man, talk about the summer i need a boy,......

I want a boy.

A nice and sweet boy.

A boy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it.

He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga.

He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.

He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing.

He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice.

He'll text me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe I love you!".

And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.
He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.

And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends.

When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear.

He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me.All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them.

He'll stay up with me all night when im sick.When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear.

He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect.

We always end up laughing aboutt silly fights.

We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it.

Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me ... Everytime he kisses me.

He'll tell me he'd die without me.

He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day.

He would think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy.

he wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me--
--and would hold me when i cry ..

he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he’s ever met.We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing.

He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch

*snowflakes* on our tongues

And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.

He'll let me go places with his mom.

We would play tag and not care whos watching.
We'd kiss in the rain.

And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again.

I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me,

and than go totally soft when I got sad and apologize.

I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars.

Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house

I want someone to be there no matter what ... always and forever *

Perfect....

I'll be his everything.

hey well its monday only 1 more day left of skool...so sad NEWAYS lol today uum nuttin much happened al we did at skool was clean r room up and then that was just in the mornin then afterwards just hungout,ya kno then we ate chocalate..ilove...*hint hint wink wink..look at the name*..newy im so happy that u liz finally finished up muh cd!!iwove u grl!!lol ....um let me git outta that mood lol uuum well today was liek sooo buttass boring dude lol but like to git choco stuff she liike ask a ?,like if u were a grl and uve ever kissed a guy..or the other way round,ya kno and whoever has done it could go up and git candy iwanted her to be like if uve ever had a boyfriend or grlfriend,but shes never said it...ugh that suckd but she just ask peronsal or humerous ?'s like that...some funny some personal..omg she ask if ne of the grls owned polka dot underwear and i went up there,iwas kinda embarresed once i went up tehre but i didnt care c/ idont realy like nebdy in muh class nemore c/ thats over Ilike sombdy else now c/ its not liek somebdy likes me in da class dont matter though omg im goin skatin wit friends this saturday wit these NEW friends that ive never been out wit before c/ we just thought about goin somewhere c/ we've tlaked n stuff we've just never been out or nethin like that and we're goin this saturday,iplanned it c/ i ask a friend namd brittany if she could go to the movies at breakinridge wit me this weekend and she said she couldnt but she COULD go skatin and i was like sure why not,so yeah and we invited 3guys to come and 3grls includin me and brittany it'd be 5grls and injcludin my bro it'd be like 4guys..ithink...mab brittanys bro is commin,then it'dm be 5grls and 5boys and we're invitin a chiik my brother is inlove wit so yeah we'll see how that turns out lol..neway though ill cya guys!!

hey well today was sunday and iwent to this sunday skool end of the year thingy kinda like sklool ya kno so they like gave out wards and stuff and like all dat shit but uum then church came and uuuuhhh let me see after church we went to this open house for a house c/ we're tryin to look for a house to move into but uuum after we went to that we went out to eat at KFC....whitch was good but i just ate a piece of chicken and ate macdonalds fries and hamburger while my other family just ate KFC...im so different from my family....sometimes,when it comes to food and music c/ nobdy in my family likes much rock music sept for me lol idont eevn like alot of it just a lil bit but neway after that we went to walmart then we went home but yeah thasts wats happened today o and afterwards me and my mom went to wendys while my dad and bro stayted home.....





Saturday 14 ,05


well ikinda forgot wat happened this day i just remermber when my ex boyfriend,shabozz came over to play basketball wit my brother i was leavin to go shoppin wit my mom and hes like "hey mrs gatewood"-to my mom and he said "hey christina" to me i was just like hey lol but uum yeah i wanted to stay and chit chat but iwas alredy ;leavin so yeah neway though thats all i remerber of wat happened lol neway bi!





HOLLA BACK MUH PPL!!

hey today we had are farewell mass and like all of the grls were crying except for me and kimberly it was sad i almost cried during becca and ta'lun's speech b/c it really touched me the most but neway iwas kinda nervous wen we first walked in the church and all eyes were on us and i also liked tha attention,i admit lol but neway today after the mass and all da "paperazzie" ..-rishi called it that,LOL um we hung out in class til like around 10:35 ...ithink...dont remember actually but i hugged some of the 6th graders lol some of dem r koelio but neway after we hungout we went to wendys to eat lunch and after wendys we went bowling and i took like ALOT of pics,itook some of ta'lun bailey natalie espinoza uuuum bernadette...hmm oyeah and katie and brittany just alot of ppl lol and my dad was wantin me 2 save up some film for the other field trip wen we're goin 2 pinnical and that is this comming tuesday and i saved my film alright...*ihav 3 more left* LOL but uum cant think of nuttin else that happened oyeah espinoza wanted me to kick katie or hit her im like no and hes like why?,r u afraid of her or somethin? im like no shes just koel to me sometimes and i dont want to hurt her b/c she did nttin bad 2 hurt me and hes like oh ok so yeah.....he kinda made me mad wen he ask if i was afraid of her b/c im not afraid of NOBDY in my class ijust want everybdy to like me and not hate me b/c i want to be smbdy that every1 will miss forever while also remembering.....well newayZ theres only 3 more days left of skool for us 8th graders which is totally sad for me 2 think about and it sux but we only hav monday where we're able to wear causal clothes and we're just goin to work all day in class like cleanin up and crap, while the WHOLE intire skool is goin 2 the travelers game at ray winderfield and also on tuesday we're goin 2 pinnical mountain where my dad is probly drivin some of us and uum wednesday we dont go to skool and thursday is r graduation and thats r last damn day at OLGC and the graduation follows a reception and after the reception everybdy leaves cept for us and we just have a afterparty for r class only til like 11 pm then comes the hugs and ill miss you's and stuff like that...well neway iwanna hug everyby idont care if ur a guy or not ill miss everybdy and iLOVE U GUYS!!!.. bi!!
holla back muh ppl

today at p.e we played wifleball and dude do i suck at runnin lol,plus i was like wearin skin tight jeans so like i didnt really run,ijust walked to the bases the second time but wen i was sittin wit alex he is like "bailey thnx shes so hot but shes really butt ass ugly" i was like "dang alex"lol but i was like "yeah and she thinks shes so smart"so yeah and also we were tlkin bout how brittany looks like a chipmunk lol but neway rishi was actin like an ass to one of my friends,cant beleive he was bein that way and he was actin all..ugh erlier like somethin happend 2 him i wonder if he saw that i was mad at him????hmm owel but bout my mood...im inlove wit a guy but i dont kno whitch 1 of the 2 im in deep love wit.....confusin....hate this feeling il git over it though..ialways do.....o and omg ok one of my best friends went to natalies house to tan wit her by the inground pool that shes got and my best friend,her name is katie well neway she was wearin a haltertop bathin siut and well natalie was pullin the strps of the bathin siut up and down and katie is like "wat r u doing!" and like also she got these to teddy bears and named one katie and the other philip and put them in her bra and stuck um out at katie and then she took um out and was pretending they were humpin each other.....its like wat a fuckn perve she acts so gay sometimes and the other grls in my clas dont wanna admit it,ibet they think the same thing but neway after all dat katie told me bout alex was wantin 2 kno so i told him bout the bathin siut thing wen she was pullin the straps and hes like "thats nice"..LOL... and in class today alex wispered in my ear he said katies name loud on purpose then he was just wisperin giberish in my ear we were pretendin that we were talkin bout her then she liike hit him wit her nails and dude shes got some long ass nails watchu tlkin bout lol and hes like "damn katie that hurt like hell"shes like "oh srry"wit a lil cute smile lolo and alex looked sooooosoooo cute today,he looks cute in preppy clothes...im not tlkin bout r uniforms but the clothes that hes got that ive seen him wear r like preppy and he loks so cute in them but yeah neway though im out now o and this hasnt been updated in a while only b/c ive been usin xanga,that things awesome...

holla back

-Im a hustla baby just on tha grind, aint no busta lady my wrist stay shine, dont look 2 close you might go blind.

hey watsup!well mondays never go well huh?this one dindt,imean nutin BAD or teerrible happened but usually the start offs r pretty damn boring so neways today went by slowly as far as i concieved it to be goin,imean i HTOUGHT it would be damn boring but "neways"- like i ALWAYS say ... i say dat all the time im sry if its annoying BUT uum today we didnt do nething imean me rishi talked me alex talked imean duh i talked wit everybdy in my class nuttin really exciting happened so ur wasting ur time reading this shit but um itomrw is baseball cap day and im goin 2 where my pimpin cap that says baby girl on it cha...pimpin baby lol but uum cha oo AAAAND yearbook signin wednesday and today i hav this friend thats just like a lil sister to me and shes in the 6thgrade lol and shes cute(like a lil kid,lol) but theres a rumor that she humped a pole and pretended that it was taylor(this guy that she use to like but shes over him since he didnt want to slowdance wit her at the dance) but neways i asked her bout it at lunch and shes like NOO its not true! but um yeah...GOODBYE

ya kno ya love me,Christina:)

hey!! today was pretty koel c/ this mornin me and my mom went to macdonalds like 3 freakin times c/ they never got my order right damnit lol but neways after that we went to the laundry mat c/ r washer and damn dryer broke so yeah and we went to citie trends baby!!BEST PLACE EVER!!..well..best store ever that is.....but NEWAYS wen we first went there,igot out of my car and omfg this HOT spanish guy was staring at me and i looked back at him and hes like "hey" im liek hey back but i had to go c/ my mom was callin me so i was like well i hafta go now hse like ok bye lol so yeah thats it lmao but neways he was soo hott and shit!but neways after that we went home and after home we went to goodys for lik 3-4 hours and rishi called my cell like right at the chekout and we talked for like idunno 40mintues c/ his friend was over and kept buggin him lol but yeah and newys i didnt do much c/ thats all that happened o and we also went to walmart and o'reilys and auto zone i went everywhere wit my mom today and nuttin else really happened as exciting as meetin that hot spanish guy *daydreaming*lol and talkin wit rishi but neways goodnite!!!!lol:)

ya kno ya love me,Christina:)

hey!!omg the party friday was soo much fun,it was just great and i danced wit some of the 6th graders and 7thgrades c/ man they can dance so great!iliked it though wen all of us finally danced together like the 6-8 grade but i also danced wit my class ALOT and it was soo much fun i was like dancin so hard and fast for like 3 hours to 4hours and i never set down c/ katie is like "do u wanna rest" i was like hell no!dude i seriously felt drunk as hell but it was so great,idanced wit rishi alex natalie becca katie julie erika emily katie M. christine zack justin kaylee man theres a WHOLE lot more just dont feel like namin the rest c/ it was real big we played luda chris ciarra eminem and all dose singers dude it was great o and my class got r yearbooks!!!we got it friday,see the 8thgrade gets it before ne other class does c/ since we're the oldest class and since we made the yearbooks we git 2 see how it looks,so yeah and we signed each others year books and shit and i only got 2 sign alex katies bernadette natalie bailey and some other ppl i cant remember c/ im listenin 2 some music right now and natalie brittany rishi alex ta'lun bailey signed mines im bringin my yearbook bac monday,but the dance was soo great,like we made a circle and every minute somebdy new would git in it and once i got in it they were like "go christina go christina go go-go christina" it was liek that and we also had a soultrain thing goin on like the guys would face the grils and we would walk down the line dancin,if u were there u wouldve undterstood lol but it was great the only thing was i got a trollihorse and i had 2 sit down and rest and i went home erly wit my mom:( i was suppose 2 spend the night at katies house but i couldnt c/ my leg:( owell it feels alil better but i had to limp like i was in a gang or somethin lol ooo and ALSO friday we went bowling!!it was OK imean i hate bowling c/ is soo boring and thats the first time i actaully went bowling,ikno its weird alot of other ppl think so to but it hasnt really been an interest to me latly and it stil isnt..... neways though i hafta go now,k?well PEACE OUT!

ya kno ya love me,Christina:)

hey friends wastup lol wel nt much goin on hur o and rishi FIIINALLY got back form canada..omg he said the ppl in canada say "sick" insted of DUH and also wen they laugh they snap there fingers and they always say "thats wicked!!!"...and ALSO wenever they talk 2 u,there like "guy i told u 2 do this!" or "guy!!come on tell me the secret!!".....u git the point lol but yeah,they weird!lol but neways today nutitn much HAPPENED ..like i just said but like we had a "gopher in the hole" its wenever some bad guy or women or whoeer is near the skoool,or either breaks in the skool,the codeword is "gopher in the hole" but now...THEY CHANGED IT...and im NOT tellin wt the other code is c/ its kiiiiiinda private stuff inless u go 2 my skool and in that case U DONT so uh lol .,...yeah but my dad drove to the blanchard springs field trip wit us and he took some pics and i brought them to skool and like the whole class was lookin at them and im gettin one of them blown up(*not literally*),the one wit one of best friends and me sittin on a rock in the middle of the spring its soooo bueatiful!!!but neway though..gettin alil carried away there huh lol uum at the gopher in the hole thing we locked the front door of the classrom and the backdoor and we turned all da lights out and went to the back of the classroom.....it was romantic;) JOKING!!!lol but i go 2 like a private skool in the ghetto and sometimes we even call it our lady of ghetto counsel lol but we've had blackouts and all dat criminal stuff goin on around my skool..its actually kinda exciting lol and like almost everyday we hear an ambulance or firetruck or police car or gun shots goin on....o and at break time me and katie were hanging out and kim came over to us and shes like "any of yall wantin 2 do the film?" my and katie r like "no" shes like well yall hafto do somethin and yal r the only ones BRGING NOTHIN....then im like well i wanted to bring the 2 liter dr peppers shes like well u shouldve came c/ we called all the 8thgrade up on the hill then im like welll we werent even outside wen it happened and shes like well yall saw us up there then im like well somtimes yall just hang out up there and shes like i cant believe yall rnt gonna bring nething then katie is like IM BRINGIN MYSELF lol and kim's like WEL THATS NOT NUF.....so yeah..neway though thats bout the "dance" commin up..ikeep callin it a party lol but neway though peace out

hey ppl well nuttin much happnined at skool today, later on we were goin 2 learn a dnace at breaktime but none of the boys but philip wanted to actually dance so it was all the grls cept emma and baily 2....so yeah not much ppl wanted 2 cooperate.uuum rishi got bac from canada and uuum...nuttin reall happnind at skool(like i said)and well..im watchin american idol right now damn my dad wont shutup so i cant think of wat to type its soo annoying!!and imm thinking bout gettin back wit my ex boyfriend since i was the one who brokeup wit hm 4 no reason and he stil likes me..so yeah ihafta go though..parents are so annoying o and my mom got mad at me c/ italked back 2 her and kicked a chair at her and she said that i couldnt git back on but gues wat...IM BACK ON NOW!! and i stole a magazne in wal-mart erlier......so im gonna go now.....peace out

ya kno ya love me,Christina

hey omg today was like soo boring c/ my mom helped out wit this boring rumage sale and these litle kids wouldnt leave me alone..ugh...but neway we finally left,and i changed utta my church clothes to a mini denim skirt wit a top that sid baby girl on it and a cap that said the same thing and we had to GO BACK and this lil 4th grader is like "ilike ur skirt christina" its like...ok thnx...iguess lol but like saturday i was KIIIIIIIIIIINDA dressed like the guys at my brothers skool c/ he goes to a boys prep skool and i wore a plaid tie wit khaki pants and a red shirt wit camo in the middle of it,it was cute and i wore a cap 2 add a lil urban to it,kno wat i mean?lol but neways this lil grl is like why r u wearin a tie?iwas like o this is just a chik tie....shes like ooooo lol she was in like the first grade so she didnt kno ne better but neways i stole 5 drinks of dr pepper c/ it was just lil kids workin in there and nobdy else wouldve known and i also ask this guy out for a dare LOL