How the fuck does someone LOSE a 18X24 sketchbook? TWICE??!?!?!

Ugh. I was supposed to meet drawing prof to take test at 9:30. And it's not so bad that he's 10 minutes late, it more of the fact that I rushed to get here. And since I missed breakfast this morning because (you know me) I was running late. So I scarfed down a meal to be here on time, AFTER running back to the dorm to get my sketchbook. Sketchbook is actually in illustration room. (fuck my life) And then I left dorm to rush to art department to discover that I left my drawing supplies in the dorm
FUCK TUESDAYS
I could never get the hang of tuesdays.
UGHH
I hope the prof doesn't show at all. I hope he lives out in bum fucked GWINN and he got snowed in. Or he's sick with mesothelioma!
.....
And now I feel like puking because I ate my food too fast.
._.

ohmigawwwd! I just read the final chapter of the inuyasha manga and I'm crying because well...
FUck you guys!
Bound to tomorrow
It's so beautiful and happy.

It's snowing so beautifully right now.

I haven't done anything today and for once, I don't feel too bad about it.

So the alcohol free thing was super fun. Surprisingly.
Went to applebees... Food wasn't that great (Surprise!) and Julia brought Todd (marsh) along even though he lives down campus.. But it was awesome seeing him again. Then we went back to the hall and set up "Juice pong" which is really an unsanitary game.
Jenny: Alex! You have to use alcohol in the cups while playing, it sterilizes the ball!
Alex: But that would defeat the purpose of the "alcohol free" concept.....
Me: Pfft, this blows, I thought you meant free alcohol!

So I actually wasn't that bad at playing juice pong, Jesse and I won our first game but lost to scott and mike.
XP
Then Todd taught us how to play egyptian rat screw. Which is amazingly fun.
Then Grendel set up mario party with a couple of people and I could ignore her for the rest of the night.
Summer, Amy, Beatty, JEnny and a few other people all had a random "dance party"
DDR was brought out.
And then a whole bunch of people left and then woke back up to see the sun rise.
Which was lame and cold. But fun too because sung horribly to keep outselves entertained.

I dunno. T'was fun. I'm still tired.I also managed to get all my soc. studying done.

today kinda flew by...
We spent most of it watching LOTR.. which could easily have put me back to sleep, but no..
I tried to do homework, drew for a little bit.
But hopefully I get some stuff done tomarrow because everyone is going to freaking Hotplate (You paint ceramics and then fire them *snorts*) before the alcohol-free all nighter Yippee!
Went to my first drag show, that was... fasinating. Although, a little too long. After the first hour and a half I could have happily have left.
Anyways.
Yeah...
Life update. I guess.

There's a harry potter/twilight debate going on in my room right now.
I'm going to freak.
*hypervenilates and places ear buds in ears*

::Edit::
I covertly helped Scott kill Jesus.
I am avenged!
Go TEAM

Madejalook.

AHHHHHH I was killed! I was killed by Jesus!
*flails dramatically*
He just... Got me. In the lounge. Ugggghhhhhh.
It's hilarious that his name is Jesus.
And then I realized that Cody ratted on me. And ran after him screaming profanities.
Funnn.
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Weekend.
Saw more of marquette.
Went to pasta house (amazing)
And then we went to the supposed haunted orphanage.
The only thing that was scary about it was that it appears to be falling down.
Summer and Amy were scared shitless which I think prompted me not to be scared.
And then Jenny, Scot and I went back the next day hoping it would be a bit brighter. It wasn't. Explored a little more but I was really concerned about going upstairs, as the ceiling seemed to be falling down.
Then rented like 5 movies for $3.30... Which I thoughts was amusing.
So we've been watching movies since saturday.
Must do homework.

Con:
I've noticed that almost everything in Marquette feels antiquated.

P.S
I love college.

Zombie Marshmellow Assassination started about an hour and half ago.
Jenny and I staked out our victims.
Now we have to watch out backs.
Mwhahahah
8:00 am class.
UGHHH

Me: Well, Jenny-Bear, I'm off to work.
Jenny: Ok, hun, bring home the bacon.

XD Golly, I adore this girl.

Several private entries and backspaces later...
Trivial normal day things. Shallow and unimportant.
Met with advisor. Was advised. He has big brown eyes, pale skin and a scruffy 5 o'clock shadow.
I like him. I didn't even care that I babbled.
I hope scheduling works out.
"Critique" in freshmen class. Pfft.
I love Tom Wolfe. The hippy.
I loved talking about everything. Never put so much thought into stuff like that. It's like poetry sometimes. It looks pretty like poetry sounds and to someone it's meaning is endless.
Sounds like that could be stitched on a pillow.
Watching old movie.
Dorms feel like home. Except the general amount of germs and such. That's not homey at all.
Mmmwhatchasssaaaayyyy
Oh so lyrical.
That's it. I feel as if a couple of sounds could explain everything.
*rereads sentence* I meant to say songs. Freudian slip?
Peeerrhaaaps.

So. Ok. I'm so excited. I'm excited that I'm excited. Drawing again.
And it's been one of the ideas that's been stuck in my head. I feel like calling McClure.
"Mmm, yess, hello? Yeah, it's Nicole... What'd'ya mean Nicole whoo? You're ruining this for me. I'm drawing vegetables and I'm excited. Bye."
I was in Amy/Julia's room last night with like... 8 other people and I started drawing with the prismacolors.... *sighs lovingly* It's been almost a year.
And Obama was giving his speech and I got goosebumps and hard nipples.
And I'm like.. "Ok. I dunno if it's Obama or these color pencils.. But everyone... I have hard nipples."
They liked to think it was Obama.
Tra la la la.

Oh. And I love Cambells selects healthy vegy soups. Amazing.

Well, I hope this works.

I don't know where this head ache came from. Fucking ow.
I really need to get motivated.
But I can't.
I feel very discouraged right now.
Mmm.. Chocolate.
"C'mon over and we'll have some beer and chili, eh..."
I don't think i'm going to do twelve hours of sketching. I know it's the bare minimum but I'm just bsing it anyways. I might as well take my time on it and make it look decent instead of trying to make it look like I have a mediocre amount of talent even though I do all the sketching hours.
But I do plan on working on the portfolio sort of stuff.
Must not get distracted with terrible fanfiction.
Must draw.
Must not be depressed.
Must not worry about scheduling.
Must not think about summer.
Must write those.. things that I've been trying to write for over a month.
Must fill up on gas.
Fuck. I meant to do that.
Must get birth certificate.
Must buy birthday gift for brother.
Must care.
Must care.
Must not feel guilty about not caring.
...
..
*brain spasm*
OHMIGAWD TWILIGHT
Only a couple more weeks.



I love my roommate. I really do. I'm so lucky. I think I'll get her a valentines day gift just like a good wifey should.

...
Sigh.
mihssimi. afsd.jfnadsjkfh;dsgh

FLUFFEH

*stares in horror*
I just realized...
somewhere... in another universe... Buffy kills Edward.
Thank goodness we're in this one.