is it really april 2nd, I didnt have any fun on april fools, but hell, its now 9:46, hopefully people read this and I'm not just talking to my self, I mean, not that it matters cause I'm one lonely guy, brittany is the only thing I live for...funny how I still say Im lonely, and brittany is the only thing keeping me alive, well, food and water dont count...I'm not really in the writting mood...trying to stay calm for awhile because me and my girlfriend are going to the movies tommorow, and I dont want to be aggrivating there, so I'll just wait till I get home that night and call her, depends what time we get home though, you know.

I'm kinda bored right now...is that a good thing? I feel wierd, like a fuzzy moment, maybe its the fact that guys dont write diarys...yeah that might be it, for the few people that know brittany, or maybe brittany, you might know what this means, if not...then ask her "I'M CONFUSED!!!!" god thats gonna haunt me forever, that and clink, but atleast me knee dont shake, that would suck...how long should I make this damn thing, cause you know, this is pretty long, maybe I should start typing letters to my girlfriend, this has only took like, 5 min...if even that much, I could get 11 pages done in half an hour or so...yeah