I am a very misunderstood girl. I love to drive and listen to music. My fav. song is Dreaming of you by Selena. My friends all cal me Smiley Riley or Shady Katie for reasons that i cant explain they are just stupid nicknames that they gave me.If you want to know more then ask and I'll answer.

R.I.P Raycheal Reanee Poore we miss you alot wishing you were here things are alot harder without you.

R.I.P Adam Micheal Petruska we really need ya down here everythings crazy with out you but sense youccant be here watch over matt for us.

Ray Ray and Adam please watch over baby elizabeth for us.

R.I.P Elizabeth Annette Cavasos we miss you baby gurl. Your still Auntie Katies baby Angel. Watch over us all we need you to.

Some of my fav Lyrics

Boy: i saw her today
Girl: i saw him today
Boy: It seems like its been forever
Girl: I wonder if he still cares
Boy: She looks better than ever
Girl: I couldnt stop staring at him
Boy: i asked her how things were going
Girl: i asked about his new girlfriend
Boy: Id choose her over any girl im with
Girl: Hes probably really happy
Boy: i couldnt even look at her without crying
Girl: He couldnt even look at me
Boy: I told her i missed her
Girl: I know he hadnt
Boy: I meant it
Girl: He didnt mean it
Boy: i love her
Girl: he loves his new girlfriend
Boy: I held her one last time
Girl: He gave me a friendly hug
Boy: Then i went home and cried
Girl: Then i went home and cried
Boy: i lost her..
Girl: i still love him


Boulevard Of Broken Dreams


Things a Perfect guy would do

1] Know how to make you smile when you are down
2] Try to secretly smell your hair, but u always notice
3] Stick up for you, but still respects your independance
4] Give your the remote during a football game( i dont care!!)
5] Come up behind you and puts his arms around you
6] Plays with your hair
7] His hands always find yours
8] Be cute when he really wants something
9] Offer plenty of massages
10] Dances with you, even if he feels like a dork
11] Never run out of love
12] Be funny, but knows how to be seriouse
13] Realize hes being funny when he needs 2 be seriouse
14] be patient when you take 4 ever to get ready
15] react so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16] smiles a lot
17]plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally do just because he knows it means a lot 2 u
18] Appreciates you
19] Helps others out
20] Drive 5 hours just 2 c u 4 one min
21] Always gives you a pyou depart from eachother
22] Sings even if he can't
23] have a creative sense of humor
24] Stare at you
25] Call for no reason
26] Quit any kind of drugs just because he loves you!!


POEMS I WROTE:

Whatever Makes You Happy

Whatever makes you happy
I'll be behind you onehunderd percent
Ddont worry about me
I'll be fine
Though it hurts me
Cause i dont want you to leave
As long as your happy
Whatever makes you happy
I'll love you forever more
So journey off to meet new people
Find some other girl to take my place
As long as your happy
Whatever makes you happy
If thats what you have to do
I just wnat you to promise you'll never forget me
Cause I'll never forget you.


Dont Know How

I wanna tell you i love you
But i dont want you to know
How much you really mean to me
WHen i look in your eyes
I want to break down and cry
But i cant so i keep it all inside
So that you cant reject me
And i cant hurt anymore
You tell me your moving away
As you hold me in your arms
You tell me not to get attached
But its hard cause I already have
I want to say stay but i wont
Cause you have to do this for you
All that I ask is that you dont forget me
You tell me you wont
Cause you think you love me
That shows me how much you really care
just know I'll always be there.


For you Ray

In loving Memory of: Raycheal Renee Poore

Tears of pain run down my face
I close my eyes
I see your face
Smiling at me
Rememnering all the times we shared
When i needed you
You were there
Now your gone
I Wanna die
Now i have more darkness
But no light
Just remembering
All the happiness we shared
Thats enough
To remember
You will always be there


I NEVER MEANT

I never meant to love you
I never meant to care
I never meant to live my life wishing you were there
I never meant for it to go this far
I never meant to cry
and you gotta beleive me ccccause it is true
I m sorry i cant help myself cause i fell in
love with you.


THEIR ALWAYS THERE

to: Kyle Rice

Theres always that one person
whos always on your mind
That you cant get rid of
No matter how hard you try
Theres always that one person
That you love so much it hurts
Theres always that one person
That you shared
One of your firt's with
They are always there
No matter what you do
They may not be there in person
But their ther in your heart
Theres always that one person
That dont know you really love them
Cause your affraid of telling them
Cause you dont want to lose them
Honey you got ot believe me
THAT ONE PERSON IS YOU.

MY FRIENDS

My Friends always told me
That you would make me cry
My Friends always told me
That you would always lie
My Friends always told me
That you would find someone new
But my friends never told me
my heart would always belong to you.




WHILE YOU WHERE GONE

While you were gone
I sat in this chair and cryed
Just sat here thinking of suicide
While you were gone
I took a knife to my neck
and ended my life
I ended it quick
Right then and there I took my life
So that you couldnt ever hurt me again
While you were gone
I took my life
How does it feel knowing you killed your only wife
While Im gone
Im in a happy place
Where no beatings occure
and no lives can be earsed
Now that im gone
Your sitting in that same chair and crying thinking of suicide.


LOVE

Love is somthing that i feel for you
Love is somthing that is very true
Love is somthing i can not express
Love is the reason i fell for you
Love is somthing that scares me to death
Love is somthing that i am afraid to feel
Love is somthing i never knew growing up
Love is the only reason i have surrived in this world.
Love is what i am afraid to say to you
Cause Love my dear i am afraid will hurt me and you.


TO MY FRIENDS ALL

I use to wonder
If i died would anyone care
If a single tear would fall
Probley not i would just be dead
People would just come for something to do
Then i met all of you
And i started to see
That people really do care for me
When my life was a mess
And i had nowhere to turn
When i ran away
Cause my mom gave me a black eye
When i ran to you
Cause i needed a shoulder to cry on
Or a guy to hold me tight
Now i know
That people do care
And if i died
That you guys would cry
So take care of the little ones
Cause they are just like you
Remember all the good times we shared
Just remeber i ll be there for you
Now you know why things went to hell
Take care of yourselfs
To my friends all.

By: Riley Chappell

ANGEL(*BABY GIRL*)

It makes me hurt
It make me cry
Cause you were so young when you died
You had your whole life ahead of you
And we still wish you were here
But we know that your an angel
helping us to heal
And Adam i know you can hear me
Cause your in heaven now
Look over baby girl
And make sure she knows
We still love her
And we still care
And that we would trade anything
for her to be here.
This poem is dedicated to : Elizabeth Annette Cavasos (Sep.12-03-Nov. 26- 03)

YOU

I see you down the hall
Each and every day
Its becoming overbearing to see your face
I just want to stair at you
For hours on end
But every time i look at you
My skin starts to crawl
And i start to cringe
I just want to
Go up to you
And smack you across the face
Cause you hurt me so much
It makes me sick
I cant believe i ever loved you
Let alone liked you at all
My friends always told me
you would hurt me in every way
There could be
But i didnt believe them
FOOLISH ME.

HOW COME

How come
Every time i just get over you
I see you again
How come
I love you so much
But you dont even feel a thing for me
How come you got the easy life
And got it so rough
How come
We love eachother so much
But only one of us knows
How come
When one of us gets hurt
We ran back to each other
And i just got one question
That i really need to know
How come
I feel so strongly for you
Why cant i just let go.

YOU

I look around
But your not here
I see your face
It seems so near
i cant stop crying
With every tear
When each one falls
A new one appears
It feels like
I ve known you forever
But its only been three years
AThis confirms all my fears
It s been
Three years of laughter
Three years of fun
Three years of pain
But it only feels like one
Like a mothere to her baby
You were there for me
But your always in my heart
And forever in me.

FEELINGS

I feel sick to my stomach
As my eyes well up with tears
Thinking of you
Just wont help me deal
With all the pain and sorrow
I dont look forward to tomorrow
I cant eat
And i cry myself to sleep
Because your not here
Like a breeze to a sea
Your the wind beneath my wings
Losing one friend to death
Every year
I just wish one time
God would take me
So i could watch you
From above
With baby elizabeth in arms
We would both keep you out of harm
People say your coming back
But they dont know their facts
Your done dealling with the stress
I wish that I could be there
With you right now
Just remember I m here.



Right Now -
>-somebody is very proud of you.
>-somebody is thinking of you.
>-somebody is caring about you.
>-somebody misses you.
>-somebody wants to talk to you.
>-somebody wants to be with you.
>-somebody hopes you aren't in trouble.
>-somebody is thankful for the support you have provided.
>-somebody wants to hold your hand.
>-somebody hopes everything turns out all right.
>-somebody wants you to be happy.
>-somebody wants you to find him/her.
>-somebody is celebrating your successes.
>-somebody wants to give you a gift.
>-somebody thinks that you ARE a gift.
>-somebody hopes you're not too cold, or too hot
>-somebody wants to hug you.
>-somebody loves you.
>-somebody admires your strength.
>-somebody is thinking of you and smiling.
>-somebody wants to be your shoulder to cry on.
>-somebody wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun.
>-somebody thinks the world of you.
>-somebody wants to protect you.
>-somebody would do anything for you.
>-somebody wants to be forgiven.
>-somebody remembers you and wishes that you were there.
>-somebody is praising God for you.
>-somebody needs to know that your love is unconditional.
>-somebody values your advice.
>-somebody wants to tell you how much they care.
>-somebody wants to share their dreams with you.
>-somebody wants to hold you in their arms.
>-somebody wants YOU to hold them in your arms.
>-somebody treasures your spirit.
>-somebody wishes they could STOP time because of you.
>-somebody praises God for your friendship and love.
>-somebody can't wait to see you.
>-somebody loves you for who you are.
>-somebody loves the way you make them feel.
>-somebody wants you to know they are there for you.
>-somebody's glad that you're his/her friend.
>-somebody wants to be your friend.
>-somebody stayed up all night thinking about you.
>-somebody is alive because of you.
>-somebody is wishing that you noticed him/her.
>-somebody wants to get to know you better.
>-somebody wants to be near you.
>-somebody has faith in you.
>-somebody trusts you.
>-somebody needs you to send them this letter
>-somebody needs your support.
>-somebody needs you to have faith in them.
>-somebody will cry when they read this.
>-somebody needs you to let them be your friend.
>-somebody hears a song that reminds them of you.



ITS VERY TRUE


Fav. Phases

Lose one friend, Lose all friends, Lose yourself

Dont ever do anything that i wouldnt do

Touch me, Tease me, Kiss me, Hug me, Love me, But dont leave me

To the world you might be one person but to one person you might be the world