both naked now
touching you as little
as this bed allows
staring at the car lights
crawl across the floor
you're finished for the evening
but I'm wanting more

both wide awake
trying not to breathe for the other's sake
I'm not sure how much more of this
we're supposed to take
before we kill each other

I feel violent for you, lover
I feel violent for you, lover
never ever touch another
I feel violent for you, lover

both naked now
touching you as little as this single bed allows
staring at the car lights
crawl across my bedroom floor
the city is a callgirl
mother nature is a whore

I feel violent for you, lover
I'm violent for you, lover
never ever trust another
I feel violent for you

touch me one more time
and I will have to touch you
I work in the diamond mines
we dig for things like you

when the morning comes
will you become one love
put your eyes out with my thumbs
suffocate you with the bed covers
I'll let you take me first
then I'll be taking over
take it deep inside me baby
keep your body here 'til summer

violent for you, lover
violent for you, lover
never ever touch another
violent for you, lover

you finish me
and now I know that this is how love's supposed to be
I tortured you
and in return you tortured me
so if you have a lover love them violently
violently

I'm violent for you, lover
I feel violent for you, lover
never ever touch another
I feel violent for you, lover

I'm violent for you, lover
I feel violent for you, lover
never ever trust another
I'm violent
for you

BY Stars

Old Godzilla was hopping around
Tokyo City like a big playground
when suddenly Batman burst from the shade
and hit Godzilla with a Batgrenade
Godzilla got pissed and began to attack
but didn't expect to be blocked by Shaq
who proceeded to open up a can of Shaq Fu
when Aaron Carter came out of the blue

and he started beating up Shaquille O'Neal
then they both got flattened by the Batmobile
but before it could make it back to the Batcave
Abraham Lincoln popped out of his grave
and took an AK47 out from under his hat
and blew Batman away with a rat-a-tat-tat
but he ran out of bullets and he ran away
because Optimus Prime came to save the day

this is the Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
good guys, bad guys, and explosions as far as the eye can see
and only one will survive, I wonder who it will be
this is the Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny

Godzilla took a bite out of Optimus Prime
like Scruff McGruff took a bite out of crime
and then Shaq came back covered in a tire track
but Jackie Chan jumped out and landed on his back
and Batman was injured, and trying to get steady
when Abraham Lincoln came back with a machete
but suddenly something caught his leg and he tripped
Indiana Jones took him out with his whip

then he saw Godzilla sneaking up from behind
and he reached for his gun which he just couldn't find
'cause Batman stole it and he shot and he missed
and Jackie Chan deflected it with his fist
then he jumped in the air and did a summersault
while Abraham Lincoln tried to pole vault
onto Optimus Prime, but they collided in the air
then they both got hit by a Care Bear Stare, oooh

this is the Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
good guys, bad guys, and explosions as far as the eye can see
and only one will survive, I wonder who it will be
this is the Ultimate Showdown...

angels sang out in immaculate chorus
down from the heavens descended Chuck Norris
who deliver a kick which could shatter bones
into the crotch of Indiana Jones
who fell over on the ground, writhing in pain
as Batman changed back into Bruce Wayne
but Chuck saw through his clever disguise
and he crushed Batman's head in between his thighs

then Gandalf the Grey and Gandalf the White and
"Monty Python and the Holy Grail"'s Black Knight and
Benito Mussolini and The Blue Meanie and
Cowboy Curtis and Jambi the Genie
Robocop, the Terminator, Captain Kirk, and Darth Vader
Lo Pan, Superman, every single Power Ranger
Bill S. Preston and Theodore Logan,
Spock, The Rock, Doc Ock, and Hulk Hogan
all came out of no where lightning fast
and they kicked Chuck Norris in his cowboy ass
it was the bloodiest battle the world ever saw
with civilians looking on total awe

and the fight raged on for a century
many lives were claimed, but eventually
the champion stood, the rest saw their better:
Mr. Rogers in a bloodstained sweater

this is the Ultimate Showdown of Ultimate Destiny
good guys, bad guys, and explosions as far as the eye can see
and only one will survive, I wonder who it will be
this is the Ultimate Showdown...
this is the Ultimate Showdown...
this is the Ultimate Showdown...
of Ultimate Destiny

Well alot has happened.....
and none of you know.....
And now you see me here.....
a difrent person some how.....
You cant put your finger on it.....
But its there to see......
So I'm here to tell you alittle bit......
To put your mind to ease .......

Well I no longer live with my mother. Good and a bad thing.
I live with my boyfriend and were to be married.
MY best friend who is only 17 his pregnet and going to have a kid.
Im geting better and Im not sick all the time any more. (not that any of you really new that I was sick.. but I was) And well Im happy.
I'm working on geting a job. I had 2 so far. that is before I moved out of my moms.
I have no had much luck but.. so how I think thats all going to change one day..
Well thats all I can think of.

I love you all, and would be very sad if I lost you..... ^.^