[choke_on_dreams]'s diary

683893 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-10-18
Written: (6975 days ago)

You said I Wasnt Cheap.
You Payed Me Twenty Pounds.
You Promised To Put Me In The Magezines.

I Know Im Not As Pretty As Those Girls.

683892 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-10-18
Written: (6975 days ago)

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Does anyone know any good online Blog/Journal things I can use.
Ive been trying to find some
But nothing beats E.T;;
For some reason.
Its not that great here, But I DONT KNOW.
Live journal and My space, seem like such an effort.
Help anybody?

683891 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-10-18
Written: (6975 days ago)

So You've had a bad day.

Get The Hell Over It.

Im going to write in this thing more.

You got me hitch my knees up.
And pulled my legs
A p a r t.

683889 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-10-18
Written: (6975 days ago)

CassCassCore.
I always knew youde be there
even though we didnt speak for some time.
Its People like You that matter.
I love you.
<3

683519 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-10-17
Written: (6976 days ago)

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How are you?

I'm not fine.
I'm not fine at all.
I have two history essays that are due in for Thursday.
I have yet to begin either.
I have to finish my maths project.
Its in for Friday.
I have yet to begin this.
My boyfriend thinks I'm cheating on him with one of my best friends.
Who keeps trying to kiss me.
He thinks I'm “letting” him.
And that I want him to.
He asks me “what’s wrong?”
Like everything’s right.
I like this other guy, but not like that,
But all this attention he’s getting
Is making me think about him more and more.
I feel frustrated.
I cant control myself.
Nicholas asks me if I would mind if he talks to “Nicole”.
I don’t like Nicole.
I feel like he’s doing it just in spite.
Because I'm still talking to matt.
He hasn’t been in contact with Her for a long time.
But suddenly feels the need to get into contact with her again.
I find that rather Pathetic..
I said to him
“If you want to. Go for it.”
”Send Her My –Love-“.
I ask one guy to send me one thing I need.
But he cant find the time of day to just send me like 3 files.
Picture files.
small files..
Instead he continues with his life
No body really cares ;;
All I'm asking for is
One moment of your time.
Nicks brother comes online.
“Great” I think.
I have someone to talk to.
Before I even get a chance to tell him
All the problems of my Life.
He’s feeling ill.
He has to go to .S l e e p.
And off he goes.
I'm acting like a Bitch. to my boyfriend.
The only one I love more than anything else in the world.
My mother just started to throw all my Cd’s in the bin.
Because I didn’t put them back in the cover.
I just left them there.
I feel sick to my Stomach.
I keep procrastinating and its driving me insane.
Im a Horrible, Horrible person.

”I'm very fine thank you”

682655 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-10-16
Written: (6977 days ago)

Apparantly ;;
Everybody has feelings,
But not everybody cheats.

I dont want him to have feelings at all.

And he told me, He didnt.

Yeah.

681851 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-10-14
Written: (6979 days ago)

Do I have a social life?

No, acutally.

681826 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-10-14
Written: (6979 days ago)

me : but what if you think im a prick?
nick : sweetie..you ARE a prick.
me: what if im pricker than you think
nick : i dont think thats possible.

me: *says something*
nick: that was a really sexy thing to say. im quite turned on now.

681749 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-10-14
Written: (6979 days ago)

GOD.
WHY cant she just FUCKING LEAVE HIM.

679097 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-10-09
Written: (6984 days ago)

Im Not Relgious

But Sometimes I

Pray.

For him.

679095 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-10-09
Written: (6984 days ago)

And I know

Its All

Fake

;;Out.

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Written about Sunday 2005-10-02
Written: (6991 days ago)

..Somethings got to change.

My horoscope said so.

674325 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-09-30
Written: (6993 days ago)

I dont know enough
Spanish
To make myself
Understood.

Oh &&. George Washington was Right.

You're Not as truthful as He was.

Paper Is For Writing And The Cat's For The Rat.
Cheese Is For Rationing.

Dont be a silY Goose.
Kiss the
[C O N S P I R A T O R]
Instead

"Sell A [ P I G ] Today. Eat An [ E G G ] Tomorrow" - Thats My Motto.

Instructions

1. Describe A Circle.
2.. Stroke Its Back. It Turns Vicious

Some Experimental Fables

[ T H E / D O G / A N D / T H E / O X / ]

Pmce upon a time, another Ox asked another Dog a question. Why havent you swollowed your trunk? I bed your Pardon, replied the dog. I always thought I was an Elephant.

[ C O R N I S H / C O N V E N T I O N S ]

A young calf had eaten too much ground glass. as a result he had to be confined. he gave birth to a cow, but as she was a boy, the cow couldnt call him mother. she couldnt say " father " to him either as he wanst big enough. So the claf was obliged to get married to a certain young person, and the registry office made all the arrangements dictated by the current conventions. The Cornish Conventions.

[ T H E / C O C K ]

Once upon a time a cock wanted to ape a dog. but didnt have any luck because everyone knew at once it was a cock. but on the other hand the dog taht wanted to ape a cock was taken for an ape.

. I IMPORE YOU.

Goddamit.

She used to
eat
chicken
in
her
bee-hive.

A Complete wangler.

674324 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-09-30
Written: (6993 days ago)

.News Bulletin.

-The Pope Has Eloped.

673254 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2005-09-28
Written: (6995 days ago)

He's Worth Waiting For.

Wait for your Man and not a Boy.

Wait for the Man Who Finds You Beautiful. And Not Just Hot.

Wait for the Man Who Calls You Back after you Hang up On Him.

Wait for the Man Who Will Stay awake while your sleeping. Just to Watch.

Wait for the Man who kisses your Forehead and Ch33k.

Wait for the Man who wants to show you off to his friends when your in your sweats.

Wait For the Man who is willing to cry to you.

Wait for the Man Who will tell you his Insecurities.

Wait For the Man who will hold your hand infront of his Friends.

Wait For the Man who constantly Reminds you that he [Lo.ve.s] You.

Wait for the Man Who Gives you his Coat Because you were Shivering.

Wait for the Man Who Appologizes after he realises he did something wrong.

Wait for the Man Who Doesnt. play MIndGames With You.

Wait For The Man Who is your [B.est.Fr.ie.n.d.] and not simple a Lover.

Wait for the Man who you Trust with Your DignIty , and not just your Body.

Wait for the Man who wont make you Choose between your Friends. and Him.

Wait For the Man Who turns to his friends and says "Shes the one."

672712 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-09-27
Written: (6996 days ago)

Izzy: **asks someone** Uhh Have you seen Sara?
Person : uhh…?
Izzy: well she’s tall and has blonde hair.
Person: jeesus do you know how many of them there are in that school?
Me : haha yeah everyones tall and blonde. No wait there are like two people who aren’t BUT WE’RE OUT HERE.

672706 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-09-27
Written: (6996 days ago)

And He Left.

Again.

672028 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-09-26
Written: (6997 days ago)

me: Man, I think your the submissive one in this relationship.
Izzy: Mally, anyone in a relationship with You would be submissive.

me: *says something repulsive*
Ixxy: *LOOKS FIERCE* Mally you sick retarded bitch.

672015 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-09-26
Written: (6997 days ago)

I need to SuSu.

671276 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-09-25
Written: (6998 days ago)

Everything you can do//

I can do Better.

671275 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2005-09-25
Written: (6998 days ago)

And when all hope is gone.

Im here.

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