hey,todae was kinda koel um cant remember much though cuz i didnt go to my moms job afterskool,instead i got cheked out to get my hairdone for graduation pics this tuesdae and well the lady that was doin my hair brought her son wit her to work and she told me that he had a crush on me and hes like blushin and stuff lol he was sooo cute!..........in FIRST grade!lol hehee and she kept callin him a pimp,man ilove that lady shes like my older sister we have the WILDEST conversations!lol and there as this white guy that came in there and he looks like harry potter so they always call him that!..BEHINF his back of course!!but Shaye said that the older 6thgrls always likin her son and stuff...iwa like REALLY?shes like yea!but also 2dae i went shoppin wit my mom and in dillards my mom bought me a skirt that ive been wantin and in khols OMG!!they had some CUUUTE!!purses and belts and jewlry i wish i could buy that HWOLE store out sumetimes....well not the mens/boys clothes...well actually i would...i'd buy the whole store out for my family and friends!!YUPERz!!!but neways lol we also ate at chik-ful-a.WELL thats bout it that happened...o and im gonna b on a float for saint patricks day parade c/ my skols makin one soo nuthin really happened today at skool...not that i remember at least....OMG!!natalie can't have her b-dae party at her house c/ of her inground pool is leaking!!that sooo sucks!!!well ill cya layta iguess c/i godda finish up a project for skool...we have to biuld a toy and pretnd that we're actually saling it and we have to answer all of these questions a/b the profits and how much it'd b worth and like wat age group wouldf b most likly to play wit it and about the materials we'd use....we have to hav DETAIL DETAIL DETAIL....o and omg at lunch time alex came to sit by me and we talked bout the play and stuff thats goin on called "holy moses"he dint tryout for it,ididnt either c/ of....well LOOONG STORY!!but i really wanted to neway though and we were like "why do they call it holy moses when moses isnt even in the damn play"?lol.but some of my friends got the parts they wanted and bailey got all 4 of the solo song parts she wanted...so yeah an my other friend becca got a boy part!!lol she really wanted the main character but instead she got the boy part.....she tried out for that to ONLY b/c they wanted her to but she actually got it!!!well neway though the guys in my class have a tournament in basketball tomrw and i really wanna go!!!ihope ill b able to!!..... but ill cya layta


ya know ya love me,Christina

why is it that u cry even more once someone trys to help you through ur problems?is it cuz u care bout ur problem and u know that somebdy cares bout u that u care so much abuott he problem?or is it cuz u wish that they would just go away wen there tryin to help u out but u dont got the strength to tell them so it makes u cry even more?idunno i just know the feeling...icried last weekend and well my mom had ask me wat was wrong and it made the crisis even worse....idunno i guess u know that someone that hasnt paid attention to u actually cares and will b there wen ur sad...the least person u could think could b carin bout u inside...even ur worst enemy perhaps...u never no cuz its buried deep inside there soul.they want u to think that there all superior to u but in the inside there just week,in the outside they just showoff and do smack....

hey 2dae was pretty awesome nuhtin really ecxiting happened though.In mrs walaces class alex ask me another one of those questions agin about if i think him or katie is a koel friend and ithought he said "do u think me or katie flirts better?"im like uuuuh katie"and he opens his mouth wide lol then im like "both of yall" and then im like "wait no,u are"lol so he was happy and im not mad at him or nebdy but ihad my mom write an excuse letter for P.E 2dae so i wouldnt have to do it....for a special reason that might come unexpectantly but that reason never came so i just said ithink were havin freetime neway so ill just go ahead and dress into r p.e uniform and so i did and so we did have freetime where we could do watever we wanted and like my whoole class just shot hoops and rishi was lettiin me have his basketball to shoot and of course as guys do,they were showin off lol but then i got real tired so i sat in front of the stage wit natalie and we talked bout graduation and gossiped boutt his grl in our class named hannah, who got a new hair cut and how we HATED it lol til rishi gave her a basketball and she left and then after a while he gave me one to so it was like "y head/why not?"lol iluv basketball neways though,so yeah.......neways though afterskool outside it was so qiuet while we were waitin on r parents it was me,ta'lun and thomas and some lil kids and like my mom finally pulled up and thomas said "cya christina" to me!and i was just like "cya"bac lol neway though thats it...nuthin to interesting goin on 2dae heehee....u lucked out huh?well sowy!!and layta hata









heres the lent rap my group made up 4 music/lifeteen and the ppl in my group were :
     1:rishi
     2:Brittany
     3:Hannah
     4:Philip
     5:Ta'lun


heres the rap...but the boys left to do some stuff for a teacher so it was just me and the other grls rappin this...we changed the words around from ciara and missy elliots song 1,2,step


I GAVE UP JELLO,TO MAKE THE CHRISTIANS SAY HELLO AND THEY KNOW IM ROCKIN THE BEAT,IKNOW U HAVENT HERD OF ALODDA GREAT CHRISTIANS LIKE ME BUT U KNOW U BEST BELIEVE,IM 5FOOT ONE IWANNA HAVE SOME FUN AND YOU BEST BELIEVE IM NUMBER ONE......yeah we all took turns in a line,so we each had two lines also IT COULDNT BE LONG EITHER!...it was CRAZY!lol...thats it though...



HOTTEST COUPLES 7&8TH GRADES:



Ta'lun/Hannah=8th
Alex/natalie=8th and 7th
Ashlee/Sean=7th....there not the hottest though..hmmm owell lol

hey!half the day pissed me off....actually just the end in music class all b/c a guy called one of my best friends a name..idunno wat it was...she never told me,and he didnt either....but im so furious neway though OMG!iwas back at skool 2dae obviosly and wen i came in i got my books from the offfice came bac and emmas like "for ur information i was the one who stopped talking to YOU"and im like "wat the hell are u talking about?"and shes like u stopped talking to me for a stupid reason"im like "I DONT EVEN CARE NEMORE!"and shes just all quiet and stuff i mean for peats sake and shes like "natalie told me why u stopoped talking to me"im like "wtf!"imean gah wat a bitcheroo lol neway though later on in the day in mrs wallaces i got to sit by my favorite ppl!!!alex and katie!!cept im mad at alex now cuz he wouldnt tell me wat dave called katie....so yeah.....neway though also in mrs hedstrems class i had this note that i made..it was a sticky note,right?and i wrote on it "kick me if u hate me"and i passsed it to alex cuz he was sittin diagonnaly across from me from behind and i gave it to him and im like "put it on katies back"OMG!!and like lmfao he did!!and unfortunatly the fuckin thing FELL off!wat luck she had ,huh?and also he just HAD to ask me this ,but hes like "outta this group(as in him and katie,lol),who do u think is the koolest?and hes like "and u can't pick urself"...im like "uuh i dont wanna answer that!"and hes like "comeon!" im like "noo!!"and kaites like "loser!!*smiles*"and im like "i pick ALEX!"ha!thats wat she got and well he ask her the same question and shes like alex!im like "uh!"and then i ask him and hes like "definitly YOU!"and then im like "yay!!!"but yeah.....


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and well we had are math test today in wich was TOTALLY unexpected and well i got like a ...iforgot but that test brought my grade down and also the fact that i forgot my homwrk last week so i got a 67 as average for my math...and yeah im tellin ya my exact math grade for now,idont give a fuck wat yall think cuz its not like i kno u guys personally lol neway though i'd tell my friends i dont care bout my grades at this point in life neway though and at music class,we're switchin it to LIFETEEN:THE EGDE....where we talk about teen stuff such as peerpresure and lent for dummies and about wat lent means and about teens and drugs and all dat good stuff (sarcasm)lol....but neway and we got into our rap groups also witch totally sucked cuz i was mad at rishi and i was in his group to and i didnt even wanna say NETHING to him.....cuz he dint talk to me all day and i was mad at him for that:( but yeah,ihate it wen my friends do that or wen they hide somethin from me....but neways i got homwrk witch sucks BIG TIME ASS lol and well i godda go read a new novel for skool,we're reading a BORING book its called "a dairy of a young girl"its ANNE FRANK...omg SO BORING!but yeah and i godda go now.....so PEACE OUT PLAYAS


you know you love me,Christina

hey!watsup?im at home right now cuz i felt dizzy this morinin and im stil in my pjs lol im watchin bubble boy on comedy central its so hilarous lol hes on his way to niagra falls from california to stop this grls wedding and this one dude in a club had ask him y r u in a bubble?hes like b/c i was born without any immunities,witch means he can't b exposed to other ppls germs, and the guys like what the hell r immun ites and this other dude is like well i dont wanna stik around to find out and then he starts hollerin out THIS GUY IS MISIN IMMUNITES!!!ITS CONTAGOIUS!!!lmfao it was hilarous wen it actually happened but yeah and his paernts are tryin 2 find him while hes walkin around havin different adventures in a bubble and then his mom came up to a train and minime dude comes out and shes like hav u seen my son and hes like SON OF A BITCH!and shes like potty mouth u r!!and then she shows him a piece of candy and shes like he has a bubble around him!omg its just so hilarous but neway ive eben so bored today iwonder wat there doing in my class right now..woa THER OUTTA SKOOL ALREADY!lol its like 3:02 here.....well im goin 2 skool tomrw though i was just soo tired and dizzy my mom said i could stay home...so yeah..neway though igodda go watch the movie!! PEACE

ya know u love me,Christina

ay!2dae was fun!besides the fact of mrs wallaces class and mrs hedstrems,cuz in mrs hedstrems there was literally a fight almost bout to hit,cuz 2 friends of my friends
ARENT friends with each other....there both enemies but luckiy im friends wit both of them...neway though they were like makin combac after combac,imen i had to get up and leave it was like "shutup!"they finally stopped though.




neways dough 2dae at breaktime after lunch my whole class went on the top of the black top and talked aboutt he upcomming spring dance we're having...OMG I CANT WAIT!!!!we're the hosts though,its a surprise we're doing for the 6 and 7th grade,its gonna b great!!my class is doing it all,the teacher is leaving it all up to r responcibility!!witch is great we're thinking bout doing a kareokee contest only first place winner to...no 3 or 2nd..ONLY first!its gonna b sooo much fun thogh!and are theme is "New York clubin"we get to wear like leather minis and club stuff...ya kno ordinnary thug lookin stuff witch is totally awesome man!!!but like,we had alodda themes 2 choose from,but the most votes was the new york theme.................... there was a hawiian one and austin powers and uuuh..let me see....oyeah,um grease and retro,ya kno the pooodle skirts and there was also disco....like,noway disco!lol but yeah,its gonna b great and my class is gonna do a special performance at the end to the "friends"theme song..we're gonna dance and everything lol and the music we're gonna listen to DURING the party is mostly gonna b rap and stuff..cuz ya kno,its clubin and like its gonna b soo great.....we're also gonna like have a photo booth and stuff lol but like its gonna b sooo much fun!!!omg!!but aaw just thinkin bout graudation is hard,we have pictures NEXT COMMING WEEEK DAMNIT!!!!and well yeah,it sux ass:( but like i can't wait til april lol,u wont beleive this..




it might seem kinda weird but like first day of april the teacher is doing something really fun for my class before are last 2 other field trips to blanchard springs and pinnicale mountain....OK the guys are goin fishin US CHIKS ARE GOIN 2 THE TEACHERS HOUSE TO PARTY AND GO SHOPPIN AND RENT VIDEOS OMG!!!AAAAALL DAY!!and like of course we godda bring are own money but we're goin 2 the mall and everything we're also gettin makeovers...and omg!!!WITH ARE HOMEROOM TEACHER!!!shes so fuckin awesome,thats the nicest thing a teachers ever done wit us!!!but like,its great but the guys are goin fishin while we hav the best time of are lifes!!lol.....but we have graduation pics at saint johns,although thats not r skool.....4some reason they do that every year at saint johns wen thats not even are skool....neway though after pics we get to change into are casual clothes instead of satyin in dress clothes all day THEN we're goin out to chillis to eat...never ben there beofre,ive herd its pretty cool though.....but i soooo cant wait!!!

hey,2dae was pretty koel,we wokeup around 10:30 left for church around 11:15 got there around 11:50 and it let out just as we got there,so we didnt get to go to curch todae but we will next tme neway though then we went to go shoppin and came home and i finished my homewrk and talked wit friends online,dats bout it 4 today,my social life usually just evolves around,friends,boys and skool basically lol but like neway though i cried all day today,im an emiotnal person and ihate it wen everybdys mad at me cuz thats wat the situation was really....so yeah,my dad was mad at me and my mom was askin me wat was wrong and stuff but i wouldnt tell her cuz it'd make me cry even worse...iwasnt only cyring though cuz of my dad mad at me,iwas also cyrin cuz i was thinking about how all of my friends are leaving me...ok first of all my homegrls and homeboys moved away from me,NOW my skool boys and grls are leavin me,imean EVERYBDY IS LEAVING ME!!iwon't have ne friends to see nemore,ill just have to like make dates for my friends and me to meet and we're problyt not gonna have a chance to do some..imean,that just sucks so bad to me......*sigh*owell itl b all ok igues,ijust gotta go and deal with life and wat trials it has to offer.......

ihad writtn that earlier...iguess ill b alright:(
neway though todae i went chillin wit my mom and my dads out wit a friend celebraten his b-dae and im bout 2 eat sumthiin i think.im also listenin 2 some chillout music on yahoo messanger and my brother is playin his ps2 and well i just went shoppin,nuthin interesting happened so igodda go eat right now.......





hey...its me again...well nuttin much here its just 12:47..to me its stil mornin cuz i got my pj's on and i want some cereal lol...but im just thinking about graduation for me...its sad to me,im gonna miss alla my class mates they were so awesome,theres alodda memories that ill FORSURE remember lol and alodda embarrasing,happy,sad,ANGRY,in otherwords pissed memories...imean,iwish somebdy in my class thought the same way i did..well they do,its just that i make a big deal of it in my mind alot ........ but im in this alone,iwrote a poem about my upcomming graduation called "as we go on"its pretty koel but i didnt want nebdy seein it in my class cuz i made that like waaaaaaay beofre december ithink lol but i grduation pictures are like,NEXT MONTH!!omg!!witch is basiccally this commming week:( im sooo sad..and like at skool in literature/grammer classs we had to write a poem or sing a song by a singer or just simply make one up and rishi sung a song by john legend called "ordinary people"and like everytime i hear it on the radio it makes me wanna cry cuz it makes me remember rishi and wen i graduate and stil here the song ill definitily cry cuz ialmost cried then but my mom was there so i didnt. idont like nobdy but my friends seein me cry or the ppl ilove...iluv my parents but i just don't really fel comfortable cryin about sumthin perosnal like dat around dem....just thinking about graduation makes me sick and wanna cry imean,its so depressing to think about all b/c we're all goin 2 different/seperate skools its sad some of us are movin to different states,rishi was uppose to neway but hes probly stayin wit his sister viki-hopefully...u don't know how sad,depressing this is cuz we've been wit eahc other since kinderagrden..ive ben wit them since 3rd grade and left half of 5th and came bac in 6th and we're stil toegther and we're up in 8th but some of us known each other since kindergarden.....im just so sad right now im just about to cry this music im lisetnin doesnt help me ne either but i think its koel b/c it actually shows how much i care about my classmates,imean literally i care i'd cry if ne of them ever....ya kno....passed.........................................................
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neway though...its just sooo sad and depressing but i type what i think,it helps me get my feelings out more cuz it expresses the way i actually feel i mean my classmates and i have had are down times or our good times,embarrasing times....but we've all ben there 4 each other if u think bout it..wev've all been in some of the same situations and we had to delt with them....ijust love each and everyone of my classmates as family even over are 5day breaks from skool imiss them so terribly and over the summer,its like "icant wait to see them again"...well i cant say that now..cuz they'll b gone and plus i wont have ne of them in my clases cuz im goin 2 an all grls skool and none of the grls but one was gonna b in my clas but she found out she was moving to lonoke *sigh*owell and some of the boys are goin to an all boys highskool not all of them though,just some,others are goin to another skool but usually the 2 skools(grls and the boy skool)get together and do dances and pep rallys but stil,it won't be the same:( im just so close to them though.......................................................................


imean,its only 17 kids in my class and we are with each other in the sme classes and eveything so we pretty much know eahc other real well cuz we al have same clases and think the same way bout them lol and we have the same teachers at the sme time and we're such a small class its gonna b hard to take us apart mentally cuz we all love each other.....like at the begining of the skool year the grls and me would tell everybdy we loved each other and stuff lol,it was koel...those were the good times where graduation was soo far away....but the more we're with eahc other the closer we become the more attachted we are to each other and understand wat we're goin through....we're just use to each other and sometimes we have the same point of views and think the same as weird as it seems and sometimes we get on each others nerves,but then the next thing u know we're like best friends again....thats how it is with us and the more i think bout it it just makes me upset so im leavin now

hey 2day was great!well...at skool cuz like i got 2 talk wit my friends!!and if ur keepin up wit my house then ull know who the main ones are from skool and lke at breaktime at skool,afterlunch i hung out with kim and brittany cuz becca,natalie,and bailey had 2 work on how 2 get are 8th grade dance schedualed...it was suppose 2 b a secret but katie told me!heehee neway though we had stations of the cross today and like our homeroom teacher,Mrs Edwards wasnt here so we had a sub named Mr Phirir and like he just dropped us off basically cuz wen stations was over we had no clue where he was,so my class just went 2 are class room door and 2 our luck-IT WAS LOCKED!so we had 2 get a damn teacher and she found out he wasnt here so we had coach hogue look after us and we just hungout,i talked wit alex E.and im like "did u say the A word?"hes like,"wat?ass?"im like "no,u kno the OTHER one"hes like oooo allejuha"(idk how 2 spell it)but im like "ooh u said it!"then hes like making the sign of the cross lol then katie came up and alex is like "did u say the A word?"shes like"wat asshole?"we're both like "no"lol and shes like"wat then?"and hes like "ah"im like "le"hes like"lu"im like"ya" lol shes like "oh,alleluya?"we 're like "ooooh ur goin to hell!"lol and imade the sign of the cross on her lol and then im like"owell she wouldve been goin 2 hell neways if she didnt say alleluya in the first place"me and alex just laughed bout it!




and like afterskool my mom picked me up early cuz she got off of work 2dae and there was this lady in the front seat,where i usually sit!lol and like i was like 2 myself"who the hell?"then i finally got closer 2 see who it was and it was my dads friends wife....Mrs Gloria,shes nice pretty cool also and im like ohey Mrs gloria and all everything her and my mom went shopppin while i was at skool!!!!sux ass lol but neway though after they picked me up we went 2 pick my brother up [Mixa C]and then his friend was like starin at mrs gloria like,who the hell?lol..like me in other words but like i was sayin though after we picked him up we went shoppin and i took my hair down and put my cap on sideways and brought my purse inthe mall wit me,it was soo freakin fun wen i got 2 go 2 my fave stores while my mom and her friend went off....this one guy like ask me out i was uuh srry but ican't and i just left but thats koel though iguess:(
O!and 2dae at lunch time i ask emma wat she was eattin,shes like "AN OMLET!!!!"im like,geez ive never seen how an omlet looked cuz ive never eattin one"and like katie was sittin next to her and im like to katie"she gets so mad just cuz im askin her wat shes eattin"and then katies like "ill tell u wat im eattin"im like"yeah ikno katie"lol shes meh grl!katie the best man lol neway though i godda go now so...PEACE OUT,had an ok day 2dae:)

ya know ya love me,Christina

hey,2dae was kinda cool,at break time 4 skool i wanted 2 b alone ijust told my friends i wanted 2 think things through and everything,they thought sumthin was wrong wit me cuz usually im like talkative with them....im qiuet at skool,just not around my friends but neway we also went 2 library in mrs wallaces class and i found a book after that i looked at this book with espinoza,it was like one of those baby books with pictures lol,we were so totally bored haha neway though we stayed in there until we figured out every one was leaving lol.....but neway,like it was soo fun 2dae and mrs hedstrem the american history teacher was back..her sons doing fine now..finally lol..hes outta the hostpital....right now im listenin 2 tupac....but neway i had to write lines cuz i didnt have my P.E unifrom,like i never have it cuz i hate P.e and i never have it,but i just sat with espinoza and we talked and stuff witch was awesome,but i had 2 leave ealy 2 do the announcements and prayer for the whole skool over the innnercom,its real fun well im gonn go now and tlak wit my friends so.....PEACE OUT playas

ay,2dae was soo great!igot 2 talk with my friends todae!they talked 2 me!it wasnt mix-it-up day!lol neway though i had so much fun...2dae in music we were divided and i was in hannah,philip,ta'lun,rishi,and brittanys team...it was great!we had to makeup are own lent rap...mine went like this:

lent is the time,the time to shine to do good will without crossin the line we gotta do this,we godda get through this......


thats all i came up with cuz we had 2 combine r stuff.....it
was so frealin fun though!lol..igot 2 talk wit alex 2 dae!!it was great his gf wasnt controllin him 2 her eviiiiiil lare lol...it was all good though!omg!!omg!!we had a SUB 2dae! IN AMERICAN HISTORY......ok it was an african american guy and omg!!ta'lun kept talkin back 2 him,we're like "stop ta'lun,stop bein so rude!"and hes like "ok ok ok!"and the guys like"he should no how 2 control himself,let him sort through this"imean omg!ta'lun kept on and on atlakin back...and the substitute burned him bad....not literally...ya kno,like when u get back at sumbdy....he DISSED him so bad!!aw man,u shouldve ben there....ifinished up writin my story 2dae,it was great....ilet bailey read it cuz i wanna get afew of other ppls opinions b4 typin it up on here and stuff....alil more research bb4 doing that in the public...but neway dough.....yesturdae iwent 2 wal-mart supercenter wit my mom and she tried some clothes on in the fitin room...ithought it said "WOMENS FLIRTING ROOM!"omg lol...its like...."womens FLIRTING room?"then im like squintin my eyes...its like....OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nvm!!!,it says womens "fitting"room lol....im so stupid sometimes....ihate admittin that though lol...some ppl just admit it for other ppl 2 like them..its like "what the hell?"iwas like that wen i actually was stupid,cuz lie if u want ppl 2 think ur stupid,u obviosly are retarded lol.....my theory lol...and todae my ex friend,emma she ask bailey if she could come to her house fridae...baileys like "why would i come to ur house fridae?"its like OOOOOOOO BURN!lol.....neway though...im out,im sick of my ex,hes like sayin all deese excuses of syain that he didnt wanna go out wit me in the first place like,ur a dumbass,u never shutup and that stuff....when him himself,ask me out....its like .....wat the hell?lol neway thoiugh ihate him,thats that,and he keeps on talkin 2 me.....but neway he never understood me in the first place so ithought he was lame in that sence...but owell lol.....hes a buttweed,he sucks so im oever that motherfucka soooooo tata my ASS well im out pps LAYTA


ya kno ya love meh,Christina

mad,depressed everything...imean.....ireally wished i talked with thomas todae....didnt seem like he wanted 2 talk with me neways i guess....and rishi just left me alone by myself..alex went wit his gf cuz she begged him 2..like always! man,isware shes takin over his LIFE!!shes to controllable....gah....neway and emma stil tryin 2 make me jelous by inviting some grls over 2 her house wen they DONT EVEN WANNA go to the first!and imean i could care less,ihav other friends then her...now shes just doing that b/c she knows that she would get mad if i did that 2 her...so she thinks ill feel the same way...but sista...at least i GOT friends!gah,wat a buttweed...neway dough...uum....mrs hedstrem the american history teach wasnt there so the princpals husband was r sub..man he doidnt do nething but read...and later on he left the clss and left us by rselfves,and u better blieve we were actin like crazy manicans..wait....manicans dont move.....ok,MONKEYS!!.....yeah....uh,thats the word...but neway,icant believe that all my friends r dissin me and all my not so friends are actually talkin wit me,its like...is it mixed up day for christina here?!



but neway my homeboys got a basketball game tonight,hopefully they'll b happy im goin to this.....they probly wont diss me tomrw,HA!but neway.....ihope igot a ride...THIS IS WHERE GETTIN MY OWN CAR COMES IN!!!man,if i only had a car.....i'd get like a mustang man,like an electric green one,i'd b crusin in dat thing man it'd b bad!OYEAH!lol...well yeah...ikno..im crazy..ican act like a boy sometimes ithink,cuz i got a brother and iuse 2 do almost eveything my dad did wen i was young,im gettin outta it though!im not a tomboy...witch is a GREAT thing ill say lol..iuse 2 b wen i was young,but usually that always is the case for grls.......well im out i guess


PEACE OUT

ugh...ihad fun earlier til i got my message from my ex that said fuck u....its like,whats his fuckin probem?inever did nuthin 2 him?y should he b mad when he already luves sumbdy?he was the cheater!not me!gah guys r the most cheaters ever!!its soo common for guys to b cheaters like that!ihate him now and forever!iwill never say yes 2 him again!all though this is are second time itll never b r third!!!


todae we went out to eat and i wanted 2 stay home with all the lights out and go to sleep and just lay there in the darkness throughoutt he house...but noooo i had 2 go wit my family..owell neway i stayed in the car while my family went inside to enjoy the fuckup meal and i ate nuthin but a small macdonald hamburger and i blasted the music to turn my thoughts away from my despair...it was evanesence "my immortal"iblasted it so loud and this guy was complainin but i pretended that i didnt hear him...it was like fuck off u fatass faggot..newys ididnt eat much todae,cuz wenever im pissed or depressed i dont eat nething..all i ate was a buitciut and hamburger...owell,ialso wrote a poem while i went outside earlier in the afternoon..it felt good outside,nice breeze with the birds chirping and everything....so pretyt:) i also have this huge flower blossom tree that my mom took a pic with mi standin by.....well iguess ill go now,

u know u hate me,Christina

omg,i am sooo tired,iwish i could go to sleep but unfortunatly i cant cuz im at the library while my parents are like a few blocks away they just dropped me and my bro off here so we could entertain rselves by gettin on da net.well i only got an hour witch totally sucks penis man lol.Neway im so bored i guess ill call rishi in a few...wenever i godda get off.I had to wakeup so early this morngin cuz my parents had that meeting 2 go to.......its like "how come we just can't simply stay home?"imean gah,iwent to sleep at around 2:40 ALMOST 3 and hadda wakeup at like around 8:00am i men ive stayedup late til like 5:00 and where i hadda wakeup at 6:30 but that sucked also but owell neway its not ur problem its mine lol.I just thought i should up date my diary so well catch ya layta!!

hey!watsup?nmh im just kinda bored got back from the eat-out wit my family cuz my dads B-DAE WAS 2DAE!!!love ya daddy:)
it was soo much fun though!!!ialso didint go 2 skol 2dae cuz it was an offdae so i got my hair and im gonna do my nails in a minute (french manicure)and im just gonna chill cuz right now im listenin 2 my grl Beyonce!!!iluv that chik!!!she got a mouth on hur man,but yeah shes the best idol EVER!!ilove her:) but yeah shes awesome,iwish i cold meet her..neways i went to sears and k-mart wit my mom also and she surprised me wit the cd!!!!iwas like sooo happy!!!!!omg!!theres some MAJOR hits on B's cd!!!neway i gotta go chat wit my pimps and pimpettes,layta!!!

ya kno ya love me,Christina (C:

hey watsup?neway OMG the big rat came 2 are skool,in other words "chucky cheese"he came to see the lil kids but unfortunately my class had 2 come and see him we sat at the top bleachers and we sat there while the lil kids played duck duck goose,mostlythe k-6 witch sucked,it was boring as hell and man icould say that again...but i wont neway it sucked big time and uuum we were the last class to leave to gah it was boring but its better then P.E imean p.e literally sucks balls!just kidding lol,but it sucks neway theres niuttin else 2 talk about so cya


oyeah this morning i was sooo sad,idunno y?iguess cuz of the turing points that hav been goin on in my life.....its like eveyrhtings going so fast,and i dont like it...ilike to take things slow sumtimes....neway as a great friend should b one of my grlfriends was tryin 2 cheer me up and one of my other best friends alex tried....hes such a sweetheart:) he also has a grlfriend and tries 2 fit the times between me and her so he'll b wit both of us its just great:) and he taught me 2 do the "S-N-DOUBLE O-P-D-O-W-G"thing lol..imean it was a tongue twister 2 me at first lol.....hes like "ill teach u sumthing new everyday"it was like aaaaaaw:') cuz like i was crying one dae and he came to cheer me up and ask wats wrong and everything and then he taught me this trick and made me laugh a couple of times and hes like "ill teach u sumthin new everyday"......hes the best u can ever have....aREALfriend..all of his friends call him Espinoza..icall him alexsumtimes and espinoza other times....hes use to it,im just not use 2 callin him by his last name that much


LUV U ESPINOZA!!

hey!omg ilove all of my friends!there just the best!!!v-dae was so much fun 2!my class had a party and we partied lsitened 2 the radio hung out ne eveyrthing!and this guy told me happy valentines day and he gave me some candy!hes so sweet!!.....wenever he wants 2 be....neway ben cheated on me,but wat could i care?idont wanna hav nuthin else 2 do wit him.neway though we did the rosary in music class and i was in the backrow wit my homegrls and this dork in the front row is like "stop making fun of the songs!"...cuz they were singin instead of talking the raosry and it was like some kinda cd or sutmhing but neway wen the clas was over she was talkin 2 one lof my best friends and she said"i cant believe they were making fun of them singing a prayer"i was like "NOT ALL OF US WERE MAKING FUN OF THEM!" shes like "o stop tryin 2 defend"im like "IM NOT B/C I WAS ONE OF THEM!"i mean shes such a bitchy dork that thinks shes waaaay better then me-but shes not.all my friends no shes not,one of my friends r like "shes just jelous of u probly".....imean gah i hate that buttweed now lol.....but like,the best part of the day was wen i was waitin on my mom and one of my best guy friends and i were talking,it was sooo good 2 talk wit him again,imean the last time we ever had a looong talk would probly have ben idunno a week ago?but neway it was great and we caught on alot lol..imean we talk online all da time but it was great that i finally got 2 have a long talk wit him in person for a while instead of those 30minute ones lol...ikno it seems long 2 u but believe me 30mintus isnt long once ur talkin wit friends......but neway

ya kno u love me,Christina

dont got a bf nemore. his friend had 2 tell me that my boyfriend is cheatin on ME,he ask the grl out fridae anda hes been goin out with me forever it seems,imean hes not honest!thats the main thing i look in a guy honesty love gernerosity decent looking imean i just dont understand,he couldve atleast ben honest with me about cheating on me,so i dont got one.single again

the angel was so pretty inside,she brought out her eyes by the veil she wore.It was pink and colorful with a cloak that was blue.You never wouldve known she was an angel.She was an ordinary person with capris and sometimes slacks she never had a problem with guys taking naps.She never had a problem with ppl whistsling as she passed by she always wanted attention,she craved.You wouldve never known she was an angel.Everybdy was always so jelous they never even gave her a chance.Its like she didnt care that no one was ever there to support her.She was walking a shadow everyday and never noone would follow all they did was stare and whitsle at her beauty and get envious and hate her.She never cared she had so much power and self-esteem but outside of her mind was the sound of the word "reject"everyone considered her a "reject" nobdy ever came for her rescue she only had herself,no one to support her.She always helped and cared for ppl but they would never feel the same way towards her. They would ignore her and go about there bussiness.Yes may i say it was sad but thats how it is somewhere in this very world today.Ppl ignore,hate,get ENVIOUS of other ppl either b/c of wat they hav,how many friends they have,if there popular,how they look....theres so many reasons and ways and choices that theres waaaaaaay to much to type up...while im sitting here typing this very moment everything in this world is changing and whirling by,ppl meet other ppl,ppl getting in fights,wars, ppl's mental or physical actions towards themselves or others.Anything can happen in a heartbeat.

hey,its weird 2 think each and every one of us think different from each other....like we're all totally diferently ppl with totally different mind segments.....and we're living on this planet called "Earth"and its soooo big holding up all of the cuntries and states and EVERYTHING....even the oceans,forests,woods......its jus soo amazingly weird.....ihav no idea y im typing this up but im just curois 2 know where all of this actually came from..imean in science it says the big bang theory is supported by the red shifts witch actually means thats how the world began and its expanding even more.The big bang theory is qouted that"The universe began expanding out of an enormous explosion"why would ppl have that explaniation if other ppl say its not true?its just like ppl wanting u 2 belive in the toothfairy or santa...or even the sandman...although i wish i could believe in stuff like that but its kinda hard 2 b/c ive ben lied 2 all my life-it seems