Jamie Bruce
i loved you so much,
we all did.
i miss you now.
i wish you knew what everyone felt before.
i hope you know now.
wherever you are.
its so stupid, that the bullying stops after this.
it should never have happened.
its not fair.
its not right.
i wish so much that you were still here.
im already missing playing with your ringlets.
i cant believe the last thing we did together was argue.
if only you can see how much we all love you.
why did you have to go?
i feel as though everyone is falling apart around each other.
i hope your watching everything from heaven.
and i hope your still rocking out on a cloud somewhere.
we miss you.
we love you that will never go into past tense.
we always will.
i wish i was there for you more.
im so sorry.
i feel so guilty.
im so so so so sorry.
it took this for everyone to see.
to be taken seriously.

im so sorry.
i love you.
tiamo.
my heart goes out to your family and friends your sister is incredibly brave.
i still feel you with me.
i know your still with us.
especialy in the music block.
make sure ethan and stev and darren and all your friends feels you.

R.I.P. Jamie Bruce

Friday, October 06, 2006

 the truth of him.
Current mood: crushed


©??Time is thine enemy.

time takes us away from the people we love.

time destroys lives.

time destroys peoples mind.

im drifting now. into a world you cannot imagine.

a world of insanity death pain and torture.

why am i here?

because he sent me. becuase he hates me he doesent love me anymore.

because im dead.

he killed me.

in cold blood i now lay. waiting for respite. waiting for him to be SORRY!

never will he say it. never will he believe he was wrong.

he thew my love away with a flick of the wrist.

my body flat on the floor the glass from the 7 storey high window he through me out of lies next to me.



my sharp and pointy grave.

concrete smooshed my brain and now im relieved.

i know how he feels now. for real.

no more lies of love.