:::
Smoked some Weed at lunch
with teh izzy.
She was so sweet:
me: *Talking about Stu* Do you still love him?
izzy: Malavika, your asking me if I still love the guy who ripped out my heart and cheated on me with my best friend while I was in france for one week and then...
me: Izzy. Do you love him?
izzy: *silence* *looks down*...yes.
me: *hug*
And then later::
Izzy: *holds my hand and runs up to katie* Hi we are stuncked sunked, stone stunned...
*pause*
mally and izzy: STONED!


so yeah. things were fun
609998  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-06-27
Written: (7089 days ago)

[Now the drugs dont work]
609993  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-06-27
Written: (7089 days ago)

[I'll Never Break Your heart]
[I'll never make you Cry]
 The logged in version 

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