Hating life as usual. Stressing over the usual. Hating myself for the same reasons and,no, I'm not dieing. No,I'm not going to kill myself. Yes,I may hate myself greatly right now for all the same reasons day after day(sometimes).But I'm still me and very goofy....cause i hold it in DAMNIT!!!! I hold it in!!!! How stupid am i? Stupid enough I guess.....*sig