My New Drug Group :
V/A/G/
M/A/T/T/
D/A/V/E/
H/A/T/T/Y/
M/A/L/A/V/I/K/
Every month. Baby yeah.
We've started a tradition.
Im really in love with James Blunt at the moment.
Me and Ryan were listening to him on the way back.
It made me feel like I was high again.
I tried to light my pipe with the tiny bit of weed Dave left in it the night before.
But I burnt it.
MY finger.
But, Ill try again with more later maybe.
Eh.
yeaaaa.
My day Was 50/50 Sucky..
I got in trouble lots:(
*Sad*
And I am sad because im not as HardXcore as all of you Rebels who try to break all the rules.
And its important to me.
1. Shirt untucked.
2. Nose Stud.
3. Not Allowed Fitted Shirts. --Fucking retarded k. I mean, she looked like she was going to hit me, and I Paniced and told her i'de buy one for tomorrow. Which cannot happen. I dont know why I say stupid things. :(
4. Talking. - I was asking a question. wtf..
I guess today was a Uniform day.
Well I guess tomorrow Ill move on to Behaviour
and By Wednesday I would have reached Punctuality.
I cant wait.
</3
My father is a Prick.
K, so our computer is now screwed
Because Something got downloaded and bleh.
We have broadband but
once you get the computer ON
which btw takes 500000 hours
it gives you the dial up option
Which you have to click on "options" and go through a whole load of stuff,
Only then does the internet work.
Well the internet works but not msn ect.
SO anyway, this shit happened probably because my father dowloaded some more porn.
So thats his fucking fault.
He just puts the computer on and fucking clicks random shit
So the internet doesnt work.
So i restard the fucking beast which takes 5000000 hours btw.
Its loading
he fucking waltzes in and clicks fucking things
and hes NOT EVEN DOING ANYTHING
HE'S ACTUALY GOING OUT
and fuck god.
I tell him that the internets not working because of him.
he goes down and cries to my MOM.
WELL NOT CRIES.
I DONT CARE IF HE DOES.
I HOPE HE CRIES.
ANYWAY
yeah
and then mom gets pissed at me.
and i have to start it all over again.
He's leaving back to london tomorrow.<333333
The School System Is A Whore.
How Much Are Lighters?
Anybody?
September 11th <3
9 months <3
Yes Yesterday Was, Brilliant. but a little .Sad.
Ill Explain.
Vag and Dave got to my place around 4:30, so we just sat around till.
Wait, No Correction.
I just sat around while they [made out/hardcore/sex.]
It was like.
"No Making Out In My House- Or You Get Filmed."
-And Sold On E-Bay
But anyway, finally Matt and Harry arrived.
Yes, Ian Couldnt Come. For some stupid homophobe reason.
Anyway, I could see them through my GLASS DOOR, But Lovely harriet was like "HIDE".
I could Hear them too.
And so they hid, behind the wall.
And then said "RAAAAAAAA"
I peed my panties.
Yea, 7 times.
Anyway we left almost straight away towards the field by my house.
Weed in our pockets
A pipe in our bags
And money in our purses for alcohol.
I dont drink alcohol.
But admitedly I had like a few sips from a smirnof later that night.
Anyway.
Hatty Dave and Vag went to get some pizza and alcohol, and so they left.
Me and matt were sitting there for sometime
and this dog tried to KILL me.
I swear.
I was like Trying ti hide behind matt but the asshole kept going to stroke the big fat dog.
and then he tried to chase me.
(The Dog not Matt)
and so i ran and matts like "Get on my BACK MALLY"
haha.
So I did.
for about two seconds, until the DOG WALKER TO RESPONSIBILTY.
ABOUT TIME EH.
They came HOURS LATER.
k, like 20 minutes.
With teh pizza.
And we lit up our Joints.
and finished that
and then smoked more in a pipe.
I was out of my MIND.
I was like.
God
I cant even explain it anymore.
I hallucenated alot.
I saw dogs everywhere.
I saw a white dog running everywhere.
and apparanly yellow turtles but i dont remeber That.
Everyone was just so intoxicated.
It was intense.
Rosie gets so horny
they were like
god
And
I dont even know anymore.
I got home and I tried to talk to nicholas.
But...
Well, I dont know anymore.
It happens everytime and I hate it.
The sad thing is what happened with Nicholas.
I just dont know anymore</3
Izzy: *Growl* I hate guys
me: Why?
Izzy: Because they suck
me: they do.
Izzy: Im a lesbian now.
When A knight won his spurs
in the stories of old.
He was gentle and brave.
He was galant and bold.
With a shield on his arm
and a lance in his hand.
For God and for Valour
He rode Through the land.
No Fear do I have
and No Sword by my side
Yet still to adventure and battle I ride.
Though back into story land.
Giants have fled.
and the knights are no more.
and the dragons are dead.
Let faith be my shield
and let joy be my steed
against the castles of darkness
the ogres of greed
and let me set free from the storms of my youth
against the castle of darkness
the power of truth.
We used to sing this is Primary school.
I loved it.
He's a Cunt.
So, No.
He's a Cunt.
So, No.
Eeeek Im Pretty excited Now.
Its been a long time since Ive had Anybody over. Especially a Night in with my Girlies :)
I miss those.
I always loved those.
Nights when I can be as [Pink <33333333] as I want to be.
Listen to cheesy cheesy cheesy pop.
Dance in Underwear.
And talk.
Till we cant talk anymore.
But this time, I'll be high too.
Got My [.Weed.] Today For Saturday.
Its going to be awesome.
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
We Have A Song Now. <3
Goodbye My Lover - James Blunt.