OMG!!!ihad like soo much fun today!!!!!!!!!!!ok there was this international festival thingy but myfriends and me just ate the food in the caefteria and then we went out on the playgroud wen it was pitch black dark and we were like talkin and swingin on the swings and we went on the slide and aelx and natalie were flirtin around and layin on the slide beside each other LOL and shes like "this is weird"lol but besides that thomas crawled in the slide asnd threw rocks down at them!!!!!lmao but neaway though me rishi and bailey went in the litle kid primary buliding and it WAS SOO DARK!i thought rishi was goin 2 make a move or sumthin lmao,pardin my perveness lmao but neway he didnt and we had to sneak paast the rooms so know teacher or nebdy outside would see us INSDE the building and the second time we went in there it was me bailey and rishi and maggie and maggie left c/ she didnt wanna get in trouble "goodie goodie"lol and baliey left c/ she thought someone was comming so she left so it was just me and rishi and im like eveyrbdys goin and hes like yeah and we were just walkin out so nuthin happened and we were snekain out so a teacher wouldnt see us!lol c/ i didint wanna b in there by areselves ya kno;)im just not redy for that type of thing lol but neway we left and went outside wit the rest of the crew and ijust looked at his cell phone wit him and he has some AWSUM ring tones!!and well after that we just went out around the playgroud where nobdy would see us (as in my classs and 2 7th graders)and then the police went around and busted us!!!ther like "u all hav to go around where eveyrone else is" its liekt hey thought we were doing drugs or sumthin!lol but newy though we left but we hung out outside awway from eveyone but just not in the same place so then thomas was like "we should get on one of the rides" we're like alright!so we did and we got on the bungee thing but me and katie didnt git to go the frist time they did so they went a second time c/ we ALL wanted to go!and OMG!!it was sooo much fuckin fun!!!an d we all fell on each other lol it was like we were wrestlin but ta'lun went off 2 talk wit his grlfriend on the phone "hannah" and hes like i dont wanna hangout wit yall c/ yall suck,its like WTF!he WAS hangin wit us!!but who cares a fuck bout him lol but afterwards we just like hungout and thomas threw alex's SHOE IN THE DUMPSTER AND THIS GRL DIVED IN THERE AND GOT IT!!!!!EEEEEEEEEW!neway though then around 10 everyone left cept me and katie so we hungout,danced to music and well had a great time together and talked bout guys and I FOUND OUT MY EARING FELL OUT!!!!!it was the prettiest one VER!iwas going to wear it to the spring dance but i was like walkiin wit rishi and he let me talk on the phone so idid and iwas like "hello" and thomas is like "hey christina" im like "whos this" and hes like "is rish there?"im like hold on and ta'lun wanted the phone so i gave it to him lol but yeah it was soo much fun today...IHAD NO IDEA!!!but neway i was suppose to b in a shitty st particks parade but i ditched the idea so owell lol well dats it iguess i had MUCH more fun doing THAT!!!and this new kid named jonathon was there and he kept eyein me!!lol so much stuff happened though!!!more then i can type!!iwould probly write a whole book if i did type all of it lmao

heres a poem i made just a second ago lol:

The sunlight beaming through the shades,shows a bright and sunny day. The fresh smell of afternoon flowers shure don't smell sour. The bed that I now lay in is so comfortable with a baby blue colored sheet,theres no other place I'd rather be,then alone with me. I get to thinking of my friends and family and ponder on where life will send me. Theres no limit on what I could do, for I am me and NOT you. There goes the sound of the icecream man, oh what memories they can carry.Of how I would chase the truck with my best friend,she bought the flavour blue-berry while i bought chocolate ,it felt sooo GOOD then. I remember now those bright summer days,on where I use to laugh and play...ALL day. It was those days that I now miss for it will never seem to be the same,NOw all my friends have moved away and all my memories have been put on display,in my mind for only me to think about.Everything is now gone,while I MOVE on.



HERES another poem i made wen i was depressed and overworked and all that and thinking about how i hardly ever get 2 see my friends b/c they moved and that skool sux and i just feel like a reject siometimes...ok ilstop lol anyways,here it is......



          DEPRESSION
As I look into the mirror I start to cry, of the sanity that I feel inside,My face i hate so much. Isqueeze my fingers hard just to feel the pain that I bare inside. I want the pain to come alive. Ihate the way I feel, I hate the way that I look, I hate eveyrthing that my life is about. Its hard just to close your eyes,when everything is inside, To go deep in depth makes you want to loose your breath, It makes you want to loose your breath and die. Die on that single cry.The single cry that sheded that one tear.The tear of dread, hate, and fear. Nobody's there to help because they wouldn't understand themselves. Well the beginnings always go to an end and ends always starts at beginings.Well I feel my life has finished, therefore I feel diminished.


heres another one i wrote:

Im goint to kill myself tomorrow night, just after the moonrise. Im not going to pack ALL my things just a bowl of icecream and a knife on how i wish to kill myself. Im going to eat the last icecream thats left and remember that I've always hated myself. Everything that comes to mind reminds me that I can't say goodbye, but this is what I've wanted to do.Forget the past and just go through. I go through with my plan,of killing myself off first hand.I remember that I HAVE to pack the knife and also a gun, but first I was going to use the knife and once I feel that staggering pain, of feeling insane and of the hurting and ridicule in my life of pain, I was going to pull the trigger and be gone forever. I had it all planned out when, why, and possibly how. So once it came to tomorrow night, I had snuck out of bed with my things. I climbed the tallest hill and made for my very own kill. I pull out my knife right after the moon rise,hold it up and STAB myself in the wrist twice. I realize how much throbbing pain I have caused to myself and remembered I had brought something else. Since I still wasn't dead, I had rose the trigger to my very own head.I counted to three and then.......

I W A S  D E A D

heres a poem i made just a second ago lol:

The sunlight beaming through the shades,shows a bright and sunny day. The fresh smell of afternoon flowers shure don't smell sour. The bed that I now lay in is so comfortable with a baby blue color sheet,theres no other place I'd rather be,then lone with me. I get to thinking of my friends and family and ponder on where life will send me. Theres no limit on what I could do, for I am me and NOT you. There goes the sound od the icecream man, oh what memories they can carry.Of how I would chase the truck with my best friend,she bought the flavour blue-berry while i bought chocolate ,it felt sooo GOOD then. I remember now those bright summer days,on where I use to laugh and play...ALL day. It was those days that I now miss for it will never seem to be the same,NOw all my friends have moved away and all my memories have been put on display,in my mind for only me to think about.Everything is now gone,while I

hey....today was aaalright i guess.....stil we had a sub for the afternoon c/ my homeroom teach left for somewhere and well we got on r laptops and took 2 tests 1 vocab and one literature and well me and alex are doin alright for a start iguess.....like he started talkin really hes like "hello everybdy"and it was only me and kim lol we were at r lockers but i was just like "hello"but yeah and afterskool i talked wit him but its just not the same,its like hes stil mad at me or sumthin c/ usually he gets more into talking with me and stuff but instead we hardly did nething imean ugh owell itll all b over hopefully and well we really stARTED talkin aLIL bit when katilen was waven bye to me and i was like "was she wavin to me?"and hes like "idunno,im not even sure if she likes me nemore for her 2 b wavin at me" and im just like "oh"and im like "well i know sumthin u don't know" hes like "what?"im like u promise not to tell" hes like "yeah" im like "ok" and im like "u godda promise!"hes like "ok ok ok" and hes like "if u tell me sumthin i dont know ill tell u somthin u don't know" and i was like ok so i told him and hes like 'oh i knew that already"im like no u didnt!" and then he starts smiling and hes like "yeah...idid" im like okaaaa but besides that nuthin happened....so yeah


and OMG!!!at recess my whole class cept for like dave,ta'lun,alex,and emma were playin DARE and omg!it was soo much fun!and well i was dared to tell this grl she was sexy lol and I DID it!!man it was a WILD game even worse stuff den that happened it was soo much lool it was so hilarious to!but i dont feel like typin all dat up but neway though coach found out about my class playin dare so at P.E today we werent allowed to play it,so instead we had played the QUESTION game it was soo much fun like rishi he came up wit all of deese ?'s!!and i ask one to i was like "would u guys either choose sex or alchohol" majority was alcohol but i wouldve picked sex idint say though but rishi is like once ur drunk u can hav sex but becca is like u wouldnt feel nething though.and well we were just askin all of these ?'s and rishi ask the question "who would u bang in r class"it was like OMG!!man thomas shouldve been there it was soo much fun lol but to bad he wasnt here today and another ? was how old would we b if u wanted to have sex? neway though i godda go now so layta~!!!

ya know ya love me,Christina

hey!nuttin much happened today......just mad at one of my friends alex and hes mad at me!uuuuuugh!!ihope we get over this c/ i really love him as a friend and i kinda hav a deep crush on him.....omg,im just soo sad.Ook it all started today wen the teacher wanted him 2 pick a team member to work wit him on this project that only a few ppl got 2 do and i was one of them and well he didnt pick me!imean why was it so hard to pick 2 ppl outta some ppl he doesnt even talk to and some ppl he does and imean ive told him that hes a real great friend and that i trusted hiim...iguess that doesnt matter to him nemore though:(


well neways though he picked HANNAH and then he wanted the teacher to pick somebdy for him and she did and she picked KATIE.....ugh...:((((((( AAAND to top that off they went over and worked by MY desk and he saw that i was mad and hes like"hey watsup christina"im like "ugh nuthin"and he just went offf for a while and then katie got on his nerves and hes like "god stop being so annoying theres other ppl that actually wanted to help on this that didnt get to" man i was stil so pissed and he didnt even do nething he just was looking at me c/ i guess he knew i was mad so then he didnt even talk to me ...like i got over it after a while and i ask him a question anad he didnt even respond to me he just went off somewhere....god!!!!!god!god!GOD! so now i was mad at him so now hes mad at ME...its just BULLSHIT and now im just sad,im not mad nemore so we havent spoken yet right now im just in the world of gettin dissed by friends and me dissing my friends and just all dat.....



man i hate eveyrthing one right now...and alex well hes the guy that i never get mad at...c/ we're like best friends....but that just changed everything right there totally everything...ill say more tomrw..hopefully the moon shifts and leads me to the right planet for friendship healing......don't mind my pro of reading horoscope perosnality problem...ijust read horoscopes so itll make my dys much better instead of much worse..it said that i should b shifting into the moon of relationships and dating and alll that shit...but owell..nuttin happened yet so iguess its not true neways....

hey!well let me fill ya in wit today...well nuttin much happened really,alex had to move from my group today in mrs wallaces class,witch sucked lol c/ we had to take a stupid test and well in the afternoon in music class my whole classs and 7th got in trouble by the principal c/ of the rackit and playin around we were doing and she called us hoolagins,LMAO....and we godda write a letter and are parents gotta sign it and we have to bring it bac tomrw.....uum nuttin really happened,so thats all the interesting things iguiess lol..o and we just got skool camras only in 8th and 7th grades though...pretty weird huh?they say its motion detectors or digital camras...dont know!but the principal said its for if neone walks in and steals nething..we really need it though c/ my skool is seriously in the damn ghetto lol




ya know you love me,Christina


------------------------------ITS NOT OVA!!---------------------



RUMORS GOIN AROUND AT SKOOL



-Thomas likes maggie and possibly hes gonna ask her out ne day now.....(personally,ithink that there just friends or that if he DOES actually ask her out hes gonna keep it a secret b/c now eveyrbdy thinks that he likes her and he denies it soooo i bet he'll keep it a secret once they PROBLY go out so they won't get all "WE TOLD YA!AND U DENIED!")








-rishi likes becca





-hannahs goin out wit ta'lun c/ shes desperate for a boyfriend to complete her life





-Natalie's gay(or thats wat katie thinks LOL....hehe loooong storIES!)



-tif and luke "suppovly"went out for 4months and never told us nething now we found out by ashlee but we';re not for sure if its actaully true



-thomas likes ME!yippie lol



-that theres a guy tryin to break in2 our skool



-emmas frontin lol





-josh likes me...hes ok...but not my type lol


-taylor and katie brokeup c/ she liked luke better..*aaaw*
i herd that rumor from my grl brit!luv ya grl:)
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     BEST DRESSED of graduation pics!!
16-worst:1-BEST



16:bernadette
15:emma
14:thomas
13:kim
12:dave
11:hannah
10:natalie
09:becca
08:brittany
07:ta'lun
06:philip
05:baily
04:rishi
03:katie
02:alex
01:ME OF COURSE!!!lol



-ALL OF U GUYS WERE HOTT!ISWARE!!


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WEEEEEELL dats all i no fo now!!chek bac layta dough pimps &pimpettes!...ya kno ya wanna;)

hey watsup!ok let see today we had GRADUATION PICS....and it was soo much fun!!!OMFG!!ok first igot to skool and everybdy was admiring each others clothes,like skirts tops and shoes and stuff and our hair was soo fab!and well we took pics and stuff...then after a while we got in with the drivers adn i was in mrs edwards car wit katie emma and bernadette and then we drove to st.johns -finally got there and we stood out in the freezing cold just waitin 2 get r pic taken and meanwhile we were taken pics again lol hell i for got MY camra but the other grls had theres and we were doing the marlyn monroe posses lol cuz it was soo windy and we were just bein r silly selves!lol and then it came to my turn to get my GRAD pic taken FINLLAY!lol and then i was done so i went in mrs edwards car and me and katie clowened in her car while waitin on the other ppl to get done wit there pics and the guys were all so hot!ihave to dmit wit there ties and dress tuxs OMG!lol...katie actually thought a funeral was going on since they were dressed so GREAT..lol...



but finally after pics we went bac 2 skool and changed outta our dress stuff and into our casual clothing and then we just basically hung out til it was time 2 go to chilis...witch was around 10:50 we left c/ it first opens at around 11:00 and wen we got there they let us in erly..wicth was GREAT...and my normal self i hardly ate NETHING but one bite of hamburger and some fries and there water was NASTY cuz there was lemons in it so it tasted like lemon water and emmas like"itss al in her head c/ she just doesnt like lemons"(its like shut the fuck up lol)...and emma was complainin bout me not eattin my food..shes like "u know somewhere in africa a kid would eat that hamburger for his life"and im just like "well,i can't help it that im not huungry enuf to eat that damn hamburger so just fuck off"i mean damn shes always in ppls business but neway though...there was some hot waiter dudes lol and emma didnt eat her corn on the cob and i was like "theres some kids in africa thbat would die for that corn on the cob"..now wasnt that a BURN!lol...but wen we left from chilis to get bac at skool we just did nuttin but read or w/e and we looked at grad pics we took and ppl complimented mee on my clothes and my hair and stuff and it was soo totally FUN!!and around 2:00 we went to P.E and i just sat wit my homegrlsn and espinoza(alex)came up and hes like "hey watsup?"(and he touched me on my shoulder,witch gave me the shivers lol)and im just like "nuttin" then katie called thomas over and we were all talkin so then he showed us his back,where he got a HUGE scratch and he flashed us by lifting up his shirt lol.....wasnt to bad though * raises eyebrow*lol.....but yeah then P.E was over and we just went on the stage and rishi gave me some gum that he stole from katies purse lol then we all left and said bye and stuff lol...so that was my day and right now im just typin this up as u read....well.not RIGHT as ur readin it,but YA KNO lol.....neway though laytas!!!!



ya know you love me,Christina

------------------------------ITS NOT OVA!!---------------------


RUMORS GOIN AROUND AT SKOOL


-Thomas likes maggie and possibly hes gonna ask her out ne day now.....(personally,ithink that there just friends or that if he DOES actually ask her out hes gonna keep it a secret b/c now eveyrbdy thinks that he likes her and he denies it soooo i bet he'll keep it a secret once they PROBLY go out so they won't get all "WE TOLD YA!AND U DENIED!")





-rishi likes becca



-hannahs goin out wit ta'lun c/ shes desperate for a boyfriend to complete her life



-Natalie's gay(or thats wat katie thinks LOL....hehe loooong storIES!)


-tif and luke "suppovly"went out for 4months and never told us nething now we found out by ashlee but we';re not for sure if its actaully true


-thomas likes ME!yippie lol


-that theres a guy tryin to break in2 our skool


-emmas frontin lol



-josh likes me...hes ok...but not my type lol
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          BEST DRESSED
16-worst:1-BEST


16:bernadette
15:emma
14:thomas
13:kim
12:dave
11:hannah
10:natalie
09:becca
08:brittany
07:ta'lun
06:philip
05:baily
04:rishi
03:katie
02:alex
01:ME OF COURSE!!!lol


-ALL OF U GUYS WERE HOTT!ISWARE!!

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WEEEEEELL dats all i no fo now!!chek bac layta dough pimps &pimpettes!...ya kno ya wanna;) xX___Xx

hey,2day was pretty boring but ok iguess.....uum i wokeup this mornin around 9:30 and me and my mom went shopin around 11 somethin and got bac late but im so bored right now.....idint get to go to the guys basketball game iwish ik did though:( owell idunno wat 2 talk bout lol....well im gonna go now since i can't think of nething interesting that happened 2dae


RUMORS GOIN AROUND IN SKOOL:


-Thomas likes maggie and possibly hes gonna ask her out ne day now.....(personally,ithink that there just friends or that if he DOES actually ask her out hes gonna keep it a secret b/c now eveyrbdy thinks that he likes her and he denies it soooo i bet he'll keep it a secret once they PROBLY go out so they won't get all "WE TOLD YA!AND U DENIED!")


-rishi likes becca

-hannahs goin out wit ta'lun c/ shes desperate for a boyfriend to complete her life

-Natalie's gay(or thats wat katie thinks LOL....hehe loooong storIES!)

hey,todae was kinda koel um cant remember much though cuz i didnt go to my moms job afterskool,instead i got cheked out to get my hairdone for graduation pics this tuesdae and well the lady that was doin my hair brought her son wit her to work and she told me that he had a crush on me and hes like blushin and stuff lol he was sooo cute!..........in FIRST grade!lol hehee and she kept callin him a pimp,man ilove that lady shes like my older sister we have the WILDEST conversations!lol and there as this white guy that came in there and he looks like harry potter so they always call him that!..BEHINF his back of course!!but Shaye said that the older 6thgrls always likin her son and stuff...iwa like REALLY?shes like yea!but also 2dae i went shoppin wit my mom and in dillards my mom bought me a skirt that ive been wantin and in khols OMG!!they had some CUUUTE!!purses and belts and jewlry i wish i could buy that HWOLE store out sumetimes....well not the mens/boys clothes...well actually i would...i'd buy the whole store out for my family and friends!!YUPERz!!!but neways lol we also ate at chik-ful-a.WELL thats bout it that happened...o and im gonna b on a float for saint patricks day parade c/ my skols makin one soo nuthin really happened today at skool...not that i remember at least....OMG!!natalie can't have her b-dae party at her house c/ of her inground pool is leaking!!that sooo sucks!!!well ill cya layta iguess c/i godda finish up a project for skool...we have to biuld a toy and pretnd that we're actually saling it and we have to answer all of these questions a/b the profits and how much it'd b worth and like wat age group wouldf b most likly to play wit it and about the materials we'd use....we have to hav DETAIL DETAIL DETAIL....o and omg at lunch time alex came to sit by me and we talked bout the play and stuff thats goin on called "holy moses"he dint tryout for it,ididnt either c/ of....well LOOONG STORY!!but i really wanted to neway though and we were like "why do they call it holy moses when moses isnt even in the damn play"?lol.but some of my friends got the parts they wanted and bailey got all 4 of the solo song parts she wanted...so yeah an my other friend becca got a boy part!!lol she really wanted the main character but instead she got the boy part.....she tried out for that to ONLY b/c they wanted her to but she actually got it!!!well neway though the guys in my class have a tournament in basketball tomrw and i really wanna go!!!ihope ill b able to!!..... but ill cya layta


ya know ya love me,Christina

why is it that u cry even more once someone trys to help you through ur problems?is it cuz u care bout ur problem and u know that somebdy cares bout u that u care so much abuott he problem?or is it cuz u wish that they would just go away wen there tryin to help u out but u dont got the strength to tell them so it makes u cry even more?idunno i just know the feeling...icried last weekend and well my mom had ask me wat was wrong and it made the crisis even worse....idunno i guess u know that someone that hasnt paid attention to u actually cares and will b there wen ur sad...the least person u could think could b carin bout u inside...even ur worst enemy perhaps...u never no cuz its buried deep inside there soul.they want u to think that there all superior to u but in the inside there just week,in the outside they just showoff and do smack....

hey 2dae was pretty awesome nuhtin really ecxiting happened though.In mrs walaces class alex ask me another one of those questions agin about if i think him or katie is a koel friend and ithought he said "do u think me or katie flirts better?"im like uuuuh katie"and he opens his mouth wide lol then im like "both of yall" and then im like "wait no,u are"lol so he was happy and im not mad at him or nebdy but ihad my mom write an excuse letter for P.E 2dae so i wouldnt have to do it....for a special reason that might come unexpectantly but that reason never came so i just said ithink were havin freetime neway so ill just go ahead and dress into r p.e uniform and so i did and so we did have freetime where we could do watever we wanted and like my whoole class just shot hoops and rishi was lettiin me have his basketball to shoot and of course as guys do,they were showin off lol but then i got real tired so i sat in front of the stage wit natalie and we talked bout graduation and gossiped boutt his grl in our class named hannah, who got a new hair cut and how we HATED it lol til rishi gave her a basketball and she left and then after a while he gave me one to so it was like "y head/why not?"lol iluv basketball neways though,so yeah.......neways though afterskool outside it was so qiuet while we were waitin on r parents it was me,ta'lun and thomas and some lil kids and like my mom finally pulled up and thomas said "cya christina" to me!and i was just like "cya"bac lol neway though thats it...nuthin to interesting goin on 2dae heehee....u lucked out huh?well sowy!!and layta hata









heres the lent rap my group made up 4 music/lifeteen and the ppl in my group were :
     1:rishi
     2:Brittany
     3:Hannah
     4:Philip
     5:Ta'lun


heres the rap...but the boys left to do some stuff for a teacher so it was just me and the other grls rappin this...we changed the words around from ciara and missy elliots song 1,2,step


I GAVE UP JELLO,TO MAKE THE CHRISTIANS SAY HELLO AND THEY KNOW IM ROCKIN THE BEAT,IKNOW U HAVENT HERD OF ALODDA GREAT CHRISTIANS LIKE ME BUT U KNOW U BEST BELIEVE,IM 5FOOT ONE IWANNA HAVE SOME FUN AND YOU BEST BELIEVE IM NUMBER ONE......yeah we all took turns in a line,so we each had two lines also IT COULDNT BE LONG EITHER!...it was CRAZY!lol...thats it though...



HOTTEST COUPLES 7&8TH GRADES:



Ta'lun/Hannah=8th
Alex/natalie=8th and 7th
Ashlee/Sean=7th....there not the hottest though..hmmm owell lol

hey!half the day pissed me off....actually just the end in music class all b/c a guy called one of my best friends a name..idunno wat it was...she never told me,and he didnt either....but im so furious neway though OMG!iwas back at skool 2dae obviosly and wen i came in i got my books from the offfice came bac and emmas like "for ur information i was the one who stopped talking to YOU"and im like "wat the hell are u talking about?"and shes like u stopped talking to me for a stupid reason"im like "I DONT EVEN CARE NEMORE!"and shes just all quiet and stuff i mean for peats sake and shes like "natalie told me why u stopoped talking to me"im like "wtf!"imean gah wat a bitcheroo lol neway though later on in the day in mrs wallaces i got to sit by my favorite ppl!!!alex and katie!!cept im mad at alex now cuz he wouldnt tell me wat dave called katie....so yeah.....neway though also in mrs hedstrems class i had this note that i made..it was a sticky note,right?and i wrote on it "kick me if u hate me"and i passsed it to alex cuz he was sittin diagonnaly across from me from behind and i gave it to him and im like "put it on katies back"OMG!!and like lmfao he did!!and unfortunatly the fuckin thing FELL off!wat luck she had ,huh?and also he just HAD to ask me this ,but hes like "outta this group(as in him and katie,lol),who do u think is the koolest?and hes like "and u can't pick urself"...im like "uuh i dont wanna answer that!"and hes like "comeon!" im like "noo!!"and kaites like "loser!!*smiles*"and im like "i pick ALEX!"ha!thats wat she got and well he ask her the same question and shes like alex!im like "uh!"and then i ask him and hes like "definitly YOU!"and then im like "yay!!!"but yeah.....


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and well we had are math test today in wich was TOTALLY unexpected and well i got like a ...iforgot but that test brought my grade down and also the fact that i forgot my homwrk last week so i got a 67 as average for my math...and yeah im tellin ya my exact math grade for now,idont give a fuck wat yall think cuz its not like i kno u guys personally lol neway though i'd tell my friends i dont care bout my grades at this point in life neway though and at music class,we're switchin it to LIFETEEN:THE EGDE....where we talk about teen stuff such as peerpresure and lent for dummies and about wat lent means and about teens and drugs and all dat good stuff (sarcasm)lol....but neway and we got into our rap groups also witch totally sucked cuz i was mad at rishi and i was in his group to and i didnt even wanna say NETHING to him.....cuz he dint talk to me all day and i was mad at him for that:( but yeah,ihate it wen my friends do that or wen they hide somethin from me....but neways i got homwrk witch sucks BIG TIME ASS lol and well i godda go read a new novel for skool,we're reading a BORING book its called "a dairy of a young girl"its ANNE FRANK...omg SO BORING!but yeah and i godda go now.....so PEACE OUT PLAYAS


you know you love me,Christina

hey!watsup?im at home right now cuz i felt dizzy this morinin and im stil in my pjs lol im watchin bubble boy on comedy central its so hilarous lol hes on his way to niagra falls from california to stop this grls wedding and this one dude in a club had ask him y r u in a bubble?hes like b/c i was born without any immunities,witch means he can't b exposed to other ppls germs, and the guys like what the hell r immun ites and this other dude is like well i dont wanna stik around to find out and then he starts hollerin out THIS GUY IS MISIN IMMUNITES!!!ITS CONTAGOIUS!!!lmfao it was hilarous wen it actually happened but yeah and his paernts are tryin 2 find him while hes walkin around havin different adventures in a bubble and then his mom came up to a train and minime dude comes out and shes like hav u seen my son and hes like SON OF A BITCH!and shes like potty mouth u r!!and then she shows him a piece of candy and shes like he has a bubble around him!omg its just so hilarous but neway ive eben so bored today iwonder wat there doing in my class right now..woa THER OUTTA SKOOL ALREADY!lol its like 3:02 here.....well im goin 2 skool tomrw though i was just soo tired and dizzy my mom said i could stay home...so yeah..neway though igodda go watch the movie!! PEACE

ya know u love me,Christina

ay!2dae was fun!besides the fact of mrs wallaces class and mrs hedstrems,cuz in mrs hedstrems there was literally a fight almost bout to hit,cuz 2 friends of my friends
ARENT friends with each other....there both enemies but luckiy im friends wit both of them...neway though they were like makin combac after combac,imen i had to get up and leave it was like "shutup!"they finally stopped though.




neways dough 2dae at breaktime after lunch my whole class went on the top of the black top and talked aboutt he upcomming spring dance we're having...OMG I CANT WAIT!!!!we're the hosts though,its a surprise we're doing for the 6 and 7th grade,its gonna b great!!my class is doing it all,the teacher is leaving it all up to r responcibility!!witch is great we're thinking bout doing a kareokee contest only first place winner to...no 3 or 2nd..ONLY first!its gonna b sooo much fun thogh!and are theme is "New York clubin"we get to wear like leather minis and club stuff...ya kno ordinnary thug lookin stuff witch is totally awesome man!!!but like,we had alodda themes 2 choose from,but the most votes was the new york theme.................... there was a hawiian one and austin powers and uuuh..let me see....oyeah,um grease and retro,ya kno the pooodle skirts and there was also disco....like,noway disco!lol but yeah,its gonna b great and my class is gonna do a special performance at the end to the "friends"theme song..we're gonna dance and everything lol and the music we're gonna listen to DURING the party is mostly gonna b rap and stuff..cuz ya kno,its clubin and like its gonna b soo great.....we're also gonna like have a photo booth and stuff lol but like its gonna b sooo much fun!!!omg!!but aaw just thinkin bout graudation is hard,we have pictures NEXT COMMING WEEEK DAMNIT!!!!and well yeah,it sux ass:( but like i can't wait til april lol,u wont beleive this..




it might seem kinda weird but like first day of april the teacher is doing something really fun for my class before are last 2 other field trips to blanchard springs and pinnicale mountain....OK the guys are goin fishin US CHIKS ARE GOIN 2 THE TEACHERS HOUSE TO PARTY AND GO SHOPPIN AND RENT VIDEOS OMG!!!AAAAALL DAY!!and like of course we godda bring are own money but we're goin 2 the mall and everything we're also gettin makeovers...and omg!!!WITH ARE HOMEROOM TEACHER!!!shes so fuckin awesome,thats the nicest thing a teachers ever done wit us!!!but like,its great but the guys are goin fishin while we hav the best time of are lifes!!lol.....but we have graduation pics at saint johns,although thats not r skool.....4some reason they do that every year at saint johns wen thats not even are skool....neway though after pics we get to change into are casual clothes instead of satyin in dress clothes all day THEN we're goin out to chillis to eat...never ben there beofre,ive herd its pretty cool though.....but i soooo cant wait!!!

hey,2dae was pretty koel,we wokeup around 10:30 left for church around 11:15 got there around 11:50 and it let out just as we got there,so we didnt get to go to curch todae but we will next tme neway though then we went to go shoppin and came home and i finished my homewrk and talked wit friends online,dats bout it 4 today,my social life usually just evolves around,friends,boys and skool basically lol but like neway though i cried all day today,im an emiotnal person and ihate it wen everybdys mad at me cuz thats wat the situation was really....so yeah,my dad was mad at me and my mom was askin me wat was wrong and stuff but i wouldnt tell her cuz it'd make me cry even worse...iwasnt only cyring though cuz of my dad mad at me,iwas also cyrin cuz i was thinking about how all of my friends are leaving me...ok first of all my homegrls and homeboys moved away from me,NOW my skool boys and grls are leavin me,imean EVERYBDY IS LEAVING ME!!iwon't have ne friends to see nemore,ill just have to like make dates for my friends and me to meet and we're problyt not gonna have a chance to do some..imean,that just sucks so bad to me......*sigh*owell itl b all ok igues,ijust gotta go and deal with life and wat trials it has to offer.......

ihad writtn that earlier...iguess ill b alright:(
neway though todae i went chillin wit my mom and my dads out wit a friend celebraten his b-dae and im bout 2 eat sumthiin i think.im also listenin 2 some chillout music on yahoo messanger and my brother is playin his ps2 and well i just went shoppin,nuthin interesting happened so igodda go eat right now.......





hey...its me again...well nuttin much here its just 12:47..to me its stil mornin cuz i got my pj's on and i want some cereal lol...but im just thinking about graduation for me...its sad to me,im gonna miss alla my class mates they were so awesome,theres alodda memories that ill FORSURE remember lol and alodda embarrasing,happy,sad,ANGRY,in otherwords pissed memories...imean,iwish somebdy in my class thought the same way i did..well they do,its just that i make a big deal of it in my mind alot ........ but im in this alone,iwrote a poem about my upcomming graduation called "as we go on"its pretty koel but i didnt want nebdy seein it in my class cuz i made that like waaaaaaay beofre december ithink lol but i grduation pictures are like,NEXT MONTH!!omg!!witch is basiccally this commming week:( im sooo sad..and like at skool in literature/grammer classs we had to write a poem or sing a song by a singer or just simply make one up and rishi sung a song by john legend called "ordinary people"and like everytime i hear it on the radio it makes me wanna cry cuz it makes me remember rishi and wen i graduate and stil here the song ill definitily cry cuz ialmost cried then but my mom was there so i didnt. idont like nobdy but my friends seein me cry or the ppl ilove...iluv my parents but i just don't really fel comfortable cryin about sumthin perosnal like dat around dem....just thinking about graduation makes me sick and wanna cry imean,its so depressing to think about all b/c we're all goin 2 different/seperate skools its sad some of us are movin to different states,rishi was uppose to neway but hes probly stayin wit his sister viki-hopefully...u don't know how sad,depressing this is cuz we've been wit eahc other since kinderagrden..ive ben wit them since 3rd grade and left half of 5th and came bac in 6th and we're stil toegther and we're up in 8th but some of us known each other since kindergarden.....im just so sad right now im just about to cry this music im lisetnin doesnt help me ne either but i think its koel b/c it actually shows how much i care about my classmates,imean literally i care i'd cry if ne of them ever....ya kno....passed.........................................................
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neway though...its just sooo sad and depressing but i type what i think,it helps me get my feelings out more cuz it expresses the way i actually feel i mean my classmates and i have had are down times or our good times,embarrasing times....but we've all ben there 4 each other if u think bout it..wev've all been in some of the same situations and we had to delt with them....ijust love each and everyone of my classmates as family even over are 5day breaks from skool imiss them so terribly and over the summer,its like "icant wait to see them again"...well i cant say that now..cuz they'll b gone and plus i wont have ne of them in my clases cuz im goin 2 an all grls skool and none of the grls but one was gonna b in my clas but she found out she was moving to lonoke *sigh*owell and some of the boys are goin to an all boys highskool not all of them though,just some,others are goin to another skool but usually the 2 skools(grls and the boy skool)get together and do dances and pep rallys but stil,it won't be the same:( im just so close to them though.......................................................................


imean,its only 17 kids in my class and we are with each other in the sme classes and eveything so we pretty much know eahc other real well cuz we al have same clases and think the same way bout them lol and we have the same teachers at the sme time and we're such a small class its gonna b hard to take us apart mentally cuz we all love each other.....like at the begining of the skool year the grls and me would tell everybdy we loved each other and stuff lol,it was koel...those were the good times where graduation was soo far away....but the more we're with eahc other the closer we become the more attachted we are to each other and understand wat we're goin through....we're just use to each other and sometimes we have the same point of views and think the same as weird as it seems and sometimes we get on each others nerves,but then the next thing u know we're like best friends again....thats how it is with us and the more i think bout it it just makes me upset so im leavin now

hey 2day was great!well...at skool cuz like i got 2 talk wit my friends!!and if ur keepin up wit my house then ull know who the main ones are from skool and lke at breaktime at skool,afterlunch i hung out with kim and brittany cuz becca,natalie,and bailey had 2 work on how 2 get are 8th grade dance schedualed...it was suppose 2 b a secret but katie told me!heehee neway though we had stations of the cross today and like our homeroom teacher,Mrs Edwards wasnt here so we had a sub named Mr Phirir and like he just dropped us off basically cuz wen stations was over we had no clue where he was,so my class just went 2 are class room door and 2 our luck-IT WAS LOCKED!so we had 2 get a damn teacher and she found out he wasnt here so we had coach hogue look after us and we just hungout,i talked wit alex E.and im like "did u say the A word?"hes like,"wat?ass?"im like "no,u kno the OTHER one"hes like oooo allejuha"(idk how 2 spell it)but im like "ooh u said it!"then hes like making the sign of the cross lol then katie came up and alex is like "did u say the A word?"shes like"wat asshole?"we're both like "no"lol and shes like"wat then?"and hes like "ah"im like "le"hes like"lu"im like"ya" lol shes like "oh,alleluya?"we 're like "ooooh ur goin to hell!"lol and imade the sign of the cross on her lol and then im like"owell she wouldve been goin 2 hell neways if she didnt say alleluya in the first place"me and alex just laughed bout it!




and like afterskool my mom picked me up early cuz she got off of work 2dae and there was this lady in the front seat,where i usually sit!lol and like i was like 2 myself"who the hell?"then i finally got closer 2 see who it was and it was my dads friends wife....Mrs Gloria,shes nice pretty cool also and im like ohey Mrs gloria and all everything her and my mom went shopppin while i was at skool!!!!sux ass lol but neway though after they picked me up we went 2 pick my brother up [Mixa C]and then his friend was like starin at mrs gloria like,who the hell?lol..like me in other words but like i was sayin though after we picked him up we went shoppin and i took my hair down and put my cap on sideways and brought my purse inthe mall wit me,it was soo freakin fun wen i got 2 go 2 my fave stores while my mom and her friend went off....this one guy like ask me out i was uuh srry but ican't and i just left but thats koel though iguess:(
O!and 2dae at lunch time i ask emma wat she was eattin,shes like "AN OMLET!!!!"im like,geez ive never seen how an omlet looked cuz ive never eattin one"and like katie was sittin next to her and im like to katie"she gets so mad just cuz im askin her wat shes eattin"and then katies like "ill tell u wat im eattin"im like"yeah ikno katie"lol shes meh grl!katie the best man lol neway though i godda go now so...PEACE OUT,had an ok day 2dae:)

ya know ya love me,Christina

hey,2dae was kinda cool,at break time 4 skool i wanted 2 b alone ijust told my friends i wanted 2 think things through and everything,they thought sumthin was wrong wit me cuz usually im like talkative with them....im qiuet at skool,just not around my friends but neway we also went 2 library in mrs wallaces class and i found a book after that i looked at this book with espinoza,it was like one of those baby books with pictures lol,we were so totally bored haha neway though we stayed in there until we figured out every one was leaving lol.....but neway,like it was soo fun 2dae and mrs hedstrem the american history teacher was back..her sons doing fine now..finally lol..hes outta the hostpital....right now im listenin 2 tupac....but neway i had to write lines cuz i didnt have my P.E unifrom,like i never have it cuz i hate P.e and i never have it,but i just sat with espinoza and we talked and stuff witch was awesome,but i had 2 leave ealy 2 do the announcements and prayer for the whole skool over the innnercom,its real fun well im gonn go now and tlak wit my friends so.....PEACE OUT playas

ay,2dae was soo great!igot 2 talk with my friends todae!they talked 2 me!it wasnt mix-it-up day!lol neway though i had so much fun...2dae in music we were divided and i was in hannah,philip,ta'lun,rishi,and brittanys team...it was great!we had to makeup are own lent rap...mine went like this:

lent is the time,the time to shine to do good will without crossin the line we gotta do this,we godda get through this......


thats all i came up with cuz we had 2 combine r stuff.....it
was so frealin fun though!lol..igot 2 talk wit alex 2 dae!!it was great his gf wasnt controllin him 2 her eviiiiiil lare lol...it was all good though!omg!!omg!!we had a SUB 2dae! IN AMERICAN HISTORY......ok it was an african american guy and omg!!ta'lun kept talkin back 2 him,we're like "stop ta'lun,stop bein so rude!"and hes like "ok ok ok!"and the guys like"he should no how 2 control himself,let him sort through this"imean omg!ta'lun kept on and on atlakin back...and the substitute burned him bad....not literally...ya kno,like when u get back at sumbdy....he DISSED him so bad!!aw man,u shouldve ben there....ifinished up writin my story 2dae,it was great....ilet bailey read it cuz i wanna get afew of other ppls opinions b4 typin it up on here and stuff....alil more research bb4 doing that in the public...but neway dough.....yesturdae iwent 2 wal-mart supercenter wit my mom and she tried some clothes on in the fitin room...ithought it said "WOMENS FLIRTING ROOM!"omg lol...its like...."womens FLIRTING room?"then im like squintin my eyes...its like....OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nvm!!!,it says womens "fitting"room lol....im so stupid sometimes....ihate admittin that though lol...some ppl just admit it for other ppl 2 like them..its like "what the hell?"iwas like that wen i actually was stupid,cuz lie if u want ppl 2 think ur stupid,u obviosly are retarded lol.....my theory lol...and todae my ex friend,emma she ask bailey if she could come to her house fridae...baileys like "why would i come to ur house fridae?"its like OOOOOOOO BURN!lol.....neway though...im out,im sick of my ex,hes like sayin all deese excuses of syain that he didnt wanna go out wit me in the first place like,ur a dumbass,u never shutup and that stuff....when him himself,ask me out....its like .....wat the hell?lol neway thoiugh ihate him,thats that,and he keeps on talkin 2 me.....but neway he never understood me in the first place so ithought he was lame in that sence...but owell lol.....hes a buttweed,he sucks so im oever that motherfucka soooooo tata my ASS well im out pps LAYTA


ya kno ya love meh,Christina