k.......so yah, going to a cosplay......going as someone and all my long hair is getting cut short.....i supose that noone who is reading this knows what i look like because i have neglected to put up a pic of me.......i will half to do that soon...besides that i have been sick this past week. that pretty much sums everything up right now.................oh! and if you are wondering who im going to cosplay as, or if you dont know what a cosplay is, ask me.

ummmmmmm......yah i havent wrote in this for a wile huh...........eny way on page 4 of Vivcora ( the story im wrighting) in a musical at school called Seussical, realy anoying...........i won a sighned copy of Brisinger!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wwwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.....enyway...for thoughs who can read this,not shur what my settings are but my life is pretty well balenced right now incase you were wondering....^-^ im going to have a pic up soon that i want an opinion on, weather or not to enter it in the halloween contest! so keep an eye on my page!

i have a new pic and will have it up soon

im so cofuzed!!

 dos he love me?
 is he sorry?
 what happend?
 do i still love him?
 why are theas thoughts alway come to me when i see him?
What the fuck, What the fuck, what the Fuck!!!!!!!!!





 ???????????Do i hate him or love him??????????????????

my memory is getting worse.........my sister sayd that i waved at her and i dident remember........i black out without notising...........im getting my wish ill black out and never come outof it it will be like im asleep

im BORED!!!someone talk to me!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!.!plese............

when i come to the end of the road;
and the sun has set for me.
i want no rites in a gloom filled room,
why cry for a soul set free.
miss me a little-but not to long
and not with your head bowwed low.
remember the love that we once shared,
miss me but let me go.
for this is a journey we all must take
and each must go alone.
it's all part of the masters plan,
a step on the road to home.
when you are lonly and sick at heart ,
go to the freinds we know and bury youre sorow in doing good deeds
miss me-but let me go

i cant beleve my b day is the 25 and not even my famiiy rememberd=(its ok if you forgot to cuse you probubly dident no in the first place....like eneyone is even reading this or cares...im alone in the world...=(oh yah my grandma is dieing....(crys)

i am bound between to worlds....to demenshons....but i shall shar one fate....death

it has ben a wile for me to right but im bord so......i hate my life but not everyone in it....its hard to give my trust away for almost noone is worthy.if ther is a solmate for everyone then why do people die alone?im not shur why i was put on this erth but i dident think it would be polite to ask.the only thing that keeps me alive is my memorys and freind in discize...

thinking out loud peps........dont coment plez.....