[What a death, wake up beautiful]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2005-07-14
Written: (7072 days ago)

Have you ever listen to the words "i hope someone will take care of you" from someone that you love... But was scared to say it to them... So scared that every time you chat with him/her, your scared he/she will just let go? Tonight i felt that, and i think he let go!

Keep close to the ones that you love... Or yo ujust might lose them!

Righ now my tears soak my shirt, really they do. When he said that to me i knew i actually had love feelings for him...
I feel like i could just end everything right here... But i know i can't.
I was scared that he was everything i wanted... I was scared he would give me everything...I was scared he would never hurt me... I was scared he would treat me like a queen.

Never be scared of your true feelings... Or you will get punched in the face with hurtful words...

I feel like i have lose everything... I have never felt this way....

Never, ever, ever...

WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THAT?

Kelly Baker

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Written about Friday 2005-06-24
Written: (7091 days ago)

Who I'd like to meet:
My true love... I want it to be about spending time together and having fun... I want to know some one out there actually cares!

IS MY LOVE ALWAYS GOING TO BE PLASTIK?-JUST LET ME KNOW!
LET ME TELL YOU A SECRET ABOUT ME:
I don’t want to play games. At this point in my life I'm TIRED OF BEING HEART BROKEN. SO IF YOU ARE WITH ME ITS BECAUSE I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU!
I’m jealous girl, I like to cuddle and hold hands, I play around (not like cheat on you), I like to show everyone I care, I don't like to be used and I hate using people! I'm very romantic! If you continue to read this, your great... And I like he fact that you care for what Im looking for maybe you are the speciel someone!
Okay I'm really jealous... But just to tell you I won't tell you if you made me jealous. I will just "cling" to you even more. I f i become really CLINGY thts you clu that I 'm jealous.
I like to cuddle none stop... I like to know you are there and will always be there. I don't think a relationship is all about sex... I just want to cuddle when watching a movie, your asleep or when I'm asleep! I just like to cuddle period! No buts about it!
I'm also a hand holder... When I'm in public I want to hold hands and show everyone we are one! I'd even die holding your hand...
I like to be with friends and I LOVE to play around
(Note: Ido flirt a lot.) And when I flirt it's a friend flirt its not a "lets jump into bed and have sex flirt!"
I like to show everone I care! If I love you I will g to lenghts to show you over and over! I like it when people know how much I care. I would dive off a bridge screaming "I LOVE ?????(<- AND YOUR NAME)" Just to show what my love for you really means... Just when I love you, you'll know it because everyone else will!
I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN I'M USED OR WHEN I USE SOMEONE! In my whole life I have never used someone but I have been uses and let me tell you it is the worst feeling in the world. So please do tell me you want to get with me and tell me you love me and make me feel like I'm finally wanted in this world and then go and use me! All you will do is leave me broken hearted!
I'm a romantic girl... I love to walk under the stars and whisper all my dreams into your ear. I like just sit there in you arms and look at the ocean, river, lake, or stream. I like roses around my bed and I like to be told I LOVE YOU, and I like to say I LOVE YOU. (not i love you too, because thats like saying, you said it so now i can say it

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Written about Thursday 2005-06-23
Written: (7093 days ago)

LOVE IS PLASTIK
WHEN EVER I FALL IN LOVE IT'S NOT LOVE IT'S FAKE.
SO I THINK LOVE IS PLASTIK (I SPELL IT WITH A K)
WHAT DO YOU THINK?

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Written about Saturday 2004-11-27
Written: (7300 days ago)

hey, This is my first day at Elftown. I like it so far just allitle lonly i know no one. Well i got to go i'll write as soon as i can.

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