I wonder what is this?
What is this world I've fallen in?
 a dream?
  a stairway to endless wishes?
   the answer to my prayers?
   Have I found true happiness
 that will never leave?
I wonder, in this world with no name,
 will you ever go?
The only answer I hear
 is the whispers of your sweet voice
  that fades beneath my footstep.
I wonder how would I go on without you.
 I shout out your name,
  but you're nowhere around;
I run to find you.....you're nowhere to be found.
Your name is...
 the beautiful notes my heart sings.
(I wonder if you're already gone?)
I wonder if it's okay to cry,
 but then I see you
  and I know this must be...
       Heaven

001: Name: Brian Dolan
002: Nickname: dont have one....i guess im not cool enough for one
003: Country of living: U.S
004: Birth date: 07/30/89
005: Hair Length: i dont know. never thought about it.
006: Eye color: Hazel
007: Shoe size: 12
008: School/work: school
009: You smoke: Nope
010: Hobby's: Art, Reading, Music, Friends etc
011: Brothers/Sisters:2 bros 3 sis
012: Relationship: yep
013: Piercing(s): no
014: Tattoo: no
015: Fave Country to go to: Idk about country but I want to go to Ireland
016: Are there people you won't reply to?: yep...bye
017: Nicest person you met this year: nobody cuz I met them all already HA!!!!
018: Person(s) you rather not have met this year: urgh!!!
019: Who would you like to meet: im not to sure really
020: Who do you admire most: my buddy jared
021: Most sexy person(s): Deann, jared and ummmm me
022: Favorite Pajamas: my lounge pants
023: Favorite Car: Corvette ( old school kind)
024: Favorite Movie(s): right now the funniest movie is baseketball
025: Favorite Music: classical and country and idk you decide
026: Favorite City(s): Neenah, definitely not peoria
027: Favorite Plush: don’t have one but I want the excel excel saga kitty
028: Favorite Perfume: victorias secret love spell
029: Favorite Magazine: Shonen jump
030: Favorite sound: the sound of utter silence and moaning.......(i didnt say what kind of moaning)
031: Favorite TV-series: CSI , ER, full metal and south park and almost anything on comedy central
032: Favorite Author: i like alot
033: Favorite Nickname: KAKK
034: What is on your mouse pad: the little people that talk to me
035: What all is under your bed: the smurfs
036: Favorite colors: Green and blue (both with black)
037: Favorite Song ever: letters to you
038: Favorite song at this moment: reinventing your exit by underoath
039: Favorite food: Chinese food and Taco Bell
040: Favorite class at school: Art and umm study hall lol
041: Favorite drink: Mountain Dew and mochas
042: Lucky number: 28
043: What do you think that is greatest about yourself: idk my personality
044: What deodorant do you use: artic force(old spice)
045: Favorite shoes: chuckies
046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: whenever I want
047: What word(s) do you use most: loser!!
048: Most romantic moment in your life: theres been a few....hundred.(I love you Deann!!!
049: Most embarrassed moment of your life: ......idk
050: You spend your time rather inside or outside: inside
051:What do you do in the weekends: idk....stuff
052: What class in school do/did you dislike most: anything to do with math
053: Your Breakfast:whats that (depends on if jared has pocket change or not)
054: What do you really dislike to eat: turnips
055: Pets: A DOGGY!!!! (a kitty but I don’t take care of it)
056: Laugh or dream: laugh. id say i gave up on dreaming but for once my dream came true
057: Serious or funny: both
058: Fast or slow: oooh that sounds sexual
059: You prefer being alone or have relation: relation
060: Simple or Complicated: complicated
061: Cremate or Buried when dead: cremate
062: Sex or alcohol:i dont care
063: Stay up late or go to bed early:early
064: Light or dark?: idk doesnt matter
065: Speak or Silence: if me then silence
066: tall or small guys: WTF!!....tall
067: Newspaper: yep
068: Hug or kiss: preferably both but I’m cool with hugs
069: Happy or Sad: happy
070: Life or Death: life
071: Gig or Disco: Disco cuz I don’t know what the hell a gig is
072: Left or Right: Right
073: Sausages on top, or on the side: Don’t like sausage and that sounds wierd
074: Dark/ red/ Blonde: blonde or dark
075: What would you ask god if you could ask him 1 single question: yo quero taco bell
076: you believe in reincarnation: yep
077: you believe in Aliens: sure cuz most people I know act like theve been probed
078: When you die, what will be your last word: i love you to my lover
079: Does true love exist: yeah
080: How many kids would you like to have?: 1 ( a girl don’t ask)
081: What is the thing you can't stand: these questions
082: Best feeling: bieng with the one you love most in the world
083: Worst feeling in the world: not being loved
084: What are you afraid of: …….not telling
085: Are you an emotional person: sure
086: You cry while watching a movie?: …… im not telling
087: Your goal in life: lots ....dont want to name them
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at New Years Eve: I don’t remember that night
090: As what animal would you like to reincarnate: a Squirrley thingy
091: What is the most beautiful part on the male body: WTF a girl either made this survey or a gay guy
092: Most original place to ask your lover to marry you: in the rain
093: What do you think of elftown: its alright
094: Is there something you miss about elftown: not really
095: Besides elftown, what do you do most on your PC: AIM
097: Favorite Actor: I like Edward Norton but nobody else does
098: Favorite Actress: idk
099: Favorite Animes: full metal alchemist and naruto
100: Favorite Mangas: chrono crusade bleach etc
101: Blah:i like bread
102: What super power do you wish to have: Read minds and all that mind stuff
103: Your gender: Male
104: Straight/gay/BI: Straight
105: Single: no
106: Want to be: no
107: Age you act: hopefully my age
108: Age you wish you were: old enough to drink
109: Your height: 6’2
110: Happy with it: sure
111: The color of your hair: brown
112: Happy with it: sure
113: Left/right/ambidextrous:right
114 Your living arrangement: urgh to lazy to put
115: What's your job: godfathers pizza
116: Piercings: no
117: Obsessions: not really ……..who are you…
118: Do you speak another language: working on it
119: Have a favorite quote: too many
120: Do you have a WebPage: not anymore
121: Do you live in the moment: i should
122: Do you consider yourself tolerant of others: most of the time
123: Do you have any secrets: yep but not saying cuz it wont be a secret
124: Do you hate yourself: no
125: Do you like your handwriting: sure
126: Do you have any bad habits: ……eh idk
127: What is the compliment you get most from people: (whistle)lol
128: If a movie were made about your life, what would it be called: the failed escape.
129: What's your biggest fear: …..
130: Can you sing: I don’t think so but others do
131: Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool: no
132: Are you a loner: I hope not especially not in the future
133: If you were another person, would you be friends with you: hell yeah
134: Are you a daredevil: ….. Nothing happens here
135: Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself: …… not….really
136: Are you passive or aggressive: I think passive prob both
137: Have you got a question: why is this survey so long
138: What is your greatest strength and weakness: I don’t know strenth but weakness is not helping others when they need it most(like getting there ass kicked) but that wont be like that anymore
139: If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be: idk nothing I think
140: There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity, which one do you choose: I Have all three already. (not me though)
141: How do you vent:breathing
142: Do you think you are emotionally strong: I try to be
143: Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life: yeah…tell you later
144: Do you think life has been good so far: ….it has been
145: What is the most important lesson you've learned from life: not to take anything for granted.and look at the others point of view before you take their words wrongly
145: What do you like the most about your body: ummm idk
146: And least: my hands
147: Do you think you are good looking: sure
148: Are you confident: most of the time
149: What is the fictional character you're most like: ooooh hard question
150: Do people know how you feel:two do. deann and jared
151: Are you perceived wrongly: some of the time
152: Smoke: no you already asked that urgh just another question to annoy me with
153: Do drugs: no
154: Read the newspaper: Yeah
155: Pray: lost hope in it but yes all the time in hopes thatll one day work
156: Go to church: yep
157: Talk to strangers who IM you: I guess…. I wanna know my stalker
158: Sleep with stuffed animals: no…..why
159: Take walks in the rain: yep but mostly just sit in the rain and think but sure
160: Talk to people even though you hate them: yeah
161: Drive: Yes
162: Like to drive fast: eh
163: Like your voice: sure
164: Hurt yourself: not anymore
165: Been out of the country: ….no sniff
166: Eaten something that made other people sick: this weird orange sushi shit
167: Burped: not loudly
168: Been unfaithful: no
169: Been in love: yeah I LOVE YOU DEANN!!!!
170: Done drugs: no
171: Gone skinny-dipping: ….deann your lyin
172: Had a surgery: no
173: Ran away from home: no
No 174: Played strip poker: HELL YEAH
175: Gotten beaten up: no
176: Been picked on: thats life
177: Been on stage: idk. if i was
178: Been so drunk that you can't remember your name: ……what
179: Slept outdoors: Yeah
180: Thought about suicide: idk
181: Pulled an all-nighter: yep
182: If yes, what is your record:5
183: Gone one day without food: yep
184: Talked on the phone all night: nope
185: Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?:yeah i guess
186: Slept all day: zzzz
187: Killed someone: yes
188: Made out with a stranger: no
189: Had sex with a stranger: no
190: Thought you're going crazy: yep
191: Kissed the same sex: hell no
192: Done anything sexual with the same sex: hell no
193: Been betrayed: urgh…yes
194: Had a dream that came true: yep
195: Broken the law: …FUCK YEAH….no
196: Met a famous person: cant remember but I don’t think so
197: Have you ever killed an animal by accident: why should I care if it was an accident
198: Stolen anything: ….sniff not proud of it
199: Been on radio/TV.: TV
200: Been in a mosh-pit: yes
201: Had a nervous breakdown: not a nervous one
202: Considered religious vocation: no
203: Are you a virgin: yes
204: Bungee jumped: no but I want to
205: Had a dream that kept coming back: all the time
206: Believe in life on other planets: sure…..I see them in my dreams
207: Miracles: lost faith but sure
208: Astrology: sure
209: Magic: hell yeah
210: God: sure
211: Satan: sure
212: Santa: hell yeah (christines)
213: Ghosts: sure
214: Luck: yes
215: Love at first sight: uhhh idk
216: Yin and Yang: sure
217: Witches: I know one (that’s all im saying)
219: Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever: yes well at least for me
220: Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: if theres still lucky charms left then yes
221: Do you wish on stars?: yes
222: Do you remember your first love?: yes im still with her
223: Still love him/her: yes
224: Do you consider love a mistake: some might but have to say no. im happy
225: What do you find romantic: ill wright later
226: Turn-on: deann knows...gigidy gigidy
227: Turn-off: uhhh theres a few
228: Do you base your judgment on looks alone: nope
229: If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel: like tying the rope and kicking the chair
230: Do you prefer knowing someone before dating him or her or going "blind": well shit I don’t know prob just dating them. i dont wanna be blind