So lol I just read over my diary.....
My god I was stupid.
Thoseguys mean nothing to me and I ment nothing to them, fucking perverts.
So yeah I have been gone for a LONG LONG time and well things have changed.
I have a baby now and I am still looking for the right guy. A guy with no sex attached and just love...
(good luck finding that kelly)
I have a great job umm still go to school, Ill be done thi year. ummm yeah thats all thats going on in life right now.
1.Who are you? My name is TIM
2. Are we friends? i hope we are!
3. When and how did we meet? on ET
4. Do you have a crush on me? not a crush but i do really like ya! you're so damn fine!!!!!
5. Would you kiss me? hell ya!
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. bambi...just cuz ur so cute!
7. Describe me in one word. Pure-beauty
8. What was your first impression? DAYUM!!!!!!
9. Do you still think that way about me now? hell ya
10. What reminds you of me? beautiful things
11. If you could give me anything what would it be? whatever u want
12. How well do you know me? not very well but i wish i did
13. When's the last time you saw me? just now
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? not yet
15. Did you message me just because of how i look? nope!
16. If i had something stuck in my teeth would you tell me? yes
17. Do you cyber? sure why not
18. Do you smoke? hell no
19. Could you keep a secret? yes
20. What's your fav color? black or blue
21. Would You ever date me? hell ya
22. would you ever fuck me? hell ya
23. Do you think im hott? FUCK YES!
24. Are you going to put this on your house and see what I say about you? did it already! :)
LOL I miss every one! I even got the funniest mess the other day.. I was great here it is ---Ok, well that's good, but you're gonna have to wait till you get back to see ur suprise, lol. I miss you, Oh and you're Beautiful, Gorgeous, Sexxxy, Bodacious, and Drop Dead Gorgeous, and I don't care what you say cause you know you are... You have such an awesome personality, you know how to shoot a gun and can aim pretty good to, I still remember those painful shots when you shot me with Nikko's gun from like 200 Yrds away, nice shooting, lol. Well, We love you and miss you and hope you come back ASAP so I can give u ur suprise, but I'm gonna go now so you can't say that you're not the most beautiful, awesome person out there, Love you, Ttyl---
That is great...Well i miss you too!
Have you ever listen to the words "i hope someone will take care of you" from someone that you love... But was scared to say it to them... So scared that every time you chat with him/her, your scared he/she will just let go? Tonight i felt that, and i think he let go!
Keep close to the ones that you love... Or yo ujust might lose them!
Righ now my tears soak my shirt, really they do. When he said that to me i knew i actually had love feelings for him...
I feel like i could just end everything right here... But i know i can't.
I was scared that he was everything i wanted... I was scared he would give me everything...I was scared he would never hurt me... I was scared he would treat me like a queen.
Never be scared of your true feelings... Or you will get punched in the face with hurtful words...
I feel like i have lose everything... I have never felt this way....
Never, ever, ever...
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THAT?
Kelly Baker
Who I'd like to meet:
My true love... I want it to be about spending time together and having fun... I want to know some one out there actually cares!
IS MY LOVE ALWAYS GOING TO BE PLASTIK?-JUST LET ME KNOW!
LET ME TELL YOU A SECRET ABOUT ME:
I don’t want to play games. At this point in my life I'm TIRED OF BEING HEART BROKEN. SO IF YOU ARE WITH ME ITS BECAUSE I WANT TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH YOU!
I’m jealous girl, I like to cuddle and hold hands, I play around (not like cheat on you), I like to show everyone I care, I don't like to be used and I hate using people! I'm very romantic! If you continue to read this, your great... And I like he fact that you care for what Im looking for maybe you are the speciel someone!
Okay I'm really jealous... But just to tell you I won't tell you if you made me jealous. I will just "cling" to you even more. I f i become really CLINGY thts you clu that I 'm jealous.
I like to cuddle none stop... I like to know you are there and will always be there. I don't think a relationship is all about sex... I just want to cuddle when watching a movie, your asleep or when I'm asleep! I just like to cuddle period! No buts about it!
I'm also a hand holder... When I'm in public I want to hold hands and show everyone we are one! I'd even die holding your hand...
I like to be with friends and I LOVE to play around
(Note: Ido flirt a lot.) And when I flirt it's a friend flirt its not a "lets jump into bed and have sex flirt!"
I like to show everone I care! If I love you I will g to lenghts to show you over and over! I like it when people know how much I care. I would dive off a bridge screaming "I LOVE ?????(<- AND YOUR NAME)" Just to show what my love for you really means... Just when I love you, you'll know it because everyone else will!
I FUCKING HATE IT WHEN I'M USED OR WHEN I USE SOMEONE! In my whole life I have never used someone but I have been uses and let me tell you it is the worst feeling in the world. So please do tell me you want to get with me and tell me you love me and make me feel like I'm finally wanted in this world and then go and use me! All you will do is leave me broken hearted!
I'm a romantic girl... I love to walk under the stars and whisper all my dreams into your ear. I like just sit there in you arms and look at the ocean, river, lake, or stream. I like roses around my bed and I like to be told I LOVE YOU, and I like to say I LOVE YOU. (not i love you too, because thats like saying, you said it so now i can say it
LOVE IS PLASTIK
WHEN EVER I FALL IN LOVE IT'S NOT LOVE IT'S FAKE.
SO I THINK LOVE IS PLASTIK (I SPELL IT WITH A K)
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
hey, This is my first day at Elftown. I like it so far just allitle lonly i know no one. Well i got to go i'll write as soon as i can.