I am a hater on myspace.
The only reason that I have on is to keep in touch with my friends because I don't live by them.
just know that.
...forever ago-ness.
I miss everyone... i live in Austin now so come visit me my peoples... All Tylers should die...
&& John has a fat head.
[Me and Blaire are gonna effing
Jump
Everyone who is anyone is gonna
Are you?]
It's not that I am afraid of Wes, it's just that I am afraid that she will get hooked on coke or something...
[I need :] Tyler
[I find :] Sadness
[I want :] Kate...but she is long gone...
[I have :] Nothing to be proud of.
[I wish :] It would all go away.
[I hate :] Love
[I fear :] ...Wes.
[I am :] Dead inside
[I love :] Tyler
[I miss :] Love
[I feel :] Dead
[I smell :] Good...?
[I hear :] Her
[I know :] Nothing
[I crave :] Affection
[I should :] Be making it up to her.
[I search :] For commitment
[I wonder :] What the fucki is the point?
[I regret :] Loving
Dammit.
I have more pictures but my Digital Camera is being stupid.
[I need :] Love
[I find :] Regret
[I want :] Kate the way she really is.
[I have :] A wonderful but stupid girlfriend
[I wish :] I was different.
[I hate :] Love
[I fear :] Ivan...:)
[I am :] Pagan
[I love :] Kate
[I miss :] Kate
[I feel :] Stressed
[I smell :] Good...?
[I hear :] Voices
[I know :] Nothing
[I crave :] Affection
[I should :] Be sleeping
[I search :] For commitment
[I wonder :] Why am I here?
[I regret :] Loving
Ivan... : i dont know ya period
memyselfandi : WTF?!?!?!
memyselfandi : period...?
Ivan... : period "."
memyselfandi : I am a "."
Ivan... : you're a blood spot on a tampon!
memyselfandi : Thats hot.
memyselfandi : You are a blood spot on a
memyselfandi : PAD!
Ivan... : if i was in a band, i'd play mindgames with groupies.
Ivan... : I'd be like... "so you wanna do it eh? i only do it with girls that buy me a nice dinner and spend 50 dollars on a steak for my dog"
Ivan... : :D
Ivan... : <3
memyselfandi : Thats nice...and then if they did that
memyselfandi : would you do it with them?
Ivan... : "i only stick my dick in a girl's butt, and i only finger pussy"
Ivan... : "and you have to swallow when im done fucking your tush"
Ivan... : :)
memyselfandi : Thats sooo wrong
Ivan... : yeah but it messes with their head and makes them either leave me alone about sexxxing, or walk away
memyselfandi : Or do it...
Ivan... : NO!
Ivan... : groupies are potential STD infestations, i cant dooooooo dat!
Ivan... : i want to have a titanic moment witha chick on a pool someday.
Ivan... : :D
Ivan... : she'll be floating on one of those foam rafts you can buy, and i'll be all like, holding her hand and she'll be like "IVAN PWOMISE ME You"LL NEVER LET ME GOOOOOOO"
Ivan... : and I'll be like "I pwomisisisisim
memyselfandi : Thats fucking amazing.
memyselfandi : Seriously
memyselfandi : Funny as hell
Ivan = Teh shit
Can you not tell?
Darling,
They say you died...If you died then I will too...
We have to be together...For
I can not go on.
I moved away...But my heart stayed...
In my old room on my old bed with my old life...
Goodbye world
She is
yesterday
[1.Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your house and see what I say about you?
16.Did you message me just because of how i look?
17. wud u ever date me?]
I Push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I am today...
Jesus,
it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited last, my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the words
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like on big past
You'll live with me 'cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
Pull me back together
Our seperate the skin from the bone
Leave me all the Pieces, and then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today
Jesus,
it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today
Jesus,
it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
[Well Darling Do You Get It Yet?
]
[Yes is does...relate to me...
Bliss my lovely song...]
[I don’t know why you lie
I don’t know why you cry
But every time you do
I die a little inside.
Well I’m fucking sick
Of all your goddamn lies
Its time I fucking clicked
You try to hide it in your eyes
I’m sick of your deception
You tried to stab me in the back
You lied about affection
It’s the goddamn courage that you lack
You can’t stand up
You can’t speak out
I’m sick of you
I’m fucking tired of your doubt
I’ve reached my limit
I’m tired of this
Just remember
Silence is bliss
]