hey,im back...bored as hell will ever b......newayz,christmas was ok...cept i didnt hav it wit my dad....ithink 2 of my cuzins r hot....idont think thats wrong even though u might...imean we hardly ever c each other,so its not like we see each other everydae.....newayz i talked a/b that in my other entry below sumwhere newayz im frezing we jus got bac from Fort Smith and my brother is watchin a boring fucked up sho on monster trucks...newayz...im out!layta

im listeing 2 my grl ashanti,and im jus sittin here freezing my ass off and iim gonna turn in2 a popcicle if i ju sit here...its like snowin here...im not gonna go outside...this is like the first time i didnt go outside wen it snowed...imean its like literally freezing!iwant hot weather!!!newayz,this sux i wanna go outside and play baskatball or sumthin...but i cant the only thing 2 do is go outside and thro snowballs,wat fun.newayz,ican't wait til christmas then i can b ctually doing sumthiin and being with my family while opening presents,lol...well,im gonna listen 2 sum of switchfoot CD in a minute and i finally emailed rishi,lol....so PEACE OUT

hey,sup?imet a new friend...his name is [s8in]....ithink u guys should visit his site...cuz like hes new...and hes awesome!,lol

hey,im bac...well we spent the night at For smith and it was great....my little cuzins didnt really undertand the fact of going ...but we went cuz of my great aunts funeral....and i hardly new her...but i understood....unfortunately i didnt get 2 go 2 the wake cuz it was monday....iherd she was real prety though...they fixed her up and evrything,she looked young all over again....she was my great aunt lucy...she use 2 live in L.a...she had pretty light skin with loong curly light brown hair......owell,right now im listeing 2 ashanti's new CD "concrete rose"man,its bad....ino it might sound weird...but i hav like a huge crush on my cuzin and his older 17year old brother..but like its not that gross 2 me cuz like,we hardly c each other...its not like we're brpother and sister...now THAT would b gross,lol....newayz...and my brother has a crush on like theres sisters,lol....there my idols cuz there pretty,smart,very talkative and sociable...and there jus awesome,lol....newayz...thats it 4 now,im gonna talk 2 my friends now....there waitin

decided not 2 go 2 Fort Smith 2dae....got 2 damn l8e,so we'll b going tomrw....leavin tomrw and comin bac tromrw.....gettin up reeeal early though...fuk that!ill fall asleep b4 we even reach the next city probly,lol....ig2 get up at around 6.....its a funeral we're goin 2....dont ask....inless ur a friend...other then that ill b pissed at u

im pissed....so pissed im not even gonna type nehting else....BYE

leaving 4 Fort Smith....tell u guyz all about it once i get bac!!!!!~*buh bye*~

hey,i got back from the movies with becca and kim....it was great!we saw that unfortunate events movie..iluved it!but like it was 2hours.....it was sooooo much fun....can't think of nehting else 2 talk a/b on here other then TAKE MY POLL....CARTOONS IS IN THE LEAD!,lol..well thats it 4 now,iguess....cant wait til christmas!

had r christmas party 2dae...it was great..we had pizza,chips and dip,cokes,DrPepper,sprite,diet coke,friut,ECVERYTHING A PARTY NEEDS BASICALLY!,lol...we also had music....and the teach put a video in but nobdy watched it,we jus all hung out and took pics...it was great...not much 2 say....i also starightened my hair....usually its like...straight,but not as straight as i want it...its like reealy pretty right now..im watchin ACE VEN TORA

i got bac from the um.....sleepover thing......idont really wanna talk a/b it....im srry im jus depressed.....nobdy can help me....i can solve my own problems..i usually do....nobdy cares a/b my problems obviously....i solve other ppls and solve mine....but nobdy can actually solve mine....i jus wanna go 2 sleep....and think a/b how 2 solve this situation im delting with all by myself...nobdy actual;ly nos how i feel....but i guess apperantly it doesnt matter...owell,ill go cry myself 2 sleep...goodnight (-L-)

ooo i never got 2 talk a/b the shadwoing...well it was great...and i got with Tina..wat a coincidence we hav the same name,lol..newayz...i got 2 c samantha...shes soo awesome!!shes one of my idols....Z(chek out my list on my description,and ull c 4 urself)...but other then that....it was great...o yeah....they had tests in 2 other classes where i had 2 sit through in an hour doing nuthng but fiddling my thumbs jk.....the teacher gave me a test jus 2 c wat ?'s and such that they were actually doing..there reading the Scarlette Letter in English and in theology....i hav no idea wat there doing,lol....i was jus in theology,english and computer.....they hav different letter daees in which means that diffrent subjects r qualified as letters...like 4 example the C daes r where on mondaes some of the sophmores hav english,theology,and compuoter and sumtimez theres jus diffrent letters 4 differnet ppl...they each go 2 diffrent classes..its kinda confusing 2 explain.....actions definitly speak louder then words...newayz...i sat at the freshman table 4 lunch.....and there was a talent sho at the end of the dae...it was all great.......i even talked 2 sum of the seniors....they were soo awesome!newayz...thats it from the hizzie...l8r pimps!:)

OMG!!!we won the christmas program!!!!yay!!!my 8th grade classs!isnt that sooo totally awesome man?!OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGMOMGOMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW WE HAV A PIZZZAAAAA PARTAAAAAAAYY!!!

o and we go 2 the clinton library tomrw!!!!OMG WE HAV SAT EXAMS NXT WEEK!!!IM SOOO NOT READY!

hey,yesturdae at my skool my class delivered poinsettes 2 the elderly....it made me feel soo happy 2 b giving 2 the elders...kinda like meals on wheels....it feels like i hav accomplished a great deal of a good deed.....i jus had a glowey feeling deep inside...u kno those feelings wen u help sumbdy out and there sooo incredibly happy that they give u a reward of buying u ur own customized car that u've alwayz wanted......except usally i don't do stuff jus 4 rewards i do it 2 help ppl out who need 2 b helped.....iluv being a christian cuz it really pays off a whole great deal of doing helpful,nice,thoughtful deeds....2dae in class we watched the grinch...yes the grinch:with JIm Carey...well i g2g now:)

didnt really do much 2dae but go 2 arby's and i went shopping with my mom,we went 2 Sears and stayed there like seemed FOREVER,i mean seriously!lol.theres nuthin wrong with shopping with ur mom though...its actually kinda fun especially wen uir outta money,lol.its really fun shop[ping with friends but also with ur mom,newayz everything was OK 2dae the dae dragged by b/c it was sooo boring.the only iimportant thing that went on 2dae was the replacement test that i HAD 2 take..newayz my dad and bro r watchin the boring football game...man i thought football season was sooo over,actually I WISH it was over lol.didnt rent dogdball 2dae b/c it hasnt came out,itll come out nxt fridae and we rented spiderman2 and the terminal instead..thats koel though.spiderman was a good movie but ive never seen dodgeball...and i herd that it was hilarious...man theres nuthin 2 talk a/b!THIS PLACE IS SOOOO BORING SUMTIMEZ!.....o and thnx 4 actually reading my diary....iguess*coughcoughloosercoughcough*NEWAYZ bye!

i took the test 2dae!its all over.....now the upcomming events r gonna b great...i hav nuthing hassling me!....but my friends,lol......OMG the upcomming events!thre gonna b soo fun ok:lifeteen prgram 4 7th and 8th grade;CO-ED spleePover we can go 2 sleep wenever we want!and we're having r own seperate bedrooms and OMG we get 2 wake up l8er the next dae,we don't hav 2 get up early like usual!and this time its gonna b at an orphanage 2 c wat its like....unfortunatl there will b no other kids "in"the orphange cuz thre put in foster care units(shit)annd the next event is im going 2 the movies with my friends 2 c the great movie EVER yet.and im going shadowing at this highskool mondae AAAALL dae til 3:20(wen they get out)and im going 2 the clinton library with my class fridae and we're goin 2 deliver pointsettas 2 the elderly thursdae...we're praticing r dance routine wednesdae.....so much going on!time is sooo consuming but wen ur wasting it by having a great time,NOWAY am i regreting.lIFE CAN B FOOL OF FUN WEN IM IN THE MOOOD....AND RIGHT NOW IM IN A HELL OF A MOOD!

man this totally sux i deleted my whole thanksgiving day in my here diary i meant 2 delete sumthin else but i deleted my thanksgiving instead...ugh!crimany(i hardly ever say that..its jus a good word 4 the sitatuin im in)my dads watchin sum kinda basketbal game and im suppose 2 b doing my homwrk on the solar system and im freezing in the cold..we really need r heat on higher or im gonna turn into a popsicle in instant..newayz thres nuthing 2 talk a/b man sumtimez it jus gets soo boring here at elftown!