IM SO UNPERFECTLY PERFECT BECAUSE THOSE WHO ARE PERFECT JUST ARENT REAL!... IM JUST ME!
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heres a poem i wrote for my good friend lacy who lost her boyfriend of 2 yrs in a car accident:

No Pain:
Crashing hearts collide
my days are long with out you
i miss you by my side
since the day you went away
i havent been the same
i thought my heart was broken
that i could feel no more pain
but you showed me something diffrent
and it drove me insane
i long to feel your arms around me
your kiss on my lips
my hands running through your hair
your hands on my hips
so all i do is cry now
because of how you left me
i think about me dieing
so i can lay with you at rest
this is my sad, sorry, cry out to you
to tell you how i feel
and i promise i'll be with you one day soon
so as i lay here repeating your name over and over
i have to tell you something
without you i feel no pain!

BAD ASS SONGS!
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*~¿~*Saliva*~¿~*
~*¿*~Always~*¿*~

I hear... a voice say, “Don’t be so blind"...
it's telling me all these things...
that you would probably hide...
Am I... your one and only desire...
Am I the reason you breathe...
Or am I the reason you cry...

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
This life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
And now i'm done with you...

I feel... like you don't want me around...
I guess I’ll pack all my things...
I guess I’ll see you around...
Inside... it bottles up until now...
As I walk out your door...
All I hear is the sound...

Always... always... always... always... always... always... always...
I just can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...

I left my head around your heart...
Why would you tear my world apart...

Always... always... always... always...

I see... the blood all over your hands...
does it make you feel... more like a man...
was it all... just a part of your plan...
this pistol's shaken' in my hands...
and all I hear is the sound...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I breathe you...
I taste you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
this life of solitude...
I guess that i'm out the door...
and now i'm done with you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...

I love you...
I hate you...
I can't live without you...
I just can't take anymore...
This life of solitude...
I pick myself off the floor...
And now I’m done with you...
Always...
Always...
Always...
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*~¿~*The Exies*~¿~*
~*¿*~Ugly~*¿*~

Are you ugly?
A liar like me?
A user, a lost soul?
Someone you don’t know
Money it’s no cure
A Sickness so pure
Are you like me?
Are you ugly?

[Chorus]
We are dirt, we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
We are fake, we are afraid
You know it’s far from over
We are dirt we are alone
You know we are far from sober!
Look closer, are you like me?
Are you ugly?

Turn a blind eye
Why do I deny?
Medicate me
So I die Happy
A strain of cancer
Chokes the answers
Are you like me?
A liar like me?

[Chorus]

I don’t care, you don’t care
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, just like me
I blame you, you blame me
I’m bitter, you’re angry.
You don’t care, I don’t care
You love you, like me

[Chorus]

Are you Ugly? [3x]
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*~¿~*Soundgarden*~¿~*
~*¿*~Like Suicide~*¿*~


Heard it from another room
Eyes were waking up just to fall asleep
Love's like suicide
Dazed out in a garden bed
With a broken neck lays my broken gift
Just like suicide


And my last ditch
Was my last brick
Lent to finish her
Finish her


Bit down on the bullet now
I had a taste so sour
I had to think of something sweet
Love's like suicide
Safe outside my gilded cage
With an ounce of pain
I wield a ton of rage
Just like suicide


With eyes of blood
And bitter blue
How I feel for you
I feel for you


She lived like a murder
How she'd fly so sweetly
She lived like a murder
But she died
Just like suicide
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*~¿~*The Exies*~¿~*
~*¿*~Dear Enemy~*¿*~
(this song is to the girl in that picture)

Youre pretending to be somthing youre not
Youre collecting a head full of rot
Youre self righteous,the butt of the joke
And its a secret,everyone knows

[chorus]
You know you know you know you know it
You show you show you show you've shown it
My dear enemy, backstabbing me
Like a friend to me, like you seem to be

You think i dont see
You backstabbing me
Like a friend to me
My dear enemy

Youre condescending with every word
It makes you happy but what is it worth?
Youre like a virus eating my skin
Its a problem i think its a sin

[chorus]
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*~¿~*Breaking Benjamin*~¿~*
~*¿*~Sooner or later~*¿*~

I want a normal life
just like a new born child
I am a lover hater
I am an instigater
You are an oversight
Don't try to compromise
I'll learn to love to hate it
I am not integrated

[Pre-Chorus]
Just call my name
You'll be okay
Your scream is buring through my veins

Sooner or later your gonna hate it
Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away
Driving me under, leaving me out there
Go ahead and throw your (my) (our) life away

You're like an infantile
I knew it all the while
You sit and try to play me
Just like you see on tv
I am an oversight
Just like a parasite
Why am I so pathetic
I know you won't forget it

[Pre-chorus]

[Chorus]
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*~¿~*Breaking Benjamin*~¿~*
~*¿*~ So Cold~*¿*~

Crowded streets all cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

[Chorus]

Show me how it ends it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfied and empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hands on me one last time

[Chorus x2]

It's alright [x9]
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*~¿~*Breaking Benjamin*~¿~*
~*¿*~Break My Fall~*¿*~

You fought me once but not again
You let me feel your heavy hand
I will clean your f**kin mess
And leave no trace of evidence

[Chorus:]
I am losing you again
Let me out and let me in
'cause you're not alone here
Not at all
Let me belong here
Break my fall

Shelter me from this again
Dedicated to the end
Help me break my conscience in
To free us from our innocence

[Chorus]
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*~¿~*The Used*~¿~*
~*¿*~ Im A Fake~*¿*~

(spoken)
Small, simple, safe price.
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets.
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals.
And I am not afraid to die.
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment.
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts.
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks.
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid.
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts.
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter.
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart.
Love is not like anything.
Especially a fucking knife.

Look at me, you can tell.
By the way I move and do my hair.
Do you think that it's me?
Or it's not me I don't even care.
I'm alive,I smell
I'm the cleanest I have ever been.
i feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry
DRY!

Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).

Do I drink? Do i date?
I got perfect placements all my inks
satisfied in your eyes
I'm the biggest fan i have right now
i made sure i looked how i wanted to look
the people around me, the people surround me
I feel big, I feel tall, I feel dry
DRY!

Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
Just look at me. Look at me now.
(I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake, I'm a fake).
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*~¿~*The Used*~¿~*
~*¿*~All that i've got~*¿*~

So deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
I sleep, I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can't laugh
All I want inside I still am empty
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretenting I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I guess, I remember every glance you shot me
Un-harmed, I'm losing weight and some body heat
Eyes closed so hard
I stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me, I..

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretenting I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
It's all that I've got
It's all that I've got!

So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn't even scream fuck me

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
and it's all that I've got

I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got

And it's all that I've got
Yeah, it's all that I've got
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*~¿~*Nirvana*~¿~*
~*¿*~ Come as you are~*¿*~

Come
as you are
as you were
as I want you to be
as a friend
as a friend
as an old enemy
take your time
hurry up
the choice is your
don't be late
take a rest
as a friend
as an old memoria
memoria
memoria
memoria

come
dowsed in mud
soaked in bleach
as I want you to be
as a trend
as a friend
as an old memoria
memoria
memoria
memoria

and I swear
that I don't have a gun
no I don't have a gun
no I don't have a gun
memoria
memoria
memoria {don't have a gun}

and I swear
that I don't have a gun
no I don't have a gun
no I don't have a gun
no I don't have a gun

memoria
memoria
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*~¿~*Nirvana*~¿~*
~*¿*~ Rape Me~*¿*~

Rape me
Rape me, my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I'm not the only one [xido]

Hate me,
Do it, and do it again

Waste me,
Rape me, my friend

I'm not the only one [xido]

My favorite inside source
I'll kiss your open sores
Appreciate your concern
You'll always, stink, and burn

Rape me
Rape me, my friend
Rape me
Rape me again

I'm not the only one [xido]

Rape me [Wants Attention] [X8]
Rape me
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*~¿~*A Perfect Circle*~¿~*
~*¿*~Annihilation ~*¿*~

From dehumanization to arms production,
For the benefit of the nation or its destruction

Power, power, the law of the land,
Those living for death will die by their own hand,
Life's no ordeal if you come to terms,
Reject the system dictating the norms

From dehumanization to arms production,
To hasten the nation towards its destruction

Power, power, the law of the land,
Those living for death will die by their own hand,
Life's no ordeal if you come to terms,
Reject the system dictating the norms

From dehumanization to arms production,
To hasten the nation towards its destruction

Power, power, the law of the land,
Those living for death will die by their own hand,
Life's no ordeal if you come to terms,
Reject the system dictating the norms

From dehumanization to arms production,
To hasten this nation towards its destruction,
It's your choice, your choice, your choice, your choice,
Peace or annihilation
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*~¿~*A Perfect Circle*~¿~*
~*¿*~ Imagine~*¿*~

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one
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*~¿~*Violent Femmes*~¿~*
~*¿*~ Blister in the Sun~*¿*~
(this song kicks ass!)

When I’m out walking I strut my stuff yeah I’m so strung out
I’m high as a kite I just might stop to check you out
Let me go on like I blister in the sun
Let me go on big hands I know your the one
Body and beats I stain my sheets I don’t even know why
My girlfriend she’s at the end she is starting to cry
Let me go on like I blister in the sun
Let me go on big hands I know your the one...
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*~¿~*Violent Femmes*~¿~*
~*¿*~Children Of the Revolution~*¿*~

You can bump and grind.
Have a good time.
You can twist and shout.
Let it all hang out,
but you won't fool the children of the revolution.
No you won't fool the children of the revolution.

You can tell a plane, in the falling rain.
I gotta rolls royce,
cause its good for my voice,
but you won't fool the children of the revolution.
No you won't fool the children of the revolution.

You can bump and grind.
Feeling fine.
You can twist and shout.
Knock yourself out, but you won't fool the children of the revolution.
No you won't fool the children of the revolution.
No you can't fool the children of the revolution.
No you won't fool the children of the revolution.
No you can't fool the children of the revolution.
No you won't fool the children of the revolution.

You can bump and grind, have a good time.
You can bump and grind, have a good time.

Bump and grind, have a good time.
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more bad ass songs to come!