[Death's Die-Ary]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2005-06-08
Written: (6225 days ago)

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YAY,look at my art,mommy!

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Written about Monday 2005-05-23
Written: (6241 days ago)

VEGAS PICS

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Written about Friday 2005-05-13
Written: (6251 days ago)
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Written about Friday 2005-04-29
Written: (6265 days ago)

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Written about Monday 2005-04-25
Written: (6269 days ago)

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Written about Monday 2005-04-25
Written: (6269 days ago)

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Written about Monday 2005-04-25
Written: (6269 days ago)

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Written about Monday 2005-04-25
Written: (6269 days ago)

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my girlfriend,[Slayer Chick] made this for me,she's my true love.

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Written about Thursday 2005-04-21
Written: (6274 days ago)

she's my everything,i love her so much,
even a single word,my spirit feels lifted,
her calls are worth my time,
she's very divine,and a love of mine.
i dont have anything to worry about with her,nothing,
i can trust her,we always talk about everything,
i dont have to worry about if she loves me,
and another important thing,she's not a whore.


:)

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Written about Monday 2005-04-18
Written: (6276 days ago)
Next in thread: 557967

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cool huh?

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Written about Saturday 2005-04-16
Written: (6279 days ago)

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i got bored :)

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Written about Tuesday 2005-04-12
Written: (6283 days ago)
Next in thread: 552629

*sighs* well another day,nothing new going on....finding out new things everyday :) gotta love it. *rolls eyes* i already know ppl are not going to change,not that i can do anything about it,but gotdamn,do ppl always have to be so fucking snobby and change?
you tell me,what do i have to do,to feel like i can trust again?

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Written about Friday 2005-04-08
Written: (6286 days ago)

*Smiles like everythings okay*
I love it when ppl plann things,and the result ends up hurting you..I FUCKING LOVE IT.Then again,ppl aren't what they make themselves seem...IF your feeling guilty,(you know who you are),then it's because the person is probably you.Can't be guilty unless you know you did it yourself.

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Written about Wednesday 2005-04-06
Written: (6288 days ago)

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I WANT THIS CD,SO FVCKING BAD,AND I CAN'T FIND IT FOR SHIT.

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Written about Wednesday 2005-04-06
Written: (6289 days ago)

Well since this is my diary,and no one's going to read it anyway,i can pretty much say what i want,right? I thought so.
Well okay i'm not with someone anymore,and obviously it doesn't matter to the person.I guess i was trying too hard,or not hard enough.I'm confused on everything right now,and it really fucking hurts,i just wish i could change everything,i want to be with that person so bad,it's hard trying to get over your first love.Well now since i don't matter anymore,i guess like my friend said,i'll just have to get over it.How do you get over someone like that you thought loved you,and you always loved?
I guess i wasn't enough,and i really can't blame the person for what they did,i was too selfish,and now that everythings done with,i can now stop worrying about how i really feel...
No matter what,like i said,I don't care what happens,i'm gonna love that person,and i'm really sorry for doing what i did,if i could have that one chance again,there's no doubt that i would take it.I'm never going to forgive myself for what i did...I LOVE YOU.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-04-05
Written: (6290 days ago)

Dear fucking diary,
i hate you,and you hate me.Okay i feel better now..
They say all it takes is one cut,one bullet,one jump,too many pills to make it go away...but then it decides that it wants to stay,i can't pray,no,not today.
I need it....i want it....i have to have this feeling go away,it doesn't need to stay,*bleeding tears* let it go away...fuck me! and all that comes along with me....let it die....
make the cut deeper,make the bullet sink in,make the jump worth taking,make the pills dissolve into me....
let all that is within me fade,they'll be happier that way....

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Written about Sunday 2005-04-03
Written: (6292 days ago)

Sometimes i think i'm done with it,but then i realize that even if it ended,i'd be regretting it.
I feel like i'm being ignored,at most cost,but then it feels like i'm selfish.When i come online,i'm ignored,usually i'm the one who has to message that person,and why shoould i always have to do it.
When i see the person in other wiki's,they have fun talking to other ppl,but when it's just me around that person,it's silent..I deserve a conversation dont i? least i thought i did.
Sometimes you think you know a person.....then it all turns around.

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Written about Friday 2005-04-01
Written: (6293 days ago)

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Written about Friday 2005-04-01
Written: (6293 days ago)

my chemical romance
<img:http://www.showandtellonline.com/images_splash/my_chemical_romance.jpg> their so awesome.
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the used
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Written about Friday 2005-03-25
Written: (6300 days ago)

ppl helping with restaurant..

[Lad Darkness]
[kara.]

...that's it so far.

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Written about Tuesday 2005-03-22
Written: (6304 days ago)

*sits there wondering why*

eh i tried,and i failed...
least i tried to help,but i dont think it'll matter...
why i say anything, i dont know,i'm probably hoping they'd pay attention....
you cant make someone happy,they have to want it for themselves...

and i wonder....mallory? why do i put myself in these situations? dont know,never will...some questions won't be answered and some answers will never be questioned...
you can say,"fuck the world",but the worlds just going to say "fuck you too" back....and i cant let that happen,i won't be the weak one and let them win over me.I have to be the one who makes each day something worth living for...there's someone out there who knows what i mean..


[....suprise! it's a sad diary,again...]

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