okay im so sick of the word ""EMO"" it is an overused overly poserish word now... if youre EMOTIONAL great thats just how you are Emo is only another label on the long list of labels we already have. I mean if i wanted to be labeled as emotional fine i geuss thats sad really i might of been emotional at one time and yeah certain things make me super sad but shit its not like i cut to try and hurt myself the last thing i wanna do is DIE i do it for fun it gives me adreniline high and thats the greatest fun ever but off of my problems EMO is getting tiring people STOP using it

( Gosh i love this song its by Blue October and yeah if you read it youre my everlasting friends)

"Everlasting Friend"

A heartbeat skip, relationship
Inside a bubble bath
An icing drip below your lip
So we undo the math
A sudden slip between
My pathetic sedatives
A real-life script of how
Mistakes became our medicine, so

Delay the hurtful words
Of complicated overcast
Please take the message that I'm
Picking up my chin at last
I said my confidence
It gets stronger when you're next to me
But we pray from miles away
In quest for what we long to be

I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
But you're my everlasting friend
Everlasting friend

A heartbeat skip, relationship
So we would stay up late
A teardrop drip below your lip
Beside the airport gate
A sudden slip from where
We used to be a year ago
A real-life script of how
Our hands would hold and not let go

But delay the mournful words
Of complicated overcast
Please take the message
That you taught me how to live at last
But I said my confidence
It gets stronger when you're next to me
But we wave respect goodbye
In quest for what we long to be, but

I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
But you're my everlasting friend

Will you be coming home?
(Everlasting friend)
My everlasting friend, will you be coming home?
(Everlasting friend)

I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
(Still missing you)
I might crumble, I might take a fall again

I might crumble, I might take a fall again
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
I might crumble, I might take a fall again
I just want to know that you'll be coming home
I just want to know that you'll be coming home
I just want to know that you'll be coming home
I just want to know that you'll be coming home

hey i did it i stayed in school for a whole 2 weeks yea me thats a record i didnt get sick and go home or just get to depressed and go home even though i felt like it today i tuffed it out and stayed yea me thats like a world record for me yea me but whateve no one cares anyways

wholy crap whateve i sick of this life im gone im gunna go cry in a corner like the little emo kid i am =*(

holy shiznit i like had the funniest and scaryiest day of my freaking life today!!!, well lets see i woke up went to school for once and then in first hour partly finshed my mobile and its sexy and then when i went to 0 hour we got informed that we were to be evacuated and thats when i flipped out the teachers all like if you drive or go with someone who drives go and leave just get away from the school and then those who ride the bus go to the bus pick up place and get on a bus and from there go to the middle school and youll be sorted on to youre normal bus and i was flippin out because she didnt say what we were to do if we were picked up and droped off because i dont live in a bus route and so then the principals like you can use youre cell call home and see if someone can pick you up at the middle school and no one was home grandma didnt have her cell and no one was picking up the car phone and so i was like ahhh and so i went home with Cyrstal and then we went and walked around with Neil and it was fun we were walking around in their neighborhood and then when i finally go a hold of someone my mom was flippin out and i didnt want to leave i was freaking out. and then my moms all im picking you up no matter what and by then i didnt want to leave right away and all so yeah and then we stood outside of hardings until my mom came and it was fun and all then my grandpa's all like at the end of this year you can decide wether you want to go to Lakeveiw or stay at GA and i want to go to lakeveiw like to hang out with nicci and mara but nicci's leaving and now im making freinds at GA and so im all confused now!!!

i hate that stupid school god all the damn hicks and homophobics i punched one in the arm today talk to you later

omg i hate this class its so boring i wanna go home i wanna fricken stay in a corner and like cry all day omg im so emo lol but i know this lol im bored gtg ttyl

omg im so i geuss sad again i miss jessie being my friend now i mean last night was so cool it was like last time but diffrent it was all weird it was like we could talk about anything but now it was all awkward but yeah i need to get out of this house there all driving me fricking crazy well ttyl

Hi If anyone reads this sign my geustbook okay okay buh bye