I cant believe i feel so close to him....first i dont care then next thing u know im crying about him....i dont know wat to actually think of myself OR him....its like,r we ever goin to tlk after this day??i dont want him to b messin round wit other grls other then my cuzin....itold him he betta not start cheatin on my cuz but guess wat he said?? "if u piss me off i will cheat on her"...its like dont b cheatin on my cuzin!!...idont know wat his problem is but he betta not cheat on her....c/ like everybdy has ben sayin that he has other grlfreinds and i told him that hannah said it..but that was the first time adn i actually thought she made that up c/ i believed talun after we had the tlk bout it wit him NOT cheatin..but now not only one person but ANOTHER person sayin he has 3 GRLFREINDZ!!..ijust dont git it??...idont think i wanna go out with him nemore....if hes goin to b untrustworthy then idk...c/ like even my best freind up here tellin me that he told HER that he has 3 grlfreindz...idunno watsup with that??he didnt even call me erlier..ihad to call him...hetells me that he was at his moms house and he didnt wakeup til 12 or s/t but i dk wats wrong...all i want is a TRUE person..somebdy i can RELY on..not a playa....imean at first i was havin second thoughts,iwas like o who cares if hes a player he'll still like me,but wit all the confusion and wit all the un divided attention,idk WAT i was thinking...erlier RIGHT after i hungup the phone since he said "I hafta go take a shower" i had the impression that I MYSELF...HATED boiz...idk hes just tellin me that hes not cheatin and hes like how can u not believe hannah but believe wat katie says???im just like b/c IVE KNOWN KATIE AND TLKEd TO HER MORE!,hes like fine,just believe wat u want to,idc..its like wtf???...idk where r realtionship is goin...idont kno if we're even goin to b freindz or wat im just confused right now o and i just remembered EVEN THOMAS had said there was somethin scandolus goin on wit talun and my cuzin..dude i REALLY think talun is just messn round wit other chiiks...idk wat his problem is....srry this is a kinda depressed entry but owell..its wats happnin,life isnt alwayz rainbowz and butterflyz...thats for sure...

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Pretty Ricky
By Pretty Ricky
song:Grill'em



Hey everybdy!!!well todaii i was goin to go to the moviez wit muh home pplz but i couldnt:( but i had fun wit my fam neway tho but me thomas espinoza rishi hannah talun and becca were goin to all c Dukes of Hazard!!but i couldnt go and becca couldnt and thomas didnt go and talun didnt fel like it so it was just rishi hannah and espinoza..ifelt so srry for hannah!!imean liek,she was the only grl there!!,that mostve SUCKED...owell we're goin to the moviez next weekend and this year we're goin to b goin alot since,yanno we're all goin to b in different classes and some of us wil b in idfferent highskools...we dont wanna b sperated for LIFE..kno wat i mean?>??we're all unseperable..whitch is a GREAT thought...but neway


I was ALSO wantin to go to that CONCERT TONIGHT!!!!,it was scream 4 tour wit bobby V,bow wow,pretty ricky,omarion,Marques housten and B5!!!,like omg all the HOTTEST ppl...they didnt call it the "Heartthrobd tour scream 4" fa NUTTIN,kno wat i mean??neway i dint git to go and see dem hot boiz so owell and like omg im soooo inlove wit Patrick from B5!!!iwish i could put his pic up but then i'd probly b banned....and i kno how dat feels...specially bein away from ur homiez ya met on hur so owell....neway iguess it dont matter well...im bored and dont wanna type nemore,lol.....

Owell i guess ill say wat else happened todaii....
Well talun called me this mornin adn i called him bac at like 11 c/ thats wen i actually wokeup,he wakes up every mornin at like 8:15 so he can git use to the idea since we start bac at skool NEXT WEK!...icant wait til the back to skool dance,we can bring only ONE guest and its hard..but i guess ill pick katie....idont exactly kno yet tho...so yeah....but neway itlked wit talun this AFTERNOON,at like 11 and we tlked til like 1:15 then he had to clean up his room and shit so yeah then L8r on he called me bac...wen i WAS CHANGIN CLOTHES!!lol so i called him bac and we tlked til like 5 then my mom came home and i said i had to go then i called up my cuz to se wat was goin on and stuff......so yeah then i went wit my mom and bro to wash the car,git pizza and we got some icecream cones from macdonalds and cheked some videos bac in:Coach Carter,Man on fire and ...somethin else,idont remember actually.....but omg Coach Carter is like one of the BEST movies!!u should c it!!..well right now im tlkin wit rishi so i hafta go.....just thought i'd update on here actually stead of my xanga c/ i hav bout 4 comments alredy and wantin to git more...so yeah...waitin on that to happen..ineed 11 comments AGAIN!!lol but neway i gota email thomas and hannah bac also....omg i forgot to call talun bac before i left for hollywood videos!!lol..owel he'll call me tomrw mornin and wake me up!LIKE ALWAYZZ....he slike my morning wakup call all of a sudden!!lol...idk how itz goin to b once we start skool...lol owell,less tlk on the phone AND on the internet....SUX SO BADLY!!at least we'll see each other every weekend wen we hangout for the moviez or s/t...well ill tlk l8r c/ ithink ive type alot lol...o and visit my xanga,if u havent already..IT HAS PATRICKS PIC UP THERE!!!lol...her it is....http://www.xanga.com/Hip_Hopchiik05

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B5
By B5
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HeY everyBdy nuTtIn mUch b33n HaPpNun l8ly but Mii b-day is CommIn Up,Im iNviTin a few Ppl But my DaD woNt lEt m3 InVite Shabozz...IduNNo y....IguEss He KnoWs Th@ ShabOzz HaS AskEd m3 ouT mOrE tHen oNcE mAbe..NeWyz ItS Goin 2 Be GreAt && So mUCh FUN!!!.....iJuSt Got tHrouGh eMaiLin HannAh BanAna loL,&& iM gLaD wE StArtEd EmaIlin eAcH oTh3r c/ She's ReAllii K0ol And Ryte NoW alodda Drama HaS b33n Stirr3d uP....W33l mab Not Much But ThiNgz LiKe Tal'Un ChEaTin On Muh cuz!!!liik3 IcAn'T b3Li3V3 HeS cHeAtiN oN h3r!!!I mEaN GOD!!!!,JuSt WeN i wUz TlKiN wIt HiM he WuZ sAyIn HoW Rach3l WuZ all AnNoYiN && ShiiT,iTs liike HoW cOuLd He B gOin Wit h3r If Datz Da caSe But,HOPEFULLY iTs JuSt 1 oF dOs3 rUmOrS u H3Ar eVry NoW && dEn.....HOPEFULLY......nEwAy Th3 OtHeR tHinG iS bOuT nAtAliE...SHES TLKIN BEHIND EVERYBDYS BACKS NOW!!...SheS liiKe GeTTiin wOrSe...IdOnt ThInK sHe WaNtS ne FriEndzz NeMorE,I meAn s3RiouSly!!,Sh3s Tlkd BehInd Hannah BeCca Me ThOmAs RiShi....EVERYBDY THAT WAS ONCE HER FREIND!!!!..wAt KiinDA FrIenD dO3S sHe tHiNk Sh3 iS!!.....Newayzz...IshOpp3D @ BuRLiNgToNs MoNdAy && OMG!!iVe MiSSeD OuT On So0o0o0 MuCh!!!ThEy Had TheSe CUUUUUTE sUNgLaSSES tH@ WoUlD mATcH mY eY3 cOLoR,tHeY wErE GREEN!!tHeN tHeY hAd tHESE nEWSbOY cAPs wHICH wERe SOOO pimp~! && tH3s3 CUuUuT3 sKIrTs lOL.....WeLL ill chat MoRe l8r So PEACE OUT!!!~

<33*TiNa*

hey everybdy!well today i wokup watched tv,got online then my dad came and i ate while listnein to CDs then watched tv and then after ahiwle my mom came home then i went wit her to git some icecream and go git gas then i got home.

My bike was outside and my mom was pumping the tires and i just went inside and harold came over then i went outside and we said hey c/ he was playin basketball wit my bro iwas liek hey watsup he like nutin much so then my tires were fine to go so then i rode round the block 4 to 5 times then i came bac and i was soooo exhausted so ijust stopped and hungout wit harold and muh bro Chris and then my mom got on my bike and started riding it then harolds like ur moms riding ur bike and shabozz is playing basketball so then i was like wat???>.....

and he said shabozz is outisde playin basketball so then i went over to my mom and i ask if i could hav my bike bac so then after i had it ,i rode my bike round to shabozz's and he was playin basketball and i ask wat was up and wat skool he was goin to and man hes goin to the skool i wanted to go to!!!EAST CAMPUS....but noooo i gotta go to MOUNT...owell neway then we tlked and i was like wanna come over to my place and play some basketball??hes liek whos all over there and i said harold and my brother hes liek alright then irode off to my place to wait on him while my bro and harold were shootin some baskets so then after awhile he came over and we all played basketball and then we shot for captins c/ i wanted to play a basketball game and shabozz got second captin and my bro got first captin so yeah we played b-ball and shabozz and harold won c/ i only made like 4 baskets and my bro made some but shabozz is so good....

neway then after a while we stopped playin the game c/ harold left and rishard and tony came by and we hungout then after awhile i got bored so i just shot some baskets and then i decided to hang wit them and then there werent ne balls left so i decided to wait for an airball but then i decided to go bike riding again c/ i wanted to think a/b things then i came bac round and sahboz was leaving!!!iwas liek wtf???so yeah...he left i dint wanna sound to desperate so id int go after him owell ill heopfully se him tomrw well then after that i decied to go in and chill a bit so i got online cheked my email and i gotta emial thomas bac and im tlkin wit ppl on yahoo,im soo exhausted i sooo hafta take a shower l8r on neway thts it so igotta go,bye guyz!!

hey wtasup well todaii was alright,ispent tha night at my freind talun's house and we went to the movies and stuff...it was so fun me and him stayed up aall night "wink wink"lol...newayzz me and him r goin out for now,im so happy,im not really into that online junk anymore.it jut doesnt seem real as it does wit me adn talun,hes so sweet adn hot and everything....ijust luv bein wit him,ihad to tell my parents iwas stayin over at katies house and they took me to her house then katie's sister drove me to taluns,shes so koel,but newayzz me and him watched a movie while his parents were goin,we watched it in the familyden ,it was so romantic,we cuddled and all lol well newayzz my parents picked me up at the theatre and i told them that katie and her sister were in the bathroom adn that i said bye to them already,so we could leave..and i told them how i "coincidently ran into talun,and we saw the same movie"...but newayzz my weeeknd was great,istayed wit talun til late this afternoon then i had volunteer work to do wit little kids,wich was actually fun c/ i tlked wit old skool freindz in which i dint think i'd see ne one my age lol but newayzz we snuck out erly so we wouldnthafta work more,then we went on the playground that was out there and played on the swing,ihad first dibs on it c/ the other 2 swings were broken lol,but yeah then after that me christine charlotte and this chinese chiik went bac to the cafeteria and ate and hung out wit some of the guys:dexter,colbert,danille and sean but newayzz after we hung out for a bit i had to go so i tok 2 handfuls of minisnicker bars and left wit muh mom....to bad i dont git money for this EZ volunteerin shyt lol

hey watsup ppl?nutin much here just chillin at muh moms job,thinking bout leavin this pile of shit called ELFTOWN...its gettin totally boring for me,this is only for ppl who dont got a life lol well let me see wats been up wit me...hmm..went to memphis thursday-saturday and i got a tatoo,of course it aint real c/ im 2 yung fa dat but it LOOKS real dawg and ummm let me see memphis was great we saw these bands play and howie daye was goin 2 perform but it was like round 7:30 and we had to pick up my mom from da libaray in memphis and um this homeless ladii came up to us and my dad gave her some hamburgers which was real nice and i felt good that we did a nice deed,ifelt srry for her too b/c she wasnt harmful she was compleetly harmless and she was beggin for food from these other ppl and they just IGNORED HER..imean,wats up wit that??imean SERIOUSLY and uuh this mornin i wokeup and my bro told me ta'lun called so ilie called him bac and we like talked for bout an hour then i had to goand plus in like 30mintues he had to go git dressed to go 2 his basketball game so yeah....newayzz im out yall so holla bac

<3Christina

hey well last daii of summerskool was today i WAS sad bout it but idont know ifeel as if i hav changed...idunno its just lke idont care bout that gruop nemore but owell lol but yeah ITS OVER!!!itook some pics to put in my scrapbk we had like some kinda weird pizza prty..the pizza was GREAT !LOL but right now im listnin 2 muh chiik MARIAH CAREY...iLOVE that grl wel newayzz nuttin been up wit me really....


so yeah but nwayzz iguess ill tlk layter and iMIGHT leave icons but ya never know lol hey dude3 i had the WEIRDEST dream man it TRIPPED me OUT iwas like running from the police c/ i like stole somttehin and i ALWAYZZ got away haha well newayzz thats it so holla @cha babiigrl

heya freaks!!!watsup?well i DIDnot go 2 the movies ...2 ppl went newyzz so ididnt miss nething LOL newayzz thoough iwent to a sleepover where this guy thought i was hot and today..wel i dont feel like tlkin bout TODAY..lol newa...yzz though nuttin much to say really hmm let me see tomrw is the LAST day of summerskool!!!so awesome so awesome!!well uum im really bored at my moms job and im goin 2 go email some random folks so holla bac @cha babiigrl!!~

hey everbdy!!!watsup?well im suppose to go 2 the movies tonight wit some freinds but idk if my parents will let me..imean,my MOM..iask my dad and he said his usual thing *idc* which was nice iguess considering i REALLY wanna go!lol ilove my dad well newayzz we're goin 2 see mr and mrs smith..so it should b good we're also goin 2 sneak into a movie afterwards..ithink its dawn of the dead....or something...IDONT KNOW lol but newayzz we hafta b there at like 7:10 and then the movie starts at like 7:20 so we'd git there just in time to see it probly...so yeah its goin 2 b awesome...omg i feel so bad...idissed natal;ie yesturday and said sumthin bout melissa is goin 2 b her only freind and stuff in highskool and iwas bein so mean...ifeel srry for her now b/c now melissa is the only person shes hanging out with...ithink i hurt her feelings and also she told melissa that she didnt hav ne freinds b/c all her freinds brokeup with each other and the only friend she has now is her...its sad....ithink i really did that...iwanted to tlk to her bout i was srry and that we ARE freinds....iddnt mean to diss her like that....im really mad at myself c/ we've nown each other since 5th grade and shes never dissed me and she was alwayzz nice and stuff.....owell....newayzz thats all....bye

hey!did u ppl kno igo 2 summerskool?:WELL U DO NOW!newayzz its over like....this comming wednesday and icant wait..we're actually goin 2 hav a pizza party ithink...pretty weird..lol....BUT GREAT IDEA!newyzz though i havent been up to nuthing latly..the new updates will b as the following:


(1.)my gradnmother died
(2.)my best freinds b-day was yesturday and she wasnt home wen i called to wish her happy b-0day..instead she was over a freinds house named madison
(3.)summer skool is ending
(4.)ill miss my summer skool freinds
(5.)ta'lun is in florida
(6.)icalled bailey last night and we tlked til 10:00pm
(7.)ifeel as if i love somebdy but dont know who.....
(8.)i wont b online on saturday or mab even sunday
(9.)ifinished my wicca book although im not wicca
(10.)I went to juneteenth wit all the rap &r&b stars such as mike jones,GUCCI mane,paul wall,webbie,OMARION, MARQUES HOUSTON, NICK CANNON, TANK, DO OR DIE, TREY SONGZ, WEBBIE, TYRA, LIL' ROC, MENT 2 B, ETC!!