[choke_on_dreams]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2005-10-16
Written: (6977 days ago)

Apparantly ;;
Everybody has feelings,
But not everybody cheats.

I dont want him to have feelings at all.

And he told me, He didnt.

Yeah.

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Written about Friday 2005-10-14
Written: (6979 days ago)

Do I have a social life?

No, acutally.

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Written about Friday 2005-10-14
Written: (6979 days ago)

me : but what if you think im a prick?
nick : sweetie..you ARE a prick.
me: what if im pricker than you think
nick : i dont think thats possible.

me: *says something*
nick: that was a really sexy thing to say. im quite turned on now.

681749 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-10-14
Written: (6979 days ago)

GOD.
WHY cant she just FUCKING LEAVE HIM.

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Written about Sunday 2005-10-09
Written: (6984 days ago)

Im Not Relgious

But Sometimes I

Pray.

For him.

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Written about Sunday 2005-10-09
Written: (6984 days ago)

And I know

Its All

Fake

;;Out.

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Written about Sunday 2005-10-02
Written: (6991 days ago)

..Somethings got to change.

My horoscope said so.

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Written about Friday 2005-09-30
Written: (6993 days ago)

I dont know enough
Spanish
To make myself
Understood.

Oh &&. George Washington was Right.

You're Not as truthful as He was.

Paper Is For Writing And The Cat's For The Rat.
Cheese Is For Rationing.

Dont be a silY Goose.
Kiss the
[C O N S P I R A T O R]
Instead

"Sell A [ P I G ] Today. Eat An [ E G G ] Tomorrow" - Thats My Motto.

Instructions

1. Describe A Circle.
2.. Stroke Its Back. It Turns Vicious

Some Experimental Fables

[ T H E / D O G / A N D / T H E / O X / ]

Pmce upon a time, another Ox asked another Dog a question. Why havent you swollowed your trunk? I bed your Pardon, replied the dog. I always thought I was an Elephant.

[ C O R N I S H / C O N V E N T I O N S ]

A young calf had eaten too much ground glass. as a result he had to be confined. he gave birth to a cow, but as she was a boy, the cow couldnt call him mother. she couldnt say " father " to him either as he wanst big enough. So the claf was obliged to get married to a certain young person, and the registry office made all the arrangements dictated by the current conventions. The Cornish Conventions.

[ T H E / C O C K ]

Once upon a time a cock wanted to ape a dog. but didnt have any luck because everyone knew at once it was a cock. but on the other hand the dog taht wanted to ape a cock was taken for an ape.

. I IMPORE YOU.

Goddamit.

She used to
eat
chicken
in
her
bee-hive.

A Complete wangler.

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Written about Friday 2005-09-30
Written: (6993 days ago)

.News Bulletin.

-The Pope Has Eloped.

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Written about Wednesday 2005-09-28
Written: (6995 days ago)

He's Worth Waiting For.

Wait for your Man and not a Boy.

Wait for the Man Who Finds You Beautiful. And Not Just Hot.

Wait for the Man Who Calls You Back after you Hang up On Him.

Wait for the Man Who Will Stay awake while your sleeping. Just to Watch.

Wait for the Man who kisses your Forehead and Ch33k.

Wait for the Man who wants to show you off to his friends when your in your sweats.

Wait For the Man who is willing to cry to you.

Wait for the Man Who will tell you his Insecurities.

Wait For the Man who will hold your hand infront of his Friends.

Wait For the Man who constantly Reminds you that he [Lo.ve.s] You.

Wait for the Man Who Gives you his Coat Because you were Shivering.

Wait for the Man Who Appologizes after he realises he did something wrong.

Wait for the Man Who Doesnt. play MIndGames With You.

Wait For The Man Who is your [B.est.Fr.ie.n.d.] and not simple a Lover.

Wait for the Man who you Trust with Your DignIty , and not just your Body.

Wait for the Man who wont make you Choose between your Friends. and Him.

Wait For the Man Who turns to his friends and says "Shes the one."

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Written about Tuesday 2005-09-27
Written: (6996 days ago)

Izzy: **asks someone** Uhh Have you seen Sara?
Person : uhh…?
Izzy: well she’s tall and has blonde hair.
Person: jeesus do you know how many of them there are in that school?
Me : haha yeah everyones tall and blonde. No wait there are like two people who aren’t BUT WE’RE OUT HERE.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-09-27
Written: (6996 days ago)

And He Left.

Again.

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Written about Monday 2005-09-26
Written: (6997 days ago)

me: Man, I think your the submissive one in this relationship.
Izzy: Mally, anyone in a relationship with You would be submissive.

me: *says something repulsive*
Ixxy: *LOOKS FIERCE* Mally you sick retarded bitch.

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Written about Monday 2005-09-26
Written: (6997 days ago)

I need to SuSu.

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Written about Sunday 2005-09-25
Written: (6998 days ago)

Everything you can do//

I can do Better.

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Written about Sunday 2005-09-25
Written: (6998 days ago)

And when all hope is gone.

Im here.

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Written about Sunday 2005-09-25
Written: (6998 days ago)

I love you Nicholas.
Im so glad I met somebody whos..taught me so many things.
Now I know that

you dont need to have touched a person to get butterflies
you dont need to have held a person to trust them completely
you dont need to have fucked a person to feel like you need them inside you :P
you dont need to have kissed a person to love them totally
you dont need to have met a person to need them, with everything you have
you dont need to have held hands with a person, to know they complete you.
In everyway possible.

Youve taught me so much. I dont want to let that go.
ever.

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Written about Thursday 2005-09-22
Written: (7001 days ago)

He hits her.

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Written about Thursday 2005-09-22
Written: (7001 days ago)

I Pretend to Understand
But Really....

I
.Hate.
It
When He Needs.
"Space."

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Written about Wednesday 2005-09-21
Written: (7002 days ago)

The barriers are back Up.
The defences are On.
My dad is Still and ass.

Nothing really changes.

It was only a few tears.

669416 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-09-21
Written: (7002 days ago)

I really dont see the point anymore.
Ive given up.
And He'll Never Know.

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