TO KEVIN.... THIS IS DEDICATE TO YOU...
[~ Why, I love you ~

Sometimes at night
When I look to the sky
I start thinking of you
And then ask myself "why"?
"Why do I love you?"
I ponder and smile
Because I know the list can
Run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice,
The warmth of your touch,
So many little things
Make me love you so much.
The way you support me
Even my silly notions.
The way that you care
And show such devotion.
The way that your kiss fills
Me with desire and how you hold me
With the warmth of a fire.
The way your eyes shine
When you look at me,
Lost in them is
Where I want to be.
The way that I feel
When you are by my side
A sense of overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream
That all involve you
Possibilities I see
The things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle
That lies inside my heart
How deep in my soul
You are an intricate part.
I could go on for days
Telling you how I feel,
But all you need to know is that]

[Tribute To Our Fallen friends:]
Why did it have to happen…?
Making us cry.
Why did it have happen…?
Why did he have to die?
The pain lives on in our hearts
Trying to make a new start
Knowing we will never again see that face
Never again will we feel his warm embrace
We lean on our friends in the time of pain
And still when we look outside we don’t see sunshine, just rain.
He’s forever away
But if he were still here what would he say
Would he tell us lives to short?
Would he tell us the lions play a great sport?
Would he tell us the one he loves?
Would he tell us he’s watching form above?
Nobody knows
And yet our dear friends feeling still shows.
He’s gone but his soul lives on in our hearts and in our minds
Telling us to be so kind
Life’s to short to just give it away
So make amends and make everything okay
Tell a friend how much they are adored
Tell them when your feelings are sore.
Tell them about the little things that make you laugh
Tell them about all that
That’s what he’d want… smiles not tears
And knowing we all still hold him dear.
So, when you look at a friend every now and then
Ask yourself… “Will I ever see them again”?

[Quotes]:
* I've had many friends with whom I've shared my time, but very few with whom I've shared my heart.
* It doesn't matter where you go in life, or what you acquire;
it's who you have beside you that really matters.
* Life not a garden... so, STOP BEING A HOE
* IF in life you dont succeed... F*ck the world and smoke some weed.
* You have to love yourself before anyone else can love you.
**~ KISSING IS A HABBIT, FUCKING IS A GAME, GUYS GET ALL THE PLEASURE, GIRLS GET ALL THE PAIN, HE TELLS YOU HE LOVES YOU, BELIVE THAT ITS TRUE, TILL YOUR BELLY STARTS TO SWELL HE SAYS THE HELL WITH YOU, 10 MIN OF PLEASURE, 9 MONTHS OF PAIN, 3 DAYS IN HOSPITAL, BABY WITH OUT A NAME, BABYS A BASTERD, MOTHERS A WHORE, THIS NEVER WOULD HAVE HAPPENED IF THE RUBBER HADENT TORNE!!!~*
  *~ITENT THAT JUST THE KOOLEST!!~*

Poems:

SaRaH StOrY

My name is Sarah
I am three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,
I must be stupid
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?
I wish I were better
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my mommy
Would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home
When my mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
From Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall
I try and hide
From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry
He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.
He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.
"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate
The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor
My name is Sarah
And I am three,
Tonight my daddy
MURDERED ME.

[Don't judge me...
Don't judge me today,
Don't judge me tomorrow.
Don't laugh when I hurt,
Then, tell me your sorrows.
Don't tell me a lie
Then, be my friend,
Don't kiss my lips
Then hurt me again.
Don't make fun of my friends
And expect me to laugh,
Don't talk with me softly
Then, hold me back.
I don't know how to say it
Nice or mean,
I don't want to say it
For I don't want to cause a scene.]

If I awoke next to you...
If I awoke next to you...
what would i say,
or even better what would you say?
would you tell me to go away,
or would you tell me to stay?
would you kis my lips,
would you hold me tight?
would you tear my heart and two,
would you fill me with fright?
how long would it last?
would you want a future,
or would you live in the past?
would you tell me your thoughts
and listen too?
would you be honest with me
will your feelings be true?
I'd show you my feelings,
and I'd be honest too
I'da be there forever,
and i would always be true.

[MY DESRCIBE ~ (*) ~]

i am a nineteen year old sophmore at Davenport University... i have family friends... and pets.. you wanna know something bout me... all you have to do is ask... the worst i can say is NONE YA!!!! LOve Y'all

[Pictures... that are worth a thousand words and much more]

[us girls before carissa left]


[This is Sara Jo]


[This is Carissa Lynn]


[this is my other lil sis brittany]


[this is Brittanys "Special Friend" Steven]


[This is one of my bestest friends... Rachael]


[Rachael and sara are CrAzY]