hey 2day was great!well...at skool cuz like i got 2 talk wit my friends!!and if ur keepin up wit my house then ull know who the main ones are from skool and lke at breaktime at skool,afterlunch i hung out with kim and brittany cuz becca,natalie,and bailey had 2 work on how 2 get are 8th grade dance schedualed...it was suppose 2 b a secret but katie told me!heehee neway though we had stations of the cross today and like our homeroom teacher,Mrs Edwards wasnt here so we had a sub named Mr Phirir and like he just dropped us off basically cuz wen stations was over we had no clue where he was,so my class just went 2 are class room door and 2 our luck-IT WAS LOCKED!so we had 2 get a damn teacher and she found out he wasnt here so we had coach hogue look after us and we just hungout,i talked wit alex E.and im like "did u say the A word?"hes like,"wat?ass?"im like "no,u kno the OTHER one"hes like oooo allejuha"(idk how 2 spell it)but im like "ooh u said it!"then hes like making the sign of the cross lol then katie came up and alex is like "did u say the A word?"shes like"wat asshole?"we're both like "no"lol and shes like"wat then?"and hes like "ah"im like "le"hes like"lu"im like"ya" lol shes like "oh,alleluya?"we 're like "ooooh ur goin to hell!"lol and imade the sign of the cross on her lol and then im like"owell she wouldve been goin 2 hell neways if she didnt say alleluya in the first place"me and alex just laughed bout it!




and like afterskool my mom picked me up early cuz she got off of work 2dae and there was this lady in the front seat,where i usually sit!lol and like i was like 2 myself"who the hell?"then i finally got closer 2 see who it was and it was my dads friends wife....Mrs Gloria,shes nice pretty cool also and im like ohey Mrs gloria and all everything her and my mom went shopppin while i was at skool!!!!sux ass lol but neway though after they picked me up we went 2 pick my brother up [Mixa C]and then his friend was like starin at mrs gloria like,who the hell?lol..like me in other words but like i was sayin though after we picked him up we went shoppin and i took my hair down and put my cap on sideways and brought my purse inthe mall wit me,it was soo freakin fun wen i got 2 go 2 my fave stores while my mom and her friend went off....this one guy like ask me out i was uuh srry but ican't and i just left but thats koel though iguess:(
O!and 2dae at lunch time i ask emma wat she was eattin,shes like "AN OMLET!!!!"im like,geez ive never seen how an omlet looked cuz ive never eattin one"and like katie was sittin next to her and im like to katie"she gets so mad just cuz im askin her wat shes eattin"and then katies like "ill tell u wat im eattin"im like"yeah ikno katie"lol shes meh grl!katie the best man lol neway though i godda go now so...PEACE OUT,had an ok day 2dae:)

ya know ya love me,Christina

hey,2dae was kinda cool,at break time 4 skool i wanted 2 b alone ijust told my friends i wanted 2 think things through and everything,they thought sumthin was wrong wit me cuz usually im like talkative with them....im qiuet at skool,just not around my friends but neway we also went 2 library in mrs wallaces class and i found a book after that i looked at this book with espinoza,it was like one of those baby books with pictures lol,we were so totally bored haha neway though we stayed in there until we figured out every one was leaving lol.....but neway,like it was soo fun 2dae and mrs hedstrem the american history teacher was back..her sons doing fine now..finally lol..hes outta the hostpital....right now im listenin 2 tupac....but neway i had to write lines cuz i didnt have my P.E unifrom,like i never have it cuz i hate P.e and i never have it,but i just sat with espinoza and we talked and stuff witch was awesome,but i had 2 leave ealy 2 do the announcements and prayer for the whole skool over the innnercom,its real fun well im gonn go now and tlak wit my friends so.....PEACE OUT playas

ay,2dae was soo great!igot 2 talk with my friends todae!they talked 2 me!it wasnt mix-it-up day!lol neway though i had so much fun...2dae in music we were divided and i was in hannah,philip,ta'lun,rishi,and brittanys team...it was great!we had to makeup are own lent rap...mine went like this:

lent is the time,the time to shine to do good will without crossin the line we gotta do this,we godda get through this......


thats all i came up with cuz we had 2 combine r stuff.....it
was so frealin fun though!lol..igot 2 talk wit alex 2 dae!!it was great his gf wasnt controllin him 2 her eviiiiiil lare lol...it was all good though!omg!!omg!!we had a SUB 2dae! IN AMERICAN HISTORY......ok it was an african american guy and omg!!ta'lun kept talkin back 2 him,we're like "stop ta'lun,stop bein so rude!"and hes like "ok ok ok!"and the guys like"he should no how 2 control himself,let him sort through this"imean omg!ta'lun kept on and on atlakin back...and the substitute burned him bad....not literally...ya kno,like when u get back at sumbdy....he DISSED him so bad!!aw man,u shouldve ben there....ifinished up writin my story 2dae,it was great....ilet bailey read it cuz i wanna get afew of other ppls opinions b4 typin it up on here and stuff....alil more research bb4 doing that in the public...but neway dough.....yesturdae iwent 2 wal-mart supercenter wit my mom and she tried some clothes on in the fitin room...ithought it said "WOMENS FLIRTING ROOM!"omg lol...its like...."womens FLIRTING room?"then im like squintin my eyes...its like....OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nvm!!!,it says womens "fitting"room lol....im so stupid sometimes....ihate admittin that though lol...some ppl just admit it for other ppl 2 like them..its like "what the hell?"iwas like that wen i actually was stupid,cuz lie if u want ppl 2 think ur stupid,u obviosly are retarded lol.....my theory lol...and todae my ex friend,emma she ask bailey if she could come to her house fridae...baileys like "why would i come to ur house fridae?"its like OOOOOOOO BURN!lol.....neway though...im out,im sick of my ex,hes like sayin all deese excuses of syain that he didnt wanna go out wit me in the first place like,ur a dumbass,u never shutup and that stuff....when him himself,ask me out....its like .....wat the hell?lol neway thoiugh ihate him,thats that,and he keeps on talkin 2 me.....but neway he never understood me in the first place so ithought he was lame in that sence...but owell lol.....hes a buttweed,he sucks so im oever that motherfucka soooooo tata my ASS well im out pps LAYTA


ya kno ya love meh,Christina

mad,depressed everything...imean.....ireally wished i talked with thomas todae....didnt seem like he wanted 2 talk with me neways i guess....and rishi just left me alone by myself..alex went wit his gf cuz she begged him 2..like always! man,isware shes takin over his LIFE!!shes to controllable....gah....neway and emma stil tryin 2 make me jelous by inviting some grls over 2 her house wen they DONT EVEN WANNA go to the first!and imean i could care less,ihav other friends then her...now shes just doing that b/c she knows that she would get mad if i did that 2 her...so she thinks ill feel the same way...but sista...at least i GOT friends!gah,wat a buttweed...neway dough...uum....mrs hedstrem the american history teach wasnt there so the princpals husband was r sub..man he doidnt do nething but read...and later on he left the clss and left us by rselfves,and u better blieve we were actin like crazy manicans..wait....manicans dont move.....ok,MONKEYS!!.....yeah....uh,thats the word...but neway,icant believe that all my friends r dissin me and all my not so friends are actually talkin wit me,its like...is it mixed up day for christina here?!



but neway my homeboys got a basketball game tonight,hopefully they'll b happy im goin to this.....they probly wont diss me tomrw,HA!but neway.....ihope igot a ride...THIS IS WHERE GETTIN MY OWN CAR COMES IN!!!man,if i only had a car.....i'd get like a mustang man,like an electric green one,i'd b crusin in dat thing man it'd b bad!OYEAH!lol...well yeah...ikno..im crazy..ican act like a boy sometimes ithink,cuz i got a brother and iuse 2 do almost eveything my dad did wen i was young,im gettin outta it though!im not a tomboy...witch is a GREAT thing ill say lol..iuse 2 b wen i was young,but usually that always is the case for grls.......well im out i guess


PEACE OUT

ugh...ihad fun earlier til i got my message from my ex that said fuck u....its like,whats his fuckin probem?inever did nuthin 2 him?y should he b mad when he already luves sumbdy?he was the cheater!not me!gah guys r the most cheaters ever!!its soo common for guys to b cheaters like that!ihate him now and forever!iwill never say yes 2 him again!all though this is are second time itll never b r third!!!


todae we went out to eat and i wanted 2 stay home with all the lights out and go to sleep and just lay there in the darkness throughoutt he house...but noooo i had 2 go wit my family..owell neway i stayed in the car while my family went inside to enjoy the fuckup meal and i ate nuthin but a small macdonald hamburger and i blasted the music to turn my thoughts away from my despair...it was evanesence "my immortal"iblasted it so loud and this guy was complainin but i pretended that i didnt hear him...it was like fuck off u fatass faggot..newys ididnt eat much todae,cuz wenever im pissed or depressed i dont eat nething..all i ate was a buitciut and hamburger...owell,ialso wrote a poem while i went outside earlier in the afternoon..it felt good outside,nice breeze with the birds chirping and everything....so pretyt:) i also have this huge flower blossom tree that my mom took a pic with mi standin by.....well iguess ill go now,

u know u hate me,Christina

omg,i am sooo tired,iwish i could go to sleep but unfortunatly i cant cuz im at the library while my parents are like a few blocks away they just dropped me and my bro off here so we could entertain rselves by gettin on da net.well i only got an hour witch totally sucks penis man lol.Neway im so bored i guess ill call rishi in a few...wenever i godda get off.I had to wakeup so early this morngin cuz my parents had that meeting 2 go to.......its like "how come we just can't simply stay home?"imean gah,iwent to sleep at around 2:40 ALMOST 3 and hadda wakeup at like around 8:00am i men ive stayedup late til like 5:00 and where i hadda wakeup at 6:30 but that sucked also but owell neway its not ur problem its mine lol.I just thought i should up date my diary so well catch ya layta!!

hey!watsup?nmh im just kinda bored got back from the eat-out wit my family cuz my dads B-DAE WAS 2DAE!!!love ya daddy:)
it was soo much fun though!!!ialso didint go 2 skol 2dae cuz it was an offdae so i got my hair and im gonna do my nails in a minute (french manicure)and im just gonna chill cuz right now im listenin 2 my grl Beyonce!!!iluv that chik!!!she got a mouth on hur man,but yeah shes the best idol EVER!!ilove her:) but yeah shes awesome,iwish i cold meet her..neways i went to sears and k-mart wit my mom also and she surprised me wit the cd!!!!iwas like sooo happy!!!!!omg!!theres some MAJOR hits on B's cd!!!neway i gotta go chat wit my pimps and pimpettes,layta!!!

ya kno ya love me,Christina (C:

hey watsup?neway OMG the big rat came 2 are skool,in other words "chucky cheese"he came to see the lil kids but unfortunately my class had 2 come and see him we sat at the top bleachers and we sat there while the lil kids played duck duck goose,mostlythe k-6 witch sucked,it was boring as hell and man icould say that again...but i wont neway it sucked big time and uuum we were the last class to leave to gah it was boring but its better then P.E imean p.e literally sucks balls!just kidding lol,but it sucks neway theres niuttin else 2 talk about so cya


oyeah this morning i was sooo sad,idunno y?iguess cuz of the turing points that hav been goin on in my life.....its like eveyrhtings going so fast,and i dont like it...ilike to take things slow sumtimes....neway as a great friend should b one of my grlfriends was tryin 2 cheer me up and one of my other best friends alex tried....hes such a sweetheart:) he also has a grlfriend and tries 2 fit the times between me and her so he'll b wit both of us its just great:) and he taught me 2 do the "S-N-DOUBLE O-P-D-O-W-G"thing lol..imean it was a tongue twister 2 me at first lol.....hes like "ill teach u sumthing new everyday"it was like aaaaaaw:') cuz like i was crying one dae and he came to cheer me up and ask wats wrong and everything and then he taught me this trick and made me laugh a couple of times and hes like "ill teach u sumthin new everyday"......hes the best u can ever have....aREALfriend..all of his friends call him Espinoza..icall him alexsumtimes and espinoza other times....hes use to it,im just not use 2 callin him by his last name that much


LUV U ESPINOZA!!

hey!omg ilove all of my friends!there just the best!!!v-dae was so much fun 2!my class had a party and we partied lsitened 2 the radio hung out ne eveyrthing!and this guy told me happy valentines day and he gave me some candy!hes so sweet!!.....wenever he wants 2 be....neway ben cheated on me,but wat could i care?idont wanna hav nuthin else 2 do wit him.neway though we did the rosary in music class and i was in the backrow wit my homegrls and this dork in the front row is like "stop making fun of the songs!"...cuz they were singin instead of talking the raosry and it was like some kinda cd or sutmhing but neway wen the clas was over she was talkin 2 one lof my best friends and she said"i cant believe they were making fun of them singing a prayer"i was like "NOT ALL OF US WERE MAKING FUN OF THEM!" shes like "o stop tryin 2 defend"im like "IM NOT B/C I WAS ONE OF THEM!"i mean shes such a bitchy dork that thinks shes waaaay better then me-but shes not.all my friends no shes not,one of my friends r like "shes just jelous of u probly".....imean gah i hate that buttweed now lol.....but like,the best part of the day was wen i was waitin on my mom and one of my best guy friends and i were talking,it was sooo good 2 talk wit him again,imean the last time we ever had a looong talk would probly have ben idunno a week ago?but neway it was great and we caught on alot lol..imean we talk online all da time but it was great that i finally got 2 have a long talk wit him in person for a while instead of those 30minute ones lol...ikno it seems long 2 u but believe me 30mintus isnt long once ur talkin wit friends......but neway

ya kno u love me,Christina

dont got a bf nemore. his friend had 2 tell me that my boyfriend is cheatin on ME,he ask the grl out fridae anda hes been goin out with me forever it seems,imean hes not honest!thats the main thing i look in a guy honesty love gernerosity decent looking imean i just dont understand,he couldve atleast ben honest with me about cheating on me,so i dont got one.single again

the angel was so pretty inside,she brought out her eyes by the veil she wore.It was pink and colorful with a cloak that was blue.You never wouldve known she was an angel.She was an ordinary person with capris and sometimes slacks she never had a problem with guys taking naps.She never had a problem with ppl whistsling as she passed by she always wanted attention,she craved.You wouldve never known she was an angel.Everybdy was always so jelous they never even gave her a chance.Its like she didnt care that no one was ever there to support her.She was walking a shadow everyday and never noone would follow all they did was stare and whitsle at her beauty and get envious and hate her.She never cared she had so much power and self-esteem but outside of her mind was the sound of the word "reject"everyone considered her a "reject" nobdy ever came for her rescue she only had herself,no one to support her.She always helped and cared for ppl but they would never feel the same way towards her. They would ignore her and go about there bussiness.Yes may i say it was sad but thats how it is somewhere in this very world today.Ppl ignore,hate,get ENVIOUS of other ppl either b/c of wat they hav,how many friends they have,if there popular,how they look....theres so many reasons and ways and choices that theres waaaaaaay to much to type up...while im sitting here typing this very moment everything in this world is changing and whirling by,ppl meet other ppl,ppl getting in fights,wars, ppl's mental or physical actions towards themselves or others.Anything can happen in a heartbeat.

hey,its weird 2 think each and every one of us think different from each other....like we're all totally diferently ppl with totally different mind segments.....and we're living on this planet called "Earth"and its soooo big holding up all of the cuntries and states and EVERYTHING....even the oceans,forests,woods......its jus soo amazingly weird.....ihav no idea y im typing this up but im just curois 2 know where all of this actually came from..imean in science it says the big bang theory is supported by the red shifts witch actually means thats how the world began and its expanding even more.The big bang theory is qouted that"The universe began expanding out of an enormous explosion"why would ppl have that explaniation if other ppl say its not true?its just like ppl wanting u 2 belive in the toothfairy or santa...or even the sandman...although i wish i could believe in stuff like that but its kinda hard 2 b/c ive ben lied 2 all my life-it seems

OMG i got bac from the lock-in and it was soo much fun!!!im just sooo extremely sleepy.we partied til the sun went down and like around midnight we watched Napoleon dynamite and then afterwards we watched finding nemo and i stayed up til like,4:30 and this mornin we just HAD 2 wakeup at 6:00am -they made us cuz i guess they thought they had better stuff 2 do...hmmmm,owell but we danced did the 1,2 step and we shook r asses til they were raw.man it was great we also ate papa john pizzas and iwent crazy with makeup and put sum like all on my face and eveything,afterall there was no boys there-it was a grlee thiing neway it was great..we danced we sang met new ppl had fun best of all we PARTIAAAAD!!!

we had CPR fridae and while we were working in our groups the teacher was giving us assignments 2 do and ithought she told me 2 give rishi CPR cuz he was layin there on his back,and he looked consciouse so i gave him CPR and everybdy started freakin out,im ike "wats wrong?"then there like "THIS IS CPR NOT A MAKEOUT ROOM!"then rishi had woken up from his slumber in class and hes like "wowee i had a great dream,u guys never wouldve guessed wat it was"then everybdy was like lookin all cockeyed and like "t'we know more then u THINK we know"



IM JUST PLAYIN!LOL....that dint happen.....but like,we did have that stupid CPR class though

hey,im soo happy oasis said that his friend made all of that up he really didnt think it all up he didnt even breakup with me...im so happy:) .i kno my diary has ALODDA mixed moods goin on here and there lol...but its all kooo,imean thats wat i dairy is isnt it?recording THOUGHT?well neway jus wanted 2 say that im not mad at him nemore but bye

ay,im bac jus chillin at my moms work but neway "write down yo numba or sumthin"just playin-BWT,thats a qoute from a rap song.....if u were wonderin.....IDONT WANT NOBDIES MOTHA FUCKIN NUMBA!,lol...now we got that cleared outt the way...so,lets move on shall we......okie doke....like i was ABOUT 2 SAY TIL U INTERUPTED,lol..(ikno,i interupted myself but it sounds much better sayin that u interupted instead b/c it makes me sound like an asshole....a SMART asshole,lol)but newayz....idid that march 4 life thingy where u walk for the poor babies that didnt live or that hav been obused or wat not and also if ur AGAISNST obortion..not FOR obortion but AGAINST it...but neway,it was ASSFUCKIN COLD!!!!iwas jus freezin my little ASS off out side...man,we had 2 walk at least 13 blocks all da way up 2 the capitol an d once we got there we had 2 stand 4 at least an hour in the FREEZING cold.....but b4 we got there an on the way this dude was shoutin out murderer 2 the pl that were actually FOR obortion..imean,how can u possibly b FOR obortion..imean,thats nuttin but the devil man,u wanna hurt or may i say the right word we're lookin for here...KILL..and yeah,its a strong word but if u wanna b FOR obortion then u hav strong harsh feelings and actually wanna KILL a poor inecent baby..iman,wats ur fuckin problem exactly?neway im out PEACE MOTHAFUCKAS

ay,igot a pimpin cap 2dae....its da best,lol...iluv it!its black velvet and on the front in pink cursive letters it says"baby girl"im wearin it side ways now,like will smith lol..igot it from only the best place EVER!!well..next 2 claires..but newayz,citie trends is like DA BOMB baby

im pissed,spazzed out,confused,weird,emotional,depressed,outta wack,crazy....everything...its true

im just pissed right now...everything is commming out of me now....its kinda like im cleaingin out my closet...imean...idon't care a/b wat u ppl think im just gonna type wat I think..im gonna start typing my true feelings and emotions...it doesnt really appeal 2 me if ne1 reads it or not...my friends should trust me enuf by now and no thigs that not regular ppl no....and no im a great person....im not that bad....at least thats usauuly wat pl think..they say im koel..but newayz,ijus feel totally different now...imean i like certain ppl...but ialwayz end up gettin my heartbroken wen im with that one person iluv...he ends up braking everything i hav..mentally,emotionally...ihav a bf now but he says that he wont ever do sumthing as lame like that 2 a sweet grl like me...but thats wat my last bf told me...wat happened?he called me a bitch and said i talked 2 much...how did i follow through with that?well i got pisssed and im ending a relation wit him right now cuz his friend told me he didnt wanna talk 2 me nemore..and if its not true then he should b mad at his friend not a me...omg,hes such an ass....hes like "o im srry i was an ass 2 u,ithought u wouldnt go out with me,ithought u h8d me"well...guess wat?ido now

wenevr i type in this here diary i speack my mind and wat i FEEL......idont care who reads this and if you don't like it at all..icould care less amatter of fact....ur the one who chose 2 read this...well,newayz...idunno wat im feelin right now...usually wen im off the edge i usually relax my self...not by the way ur probly thinkin..perve.... i mean by meditating....not naked or nething...just by laying down and thinking a/b spending a dae with friends or a guy that i really like....either mab going 2 a beach on a sunny great dae in r bathiing siuts and playin in the water or walking along side the shore talking about the gret friendship and memories we've ben through 2gether....or even just sitting along side the beach in lawn chairs being lazy.....imean,ijust love to relax myself....idid it yesturdae cuz it was real sunny and bright in my room...and ijust lay there thinking...some ppl can do it,if u hav a positve mind...but if u don't ull drift away in sumthing disasterous....but newayz my point is....nuthin really lol....ijust luv expresing my thoughts...like eminem..yeah,like him...and if u don't like it fuck you...cuz this is me...

hey,my bf brokeup wit me last night....4 a stupid reason.He actually told HIS friend 2 tell me this "ur a bitch and he thinks u talk 2 much". Imean its like "wtf"and he dosesnt even wanna talk 2 me nemore....he didnt even tell me that we hav broken up,we were like,not talkin 2 each other 4 a week and he jus assumed i kne i guees...imean,thats so stupid...he actually got his friend 2 say that we brokeup..he couldnt tell me simply himself.....imean its jus,idk....fuckin retarded...wenever i hav a bf I either brakeup with him...or HE either brakes up wit ME...has nuttin 2 do wit FRIENDS