[choke_on_dreams]'s diary
vag: so mally, a girly weekend next weekend?
me: uhh I dont know. I mean, I have all my history to do so I guess that means HELL YAH!
Because they had sworn a vow of chastity, the younger monk ignored the woman and crossed the stream quickly.
Realizing that the beautiful woman could not get safely across the steam herself, the older monk gathered her up in his arms and carried her across the stream. Once they had reached the otherside, he gently returned her to the ground. She smiled her thanks, and the two monks continued on their way.
The young monk quietly seethed as he replayed the incident againd and again in his own mind.
How could he?
The young monk thought angrily to himself.
Does our vow of chastity mean nothing to him? The more he thought about what he had seen, the angrier he became and the argument in his head grew louder.
Why had I done such a thinkg. I would have been thrown out of the order.
This is disgusting. I may not have been a monk as long as he has but I know right from wrong.
He looked over at the older monk to see if he at least was showing remorse for what he had done, but the man seemed as serene and peaceful as ever.
Finally the young monk could stand it no longer.
[“How could you do that?”] He demanded.
[“How could you ever look at that woman let alone pick her up and carry her? Do you not remember your vow of chastity?”]
The older monk looked surprised then smiled with great kindness in his eyes.
[“I am no longer carrying her, brother, are you?”]
Contrary to the majority of peoples beliefs, Perhaps our deepest fear isnt that we are inadequate in this universe.
Perhaps our deepest fear is that we possess a power beyond our measure.
Perhaps it is our light and not the darkness that truely frightens us.
Who are you?
Really who are you?
Not the pretence you put up.
Not the act, not the fake,
just the real, you.
We sometimes ask our selves; Who am I to be beautiful, talented and just brilliant?
Actually, Who are you not to be?
You see, you are a child in this universe.
Just like everybody around you.
Your act of being smaller than the person you really are doesn’t serve any useful purpose in this world.
There is nothing enlightening about belittling yourself
When on the other hand you could be the spectacular
And intriguing person
You were born to be
Just so other people wont feel insecure around you.
Trust me.
We are born to manifest the glory of the universe that we have created within ourselves.
Its not just in a select few of us, but all of us.
And as we begin to realise that its okay to let our own light shine,
We are unconsciously giving the people around you permission to do the same
And as we are liberated from our own fears.
We are liberating the people around us with just our presence
[Don’t be afraid of confirming] [Don’t feel like you have to.] [Because no matter how hard you try] [To confirm or not] [You wont.]
me: I like the name Kiara
nick: hehe Kiara sounds a little ghetto
me: and whats wrong with ghetto?
nick: well it sounds like a black girl
me: and whats wrong with a black girl?
nick: well I doubt we're going to have a black girl
me: and whats wrong with us having a black girl?
nick: well then we can call her Kiara
me: I have absolutley nothing difficult or rhetorical to say to that
nick: good. phew.
Sitting in a Tree
K.I.S.S.I.N.G.
first comes love
then comes marraige
and then comes the baby
in the baby's carraige]
OMFGLYKEWOAH
NICHOLAS
ISBACK
IMSOHAPPY
I just painted my ["Toesies"] {//[Pinksies]//}
Went swimming last night
Swam a few laps
and spent the rest of the time
just
..I dont know.
Came home
had some fish and chips
listened to music
did nothing really
called nicholas while he was working
it was an interesting experiance actually
he was like
"hey mally! Yeah i love you too. hold on" *10 second pause "kay back sorry, yeah anyways what have you done today hold on" *ten second pause*
hes so strong
and macho
and stuff
lol.
I fell asleep early
I was SO FUCKING TIRED
It has come to my attention that.
I like my elftown house.
And apparantly so do some other people
because they message me saying so
lykewoah
.Ego.Trippin.
brother: put those fingers to a good use
me: OKAY *LAUGHS UNCONTROLABLY*
Im trying not to hate you For pushing me aside
Proof that Vag Had anal
Me: Do you think anal hurts?
vag: It doesnt the second time round.
me:I know what you did last summer
vag: what did I do last summer
me: you had anal
vag: that wasnt last summer
me: how do you spell no
[talking about nose piercings]
me: Do they numb it
vag: no mally they just poke a huge needle inside your nose without numbing it.
me: *quietly* thats what i did
vag: they are not doing a you mally
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What Do You Think About Online Romances?
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[Disconnect ..-Dots-..]
note:
I love cassandra
and Nicholas.
He called me today at work because he was worried.
Isnt that sweet.
I miss him.
its just hard not talking to him that much, and not having him, you know ..here.
well ill tell you all about that story tomorrow.
as of now.
Im tired.
Im going to bed.
nightynighty poppet
brother: Even your daughter doesnt like you
dad: I know, :( but I cant get everyone to like me can I.
brother: no but, have you realised, no body really likes you..
dad: no its not true, i have more friends than you do
brother: no you DONT. your daughter doesnt even like you
dad: who malu?
brother: *Sarcastically
dad: hahaha
brother: If you spend some time with her, to just get to know her a little bit she will love you too. If I dont spend time with her then she hates me, but if I talk to her and stuff she really loves me.
dad: I better just leave her alone. Do you think Sara (little baby we know) likes me?
brother: shes to young to like you. once she gets older shes going to hate you
dad: oh great. great future prospects for me. Why should I stay here if nobody likes me.
brother: I didnt say NOBODY lieks you. I just said most people.
[A conversation I overheard. It made me smile a little]