Everytime I use ;; or &&. I just feel So Cool.

My stomach really hurts.

I think today is a Windy day lmao.





Its not a surprise anymore.


;;Its a failed surprise.


Like an

Abortion.


What? Do I LOOK Like Like A Florist?

I say it like ive got something to Hide.


Isnt that creepy.

All Of The Stars
;;Are Fading away


Ill Try Not To Worry.
.I'll See Them Someday.



Right?

Enough.
Is Enough.
Goodbye.
Is Goodbye.

Does anyone know any good online Blog/Journal things I can use.
Ive been trying to find some
But nothing beats E.T;;
For some reason.
Its not that great here, But I DONT KNOW.
Live journal and My space, seem like such an effort.
Help anybody?

So You've had a bad day.


Get The Hell Over It.

CassCassCore.
I always knew youde be there
even though we didnt speak for some time.
Its People like You that matter.
I love you.
<3

How are you?

I'm not fine.
I'm not fine at all.
I have two history essays that are due in for Thursday.
I have yet to begin either.
I have to finish my maths project.
Its in for Friday.
I have yet to begin this.
My boyfriend thinks I'm cheating on him with one of my best friends.
Who keeps trying to kiss me.
He thinks I'm “letting” him.
And that I want him to.
He asks me “what’s wrong?”
Like everything’s right.
I like this other guy, but not like that,
But all this attention he’s getting
Is making me think about him more and more.
I feel frustrated.
I cant control myself.
Nicholas asks me if I would mind if he talks to “Nicole”.
I don’t like Nicole.
I feel like he’s doing it just in spite.
Because I'm still talking to matt.
He hasn’t been in contact with Her for a long time.
But suddenly feels the need to get into contact with her again.
I find that rather Pathetic..
I said to him
“If you want to. Go for it.”
”Send Her My –Love-“.
I ask one guy to send me one thing I need.
But he cant find the time of day to just send me like 3 files.
Picture files.
small files..
Instead he continues with his life
No body really cares ;;
All I'm asking for is
One moment of your time.
Nicks brother comes online.
“Great” I think.
I have someone to talk to.
Before I even get a chance to tell him
All the problems of my Life.
He’s feeling ill.
He has to go to .S l e e p.
And off he goes.
I'm acting like a Bitch. to my boyfriend.
The only one I love more than anything else in the world.
My mother just started to throw all my Cd’s in the bin.
Because I didn’t put them back in the cover.
I just left them there.
I feel sick to my Stomach.
I keep procrastinating and its driving me insane.
Im a Horrible, Horrible person.




”I'm very fine thank you”

Apparantly ;;
Everybody has feelings,
But not everybody cheats.


I dont want him to have feelings at all.

And he told me, He didnt.





Yeah.

Do I have a social life?

No, acutally.

me : but what if you think im a prick?
nick : sweetie..you ARE a prick.
me: what if im pricker than you think
nick : i dont think thats possible.

me: *says something*
nick: that was a really sexy thing to say. im quite turned on now.

GOD.
WHY cant she just FUCKING LEAVE HIM.

Im Not Relgious

But Sometimes I






Pray.





























For him.

And I know

Its All

Fake

;;Out.

..Somethings got to change.





My horoscope said so.